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Tuesday, July 26, 2011







my killer heels!!!!
has been in the store for very VERY long!!!!!
gonna be wearing it for a photoshoot soon~~~~ ^^

Sunday, July 24, 2011

suppose to blog about how my weekend went..
but...toooooo tired to do so..
so, to sum it all up

sat was so awesome till i now having torn muscles in both my legs, and neck & shoulder aching!!!

sun was fun~
if not for 'makana', it'll be even better~
but than again, she went back home early, so ya, glade tat attention seeker knows tat her tricks dun work on most of us, i tried to get her involved once, she attitude me, tat's it, she's gonner!!
and i got the wig from my fren, whose bday we celebrated today, and my hubby had fun wif my frens (though he was emo-ing most of the time) but at least he mix ard wif them!!! ^^
i'd love to blog about streetfest rite now..
but i've to go shower and go rest after tat..
had toooo much fun till brain not functioning well rite now...
shall blog about it tml~
as well as elkanah's bday thingy~~~~

Saturday, July 23, 2011

someone who has not been in contact juz appeared on msn...
sigh...wad time already still wanna make me scold him over msn...
sooo damn naggy!!!!
i'm kinda like his mother, even though he's already 30++...
sigh........y like no matter wad age group ppl belong to....they all treating me like i'm their mother??
the only guy i can joke and laugh wif, now oso giving me cold shoulder.....=.=
damn~... ... ... ... .. ... .. ... .. .. .

Friday, July 22, 2011

oh ya~
this's the present for him~~

^^




now he locks his wall on fb...
dunno wad he's thinking..
anyways~
already done wif my fren's bday present!!!
hope he likes it~~
haha~~~
and for sunday only, i'm not gonna rape him~~ xDDDD
hmmmmmm...think i saw his 2nd fb ac!!!!
... ... ...
. . .
=.=
y shuld i care rite?
damn!
hate these sudden mood change...
and more often than not, it has something to do wif him.....=.=
gonna drink my sake now!!!
was gonna save it for tml, as i normally am kinda picky about wad glass i use to drink my sake wif.....and i do not have it here in the new house yet.....
i mean seriously!!!!
THIS GOTTA STOP!!!!
i cannot allow my feelings and mood to be affected by everything about him!!!!
seriously....this time, it's really so diff frm the other times..........sigh...
anyways....the thingy is not in eng, but i see '1 mth' so......god knows wad it was about!
damn...ok..gotta stop gotta stop gotta stop gotta stop gotta stop......
emo juz now while in the office....
than i've realised i can no longer remain sane when i'm alone.....

at least, not now....

so i bought a little something which i love~~~

to keep wad's little sanity tat is left in me...

so at least i can sleep wif ease tonite...


~SAKE~



Wednesday, July 20, 2011

overcome wif sadness
my heart aches wif every beat
how can i erase these feelings i have
how can i find myself back again
i know he dun really like me the way i like him..
but somehow, i simply cant stop smiling when i sms him, or chat wif him....
how silly of me...yea i noe....but i juz cant help it...

Monday, July 18, 2011


sling pouch for my lao san~~

wif button on it as i've somehow hoind my needle, only 1 left, but tat's quite enough for now~




my collection of sewing threads!! these colourful balls are made

only ard 60% if it though ~~ using those sewing threads

juz in case u're wondering.. if i remember correctly

nope, i dun sew, it's called "TEMARI"

neither wif machine nor by hand hope i still remembers how to make it

Sunday, July 17, 2011

O.O
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
next week MUST watch master chief!!!!!!!
ok...SERIOUSLY time to sleep...
nite~

feels like july is passing by sooooo slowly~
frm another pt of view..
there's a chance tat he juz wanna spend some time wif me, and not in a big crowd....


but than again, i'm a person who has been proven way tooo many times wrong,

wif regards to looking on the brighter side of life.....
anyways~
laundry 90% cleared within 3 days!!!!!!

or was it 4 days??? o.O


hmmmmm...dun matter~
at least i'm the only one who can clear those dirty clothes this fast~
(random change of topic, but heck care!!! brain not functioning well rite now~)
*===================*

// I.NEED.THERAPY.!.!.! \\

TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
juz saw on fb....
so the importent things he had on yeasterday was meeting other frens...
but i'm thinking...y cant everyone hang out together since i noe them too.. ... ...
hmmmmm......dunno wad's goin on....mayb they didn't wanna see me.....
even if tat's the case, guess it's expected..........nothing last forever....they might once be my fren...ppl change......
guess all those "hey long time no see! let's hang out together someday k?" weren't true..
mayb cuz i dun buy/wear/use branded or something....
.......sigh..........
nvm..........preparing to spend my bday this year alone.....go jb, or mayb genting....wonder ard somewhere in sg, alone............
mayb i was the spoiler......mayb he didn't wanna meet me at 1st.....
mayb....mayb........well...i dunno wad to think rite now..............
took a nap~~
whch only lasted few min.....sneezed till i woke and can't sleep....=.=
now watching tv....so boring~~
waithing for anime to buffer......so slow....:(
sigh~~
guess i'll take another short nap while it buffer~~
there's like nothing gd airing on tv rite now......=.=


my 'uniquely mine' phone~!!!!!

the numbers on the keypad are long gone, so is the small tiny button at the side....

and somehow, the 'call' button disappeared last night!!!! (w/o me dropping my phone,ya noe)

so now......it has gone frm unique to a whole new lvl of epicness~~~


now......wonder where and how to change it's keypad.....
the phone is soooo old till it's so hard to find it's stuff outside!!! ><





hmmmm
i'm already awake!!!!
damn! it seems like eversince moved into this new home, i've been waking up ard 7 - 8 plus in the morning!!!!!!!!
i wanna sleep more!!!!!!!!!!!
guess i'll wait for afternoon for some 'beauty naps'~~ xDDD
think i'm goin to bed soon.......
feeling my eyelid is getting heavier and heavier...
now in the process of another thing...hopefully can finish it soon, so tat i can move on the the next one.....
have tonnes of projects waiting in line.....
and hopefully and finish ALL the projects by end of this year~~~~~ ^^

Saturday, July 16, 2011





2 pouch i've made!!!!
buttons yet to be up cuz no needle at home....;p
hahahahahaahahahah~~~
more to be up~~ ^^

wah~~~~
hungry again!!!!!
hmmmmm.....nvm, dun eat.....too tired to go buy cabbage for soup juz now, so it's punishment to be hungry now~~~~
noe wad i'm talking about???
no??
hahahahahaha~~ xDDDDD
it's ok~ ^^
i dunno wad i'm talking about here either~ ;p
hungry!!!!!
waiting for clothes to dry.. ... ... ....sigh......damn slow!!!!!
nothing to cook yet~
gonna call delivery.....after eatting, gonna go market buy something to cook for dinner~
CABBAGE SOUP~!!!!!!
^^
almost fell out the window juz now~!!!!
epic fail!!!!
small room can hang clothes outside, and since i'm sick and can't go out today, decided to stay home and clear those clothes which needed to be washed...
and sooooo many places my bro dun wanna put, go put lots of bulky item and boxes below the window......
best of all, it's not the 1st time i almost fell out the window, so my body kinda know how to react.....but the area juz below chest lvl hurts like hell... =.=
wahahahahhaahhaha...
need to wait for those up to dry, than 2nd round~~
later need to sweep and mop floor.....my mom always complain tat she still have to work and do housework even when she's sick....
at least i help out....but when i'm sick.....noone help me do my stuff...and u dun hear me complain about it alll the time.......
juz once in awhile....i nag about it....
haha..ok~
shall blog later...if i remember to~
suppose to be updating on how my day went, but suddenly felt emo ad tired...
so, sleep 1st, blog another time!
llalalalalalalaalalalalalalalalalalalala~~~~
walked home in the rain BARE FOOTED!!!
^^
felt soooo nice~
haha...now watching channel U japan drama~~
wait till break time, go clear kitchen...show end, go shower~~~~
^^
after shower, more updating of blog~~ xDDDD

Friday, July 15, 2011

OMG!!
there was a fire ard the area which i stay and i dun even noe about it...
and it almost seems like everyone in my fb knows about it!!!
hahahahahahaa~~~
epic blur~
ok~
gotta go shower than go work!!!
stupid rain, my clothes already dry, now need to wait till tonite than can take down.....=.=
ok lah~~
time to go bed!!!
eh..b4 tat....shower 1st~~ ^^

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKEND~!!!!
hmmmmmmm......
sigh~
dunno wad to do!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Thursday, July 14, 2011

OMG!!
i saw my bro helping me unpack my stuff when i got home!!!!
*clap clap*
when he's nice, he's kinda very usefull~~
guess all tat 'cursing behind his back' worked (for now, for the time being)~~ ^^

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

aiyo....
headache ah headahe.....
air vantilation in new house abit.. ...not so gd.....
sigh~


this was how my house look like after all items have arrived frm the storeage space...and after done with unpacking the kitchen stuff~
soooo much mess!!!








this is after few hours of unpacking...... ... ...
kinda seems like no diff rite?
took afew short breaks in-betweens due to gastric






THIS IS HOW IT LOOKS NOW!!!!!!
still few cartons here and there...but the issue is no place to put them up for now!!
LOL


time check: 0957h

i'm awake, had breakfast, even went and came back frm market already!!!
.....damn stone till can't even watch anime properly!!!!! =.=
anyways~
it's sooo gonna be a gd week~~
wif pulled/torn muscles on both arm, tired legs, aching feet, sleep deprived me....oh ya, and a not so gd stomach = WOOHUU!!
haha...waithing for the house movers to move our old stuff in.....
shall stone while watching anime while waiting!!!!

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

sleepy sleepy sleepy cat wanna go sleep liao!!!!
好开心!!他正常了!!!!!会回复我了!!! ^^
kinda hate online translater sometimes!!!!
now i'm worried!!!! :(
stomach pain!!!!!!!!
finally all new furnitures and houseehold appliance in!!!!!!
so now after shower gonna go market buy stuff to stock up the fridge!!!!
and everything will be over tml!!!!!!
final round of stuff coming in frm the storage place!!!!!

Saturday, July 9, 2011

packing 65% done!!!!
LOL
now i feel hungry, and sick!!!
sigh~
since morning listening to youtube till now~~~~
morning - afternoon = facebook flooded wif kpop videos
laternoon - now = facebook flooded wif jrock videos!!
spamming facebook wif video!!!!!
while i'm packing~
DAMN PRO!!!!!
xDDDDDD
=.=
some ppl never change!!!
last nite went clubbing wif joy, bump into an old fren, well, not really fren, but ya..
he looked kinda more settled down when i saw him, but in the end, still flirting wif me...=.=
sigh~
juz ignore ignore AND ignore~~
juz like how i'm being ignored rite now....

我好后悔和他告白。。。
因为现在的我就连在普通的朋友也比不上。。。
先在的我对他而言,是一个让他躲都来不急的怪物!!

guess i really dun deserve anything gd to happen my life.......
上一代造的孽, 下一代来还。。。
我妈所造的孽,将会报应在我身上。。。

Friday, July 1, 2011

yesterday, went interview at a lawfirm cuz i need a better paying job, w/o letting my current boss noe..
my dear lao san didn't noe i haven't told my boss, so she told him i went interview when he asked her where i went~
today, my boss offered me a pay rise, which ended up he's paying me more than tat law firm~!!
so, i called the law firm telling them i've got a better offer elsewhere, thus, will not be working wif them, and guess wad~
they threatened to sue me!!
than i reply them 'ok lor~'
HAHAHAHAAHA!!!!

after tat, i go read up those things on MoM site~~ ;p
and by law, even if i signed the contract, as long as i did not turn up on the 1st day of work, (and since i've even already given them notice), the contract is not valid!!!
go ahead and sue me lor~~ ^^