tired tired tired
dunno y, but very very tired
sigh
time to rest
worry about $$ thingy tml

guess i'm back to normal~~~
saw some photo which made me lost control juz now...
but had a slow walk back home juz now, and the cute inu-chan made me realised something...
even if it's true tat he does notlike me at all, even if it's all juz a joke, i still have them~~
whenever i'm down, as long as i see them, be it neko-chan or ino-chan, i'll feell better right away~ ^^
the only down side is tat i cant keep pet..cuz no one will have the time to take care of the pet...=.=
anyways, i'm all better now~~ ^^
he's busy or not, not really my problem....if he really dun wanna meet, can't force him anyway~~

sigh~
life's a bitch...
complain too much oso no use.....

juz now went many places wif my lao san, seeing how she spend her $$.. ... ....sigh~
and oso, last stop of the day is plaza sing, and dunno y, memories kept coming back......
and oso, starts to think way tooo much, as for no reason, memories frm back in sec sch days came to mind.......those time when ppl betrayed me for the smallest reason......and most times, it's becuz most their frens dun like me, and thus, they stop hanging out wif me all together... .. ......

ahAHAHAAHAHAHAHA
goin off to work liao lor~~~~~ ^^

sigh
bored like hell
gonna try scrubbing my face wif asprin, see if it'll get better...

packed my manga into a box, guess nexT would be clothes, counthing down to getting key for new house: 11 days~!!!!!!
wondering when will be the house warming, and who will actually come....o.O

sigh~
trying to keep my mind busy~~~~
trying hard, to, remain me...
trying hard,not to miss...........

sigh~
y is it tat... .. .....
nvm........
i'll most likely take up a nite time part time job once i've moved into mynew house...
current office job will be free lance, since i'm already getting a no basic pay scheme now....
meaning after which, i wont be able to go for many many many cosplay events in the future.......
well, give and take....
life's a bitch, so if u're having it easy, u're doin it wrong~

juz finished my anime marathon for today~~
watched all the new ep of those ongoing anime!!!
and in the afternoon, went to hang out with Joy and Arella at orchard~~
met them at Ion, ate at the BK there, than went far east find Joy's mask, after which we go plaza sing's spotlight~~~~
^^
wahahahahhaahhahahahhahaha..xDDDDDDD
b4 we went back home, went zoneX there for 2 round of para~~~
and guess wad~ i only spent less than $20!!!!!!
oh ya,
BABY BLANKET DONE!!!!!!
now i can move on to other stuff liao~~~~

sigh
willl b meeting joy later 3pm @ ION, but most likely will be goin there early, hang ard starbuck, and write crappy poetry on my other blog......
writing helps me feel better in the past, hope it still does......

almost died of heartache juz now....
never tot tat could actually happen to me.....

yea~~~~
i'm here~!!!!
lol....kinda like damn long time never update blog~
cuz i've been spamming my twitter ac~~ xp
done wif my fren's baby blanket~!! now doin it's edging~~ ^^
should be able to make it in time for her baby's one mth old dinner get-together...
lol....dunno y i dun really feel like giving her the blanket now, it's like even b4 i finished it, she's making noisy saying mayb it'll be too hat for the baby, will cause the baby to have rashes etc etc........=.=
but than, i've already promised it's for her, and counted as a gift frm my family side (who ask my mom dunno where itchy, say wanna take her daughter in as her god-grandchild =.=""")
so yeah~
tat's all for now~
gotta go shower, than continue wif the edging thingy..