truth is out, finally, and not surprising.

yes, finally, I've got the answer I was looking for. Though nothing nice, but at least I've gotten an honest answer for once.

The disappointing part is that he twisted the whole story around, saying I was the one who wanted this r/s, I was the one clinging onto him, and that he, never once, wanted anything to do with me. The only reason he brought me out for food is because he pity me, and wad comes after makan is just a form of getting some sort of payment back...And if anything, he actually felt ashamed to be associated with me in any way.

He replied "we were only just friends" when I told him I need closure, but from the sounds of things, we were never even friends. and sort of seen this coming. He was broke while he was with me, still having credit card debts to pay off. Once that's cleared, he moved on to date another better looking model around the same time he bought his 2nd hand Harley.

Bonds are precious, more so than diamonds
Promises not kept are nothing more than meaningless words
A hug, a touch, even a handshake,
Could mean so much more than empty words

Lies, deceit, pity, and sympathy not needed
If honesty could not be given, silence would be preferred
Time has passed, memories forged
Regrets and 'what ifs', what good are they for?
...
Feelings lost, or maybe there never was
Both good times and bad are time lost and gone
Tears were cries, sleepless nights has passed
Thank you for the memories, and I'll be saying good bye for good

 

 

All I ever wanted was honesty, which proves too much for this flamboyant son of a gun. If it's just someone good looking whom he can show it off to the world, even if it means high maintenance fees, that's not a gf that he wants. And if the limelight's all he seeks, and is selfish to that extent of twisting the whole story around like this, I'm glad things are over. And the fact that he will never dare to contact me ever again sounds perfect~

Soy tonto, pero no puedo evitarlo

Yes I am silly, somehow he still makes me smile~ 

It's not fair I know, but even when we were still together, it has been more or less like this.. Tried to flirt with other boys, but after a short while, I get bored and tired of that guy