I'm tired? Yes, very very tired..
Being brought up in the family i was born in, guess being self destructive was predestined..
Parents who are suppose to love their children, but somehow, mine hate me..
Most times i simply get by day, at times, even seconds seems to drag by and my day juz seems never-ending......
Well...guess wad i wanna say is, i kinda am getting close to my limit...there's only this much shit i can take...there's only so much hurt i can bare..
How i wish my time would come, sooner, sooner...
That i do not have to wait for another 3-5 years b4 death comes to claim my condemned soul...
Beloved death, forgive me for my weakness..living is simply so hard w/o u ard me...the pact we made, i'm trying hard to honour...But Dearest Beloved Death, come for my soul, the sooner the better..for u are the only one whose love felt more real, more gentle, more warm than any other i've been given and shown..
Oh how long has it been? Since i last felt ur embrace..i long to see u omve again..and this time round, we shall lay in the depth of the freezing abyss, making sweet love for the rest of eternity, as i shall be the very last soul u claim frm the land of the living...
