*cries*

Hai~
moshi moshi~
Yui desu~

Mayb the one that guys like is actually onee-sama desu...she is the independent, non-clingy, non-annoying type...while I'm the total opposite..>_<
Mayb should revert things back to how it used to be...back to the days whereby I belong solely to her....

I kept saying that I wanna date, at least once, in my lifetime....mayb one fine day, after I forget about all these, I shall go on a date wif my onee-sama~~ ^^

ありがとうケイお姉様~ ^^

hai!!!
yui desu~~ ^^

onee-sama wanted me to start stating names when we blog using her blog...(cuz we are all too lazy to create our own~ xp)
anyways~ even though she agreed to let me like the guy i had a crush on...
but she tend to get angry when i starts to emo cuz i miss him too much...
and she dun trust that guy...(she dun trust MOST guys actually...>_<)

sooo...dunno wad should i do....cuz i'm kinda feeling left out these days as well...
me and him dun share much mutual frens, even those mutual frens, none of them know wad's goin on...and he's like always not free...his wkends are for his frens or for work..it's sweet of him to come have dinner wif me when ever he ends work early...but i'm starting to want more.....

NYAAA!!!!! me dun like this feelings!!!! it's like me is becoming selfish...dun like!!!

Nya!!!!

She finally agreed to not stop me frm liking that guy, but now, it seems he became uninterested in me already!!!
>_<
But sometimes I wonder....those who tell me they like me, which me are they referring to????
Wonder if it's the strong willed independent side or is it this annoying cat...hmmmmmm....
I guess no one will ever knows...cuz this is something no one would ever believe in....
Who would have thought that the mood swings are sometimes juz the work if another split self~? ^^
Guess I annoyed her too much till she agreed to not interfere..but wad if the one he liked was her instead of me??? O.O
Haha~ guess she'll juz say she told me so~ even knowing she meant well, cuz when I get hurt, it's the same for her as well...guess tat's y she tend to be slightly over protective of me~
Let's hope that even if I do get hurt again this time, at least I won't worry her so much~ ^^
But it's kinda hard to hide things frm her when we are actually sharing the same mind same body an everything... >,<
Nya!! Haha!!!
Blogging when I'm suppose to be working!!! Gtg~ xp

updated my DA~!!
http://kuro-laviakay.deviantart.com/
having a hell of headaches these days, and i should be helping my fren to sew a dress for her up coming shoot (yep, while i know nuts about dressmaking)