updates~!!!!!!!!!!

havent been bloggin for qute some time..
too tired frm work and other stuff..*sigh*....even though i know i shouldn't b tired frm work as i'm not doin much dere..but somehow..i'm startin to get mentally tire.. ... ...i'm weak...
.maybe it's cuz i've to interact wif ppl so very often..be it i'm in the mood or not..i've to put up a front sayin "i'm ok, dun worry" cuz MOST of the ppl there treats me really really nicely.....so i can't really b totally me..but rather..it's a place mostly for "neko".....tha cat they all so loved and pamper....the cat who will not get angry no matter wad..she'll cry whan she gets pissed off..(!?)
even if she's angry at some1..no1 can tell cuz she's juz too cute..-.-"'
only problem is tat she's a SUPER blur queen..so when ever closing time i'll mostlikely be the 1 takin over and gettin the job done instead of her (but she sometimes come out when i'm washin the rags in da toilet..so sweeet of her to insist to help)..and tat when all the drama mama happens..

it's juz soooooo strange tat me and nya-ko cannot co-exsist ard most ppl.....for once they've seen tst side of "me"..the "original me" will not be accepted..confusing..??
simple way of sayin it will b tat once they've seen the cute side of me..the original "shell of endless anger & fury" me is no longer acceptable..
*sad sad sad*

anyways..thanks to some1..i went to goggle the "Lavia" part of my name..and found out tat it's actually a place in Finnland..^^
hmmm...nice~
i kinda like the "Lavia Church" there..