my right wrist is hurting again!!!!
damn.....hate the sharp pains which comes w/o warnings!!!
dunno if it's cuz i've been using the mouse and typing w/o a wrist rest, or is it cuz i've been making the pouch.. ... ....or mayb it's juz an old injury acting up??
hmmmm.....regardless, stilll doesn't change the fact that i hate the sharp pain which comes un-announced!! -____-'''

*yawn*
i'm sooooo sleepy!!!!!!!!!

sigh, my 1st call for today was like 30min ago!! after tat, stonning till now... .. ....
later boss comes back frm HQ will have new things to do le~~ ^^

but cannot slack tooooo long, if not, my fren who's joining us soon wont have much thing to do~ ;p
wondering when my boss's gonna call him asking him to come for 'interview' ... o.O
lols~
kinda afraid to work wif him.. ... .....after seeing his CV (i noe i'm not suppose to, but can't help but to take a tiny peek).. .. .....O.O .. .. ......... -_____-
i feel soooo tiny now.. ... ......and all the more i dun feel up to his lvl.... :'(

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

now i feel so like a tiny tiny little thingy...... :(

lalalalalala~
photos taken frm me phone all uploaded to fb!!! ^^
including those camwhore pic frm the loli shoot~~ (they dun upload nvm, lucky i camwhore abit already~~ if not for my batt running low, i would've taken more pics~ )

need to repair my phone's screen soon, since i'm gonna wait till the broadband's contract over, thn see wad line i wanna sign... ... ..-_-

i dunno wad can i do...i'm feeling uneasy in my very own house...when i'm alone, everything's fine..but when my bro is home, i simply dun wanna stay there..
lols~
boss damn shocked to see me in the office juz now, asked how long i've been in the office already~
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!! i told him i've got nothing to do at home anyways~
shifted pots for 2 of the plants at my place, and added soil to the HUGE pot as well~
mom asked me to go grandps house wif her, i wanted to go at 1st, but than, bro suddenly said he's coming = i come office slack~

simply cannot stand his 'fakeness'

*yawn*
yeah~~~~~
i'm so proud of myself today~~~~
the work which my boss thinks have to drag on till next week, can be cleared by end of this week!!!! ^^
hahahahaa, no wonder he keep saying i'm scary~
he keep telling me no need work so hard, (thinks he felt bad for making me stay back so late) end up i keep telling him i've got nothing to do anyway~
till i really cannot take it, i told him, i'm doin all these, cuz i'm thinking about my wallet~ xDD
even so, he KEPT telling me NOT TO COME tml, ask me go enjoy, or rest at home, juz NO COMING BACK OFFICE!!!!!
lols~

might 'chiong' toooo much....
feeling sharp pain in stomach....suspect it's gastric due to stress (as i've juz had my lunch not too long ago).. .. ......
or mayb it's caused by the coke light i had during lunch? o.O

YESH!!!!
done!!!!
waiting for boss to print cover letters~~
meanwhile, continue wif article folding~ ^^

weeee~
done dbl checking addresses!!!
now.. .. ....ORIGAMI TIME *again* lols~~ xDDDD

sigh...
and here it goes again, the start of a vicious cycle.. ..(bro is wanting to quit his job cuz his boss dun wanna promote him to become the main in-charge).. ...
sigh~
everything he does is for show, for fame, nothing's real...he himself go tell others say he knows he's not ready, on the other hand, he goes to his boss asking for promotion, and got rejected, his boss told him he's not ready for that position yet... ....than he not happy, wanna quit... ... .....
totally speechless already....he's totally hopeless....

lalalalalalalalala~~
now mass printing the article~!!! (225 copies!)
and while i wait, i'm filling up some forms which should be done on fri!!
heheheee~~
hope dun stay till too late till voting time over....i dun wanna give the gov taht $50 juz for not voting!!!!

nice~~
done folding EVERYTHING!!!!
placed them into env already as well.. .. ..
when i'm done sealing envs, i've got nothing to do liao......:(
lols~~~

COVER LETTER DONE!!!!
finished folding all the cover letters!!!!!
only 77 copy left to fold..
but now, it seems the articles are alot more compared to the cover letters... ... ..

daijiobu!!!! i'll finish even the articles by today as well~~
so mon new set for my fren to fold~~ ^^

am in the office already~~~
havent go vote yet, later after my mom's done wif her 'family meeting' than we go vote together..(if not high chance she'll forget about the voating, and sg gov will fine her $50 for not voting)
i'm currently looking at finishing folding 220 pieces of paper (110 cover letter, 110 articles) by today~

weeeeeeee~~
wish me luck~ ^^
( times like these, origami folding exp really comes in handy~!! xDD )

if it was the guy i liked who sent me that sms, asking me to be wif him, think i'll be soooo delighted till i can fly~~~ ^^

haha~~ daydreaming here~~ i noe that's not gonna happen......

i used to debate wif myself
he's not the funniest guy i know, he's not the richest either
neither is he the one wif the hottest body, nor is he the most good looking guy
but he's the one i like the most
i've decided to stop these nonsense debating..
all that matter is, he's the one i like most...nothing else matter~
i've always said, all i wanted and needed is a guy who can make me smile frm the heart~
and juz seeing him does the trick~ ^^

sigh.......someone juz sms me asking me to be with him *again*....sigh.....
no matter how many times he asks, the answer will never change!!!!

it's almost the whole entire fb frens i have knows i've someone i like already, so y do these guys keep asking me out!?
gosh....esp the one who sms me juz only....i've already lost count of how many times i've rejected him!!!!!
i noe he's kind, he's kinda rich, he treats me really nice.....but....i dun feel that way towards him!!
i dun wanna hurt him, but i cannot accept him based on that reason alone........have to remove him frm my house warming guestlist even.....since he's still like this...and i dun wan any trouble, or any awkward moments during house warming.....

damn!
i kinda missing him alot already!!!
(and i juz met him lastnite for movie...so it hasn't been even 24hours since we parted)
i'm not gonna deny my feelings this time round...cuz it seems the more i dun wanna think about it, the more it hunts and hurts....so ya~ when i miss him, i'll admit i miss him...but not telling the whole world on fb, i'll do it here instead~~ (cuz #1, not much ppl read my blog, other than me and one or 2 of my fren.. #2, MOST ppl who read this, do not know who i'm talking about~ ^^)

weee~~~~
really seriously miss him already!!!!!
omg, wondering when's the next time we're gonna hang out again!!
but not anytime soon i guess....hope he's resting enough, if not, i wont need to pay any $$ to see the exotic PANDA!!!!!! ;p

and NO MORE FINE PRINTS WHILE POSTING MY FEELINGS FOR HIM!!!!!
lols~ xDDDD

i should avoid AT ALL COST doing things which will strain the friendship~~
i dun wan to think tooooo much again, by thingking tooo much, i'm not being very fair towards him...so i shall train to have better control over my thoughts~ ^^

last nite was gd~~
haha~ HE CRIED!!!!! but didn't get a gd look as i'm oso crying (and i dun wan him to see) ;p
movie was ok, very gd storyline (at least for me~)
it's been slightly more than 1 mth since i last met him, and it felt like 3 mth passeed already!!
when i saw him, wanted to ask if he missed me, but, i was so happy juz to see him, that qus dun matter anymore...(i simply can't stop myself frm smiling till the first few min, i cant look directly at him!!!!)

he look tired, and it seems he lost abit of weight..:(
seems to be busy wif many many stuff....(wish i could at least be of some help to him)
guess i really like him alot, cuz right after we parted, i miss him already (and like 2-3 min has passed only)
yes i liked him, and yes, i still like him, and more than anything, i want him to be happy...so if i'm not the one he wants, i'm fine wif it (i guess)..juz being able to see him, and hang out, makes me happy enough~ ^^

morning mini camwhore b4 i start work~~

^^

(only 2 photos cuz still semi sleep mode = blur blur)