ewwwww....
in pain!!!!!!!
the damn monthly thingy gals have to go through......

sigh....
on brighter side, bought my bright red and jet black eye shadow~~ ;p

i'm overall.. .. ..a happy nya (even though in pain)~~ ^^

gonna be busy busy BUSY!!!!!!

sat gotta go back for halfday, cuz on mon i reached work only after 1.30pm...

and sun evening got organiser requested for me to be at their event, which is at changi!!!

and since sun is labour day, so mon is a public holiday, dun have to work..

but than again, have a pending photoshoot tat day, if can find photographer and a gd location, than photoshoot will be confirmed...

haiyo~~~

no rest for me again~~!!!!!!

ok~
cool~~
i'm at the office now~~~
and stuck as well~~ (becuz of the rain)
guess i'll have to wait till tonite than go back, go find my mom 1st, than go home together!!
and my wig, style it when i reach home lor~~
hahahahaaaa
gonna walk home again!!!
not tat i dun have money to take bus back, juz need to do some excercise~~
;p

back to doin my paper work for now~
bye!

wahhahahahahahahaha..
today am soooo dead...
started making calls like after 5pm, only 1 person answered the phone..
only 1 letter sent.....

and right after i've had my lunch/dinner, went to vomit again~~
weeeeee~~
.... ...... .......=.=
ok, tat's lame......

anyways, i'm spamming my facebook wif videos again~~~
as usual~

blocked my bro on fb already....
damn him...scold all cosplayer fuck......
say all cosplayer no life, waste money, dragging their family down...etc etc
ya rite, i waste money, but still won't affect my mom....can survive till the very last week of the mth, than may have to borrow frm mom....him, dun even see where he spend his money, and every single mth, his pay of over $1000 cash, gone with the 1st week...!!!
and he still owes me 10-20 bucks....still dare to say.....

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Who is your best friend and how did you meet him/her?

2 of them i've known them back in my sec sch days..
1 i know at my ex work place..

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seriously WTF!!!!!!!!
my bro didn't give my mom the mthly $500 for this mth, not only tat, he still ask money frm her, and smoke her cigg (when he actually bought his own)...
today my mom got cook, than he DUN WANNA eat, not dun have things to eat, is he dunno throwing wad temper, dun wanna eat, than come scold me for no freaking reason....now blast songs full blast lor...

speechless liao lor....

What rule do you find yourself always breaking?

almost all the rule~~

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Why is the sky blue?

LOL..XDDD
cuz it's blue lor~
sometimes it turns shades of red as well~~ ^^

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Would you rather have the ability to fly, or the ability to breathe underwater?

TO FLY!!!!!!

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Fucking bitch bitching around and trying to bring me down.. . not saying you .. i'm telling you. haha.

LOL...chill lah~~

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LOL..xDDD juz met up wif my lao san~~ think now everything more or less better abit le bah.... and now i'm soooooo looking forward to sat~~~~~~ YUKATA~~~~~~~ yeah~ can wear my yukata again~~ ^^

if a girl is hot and cold to a guy, what does this means?

it can mean many things actually..
so...i dunno~
cuz i dunno wad kinda person she is...

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after work? at rp?

ok~
but i by the time i reach there like 7.30-8pm liao (earliest)..><

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yes i'm doing it. hack care them. tmr can meet?

sure...
during lunch or after work??

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Seriously i don't knw what's wrong with my friends. stalking him and come and tell me all those !@#$%^&*

hack care them lah.....

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What's your favorite TV show from the 1990s?

can't remember....

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because i never tell anyone!. is tthey found out themselve. how cool is this eh?

ya lor
damn cool tat those importent status updates/changes alll manage to skip my news feed lor..

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juz now got someone frm viet called my hp.... and seems like he cannot hear me, or cannot understand wad i say, so i sms him saying he called the wrong number...and end up he dunno reply me wad........than i replied him saying have a nice day...........................and he replied again......... (note: my bro is throwing a big temper for no reason now.............-.-"""") oh wad ever...... later i wanna go shower and sleep liao......... dman no mood already, he whole day wanna make things worst.... =.=

nothing to do... watching anime most of the day... and currently watching wolf rain~~

he's not online.... it's sunday...... think he went for his band's jamming session already~~ ^^ gd gd~~ .. .. ...... HAHAHAHAHA... thhink i'mma bored outta ma mind!!!!! + BOTH my grandps and bro at home now.. = making things worst for me... my only entertainment was to watch lizards running here and there in the room, even bside the bed oso got.... now soooo many ppl at home, lizard dun wanna come out.....=.=

i hereby declare...I WANT MY VERY OWN ROOM BACK!!!!!!!!! my bloody brother is blasting old sch oldies song like an 70++yr old man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and guess wad i'm watching movie, wif earphone pluggedin, and volume to the max, STILL can hear his kns song!!!!!! damn!

............ .......... ..... ......... ....... ...........

i'm DAMN bored!!!!!

wth~

... ... ... ... ... ... ... .. ... ... ... .. .... .... ... .... .. . .. .. . .. . . . .

(i wonder if those dots means anything in moes code *how ever u spell tat M word*)

i think only you will never ever lie to me .

LOL.....
and i think i'm the ONLY one who doesn't know wad happened hor..

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Have you been able to keep your New Years resolutions or have you broken them?

broken always~~~
tat's y i dun really bother to make any in the 1st place~~

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sigh. cry. faint. emo.

we emo together lah~

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Not this la.. . hmm seems like you are not really on fb ehh.

ya...dun have time to check one by one....and dunno for some reason, ur status updates have not been appearing in my news feed lor..

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yeah~ it's one of those days again~~ whereby i feel so fucking useless~~ and somehow feels like the whole world is sooo wrong..... but the fact is tat i noe i'm the only one who is freaking wrong..... oh wth.....dun care bah... since my grandpais napping now, i should go hang some clothes,b4 he wakes up.... (i dun like ppl seeing me do things....juz dun like it!!)

DAMN~!!! damn bored at home!!!!! dun feel like doin anything, cuz my grandpa at home.... ... ... and i dun like to do ANYTHING other than staying in my room, watching movie/anime.. .. .. (and i can't close the door here at his house...:[ ) sianz ah!!!!!!

WAH!!!!! win liao lor.... event is next wkend, NOT this wkend!!!! damn! i work till this kinda detail oso can mixed up...>< LUCKY haven't left my house yet... ... ...but now hor, i dun even feel like goin back office for work lor.......cuz makeup base done liao, then found out no need to actually...... ...=.=

i'm </3 D:

??
he never sms u again ah???

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Would you rather hang out with a small group of friends or a large group?

small~!!!!!!!!!!!

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sadd...:((( today short of 2 policy!!!! if not hit my target liao lor....... go emo one corner liao.......

Besides Formspring, what websites do you check the most often?

facebook~
yahoo~
gmail~
... .. ...Blogger~
.. ... ..hmmmm...
these are the MOST OFTEN ones, check almost daily!!

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Do you have any scars on your body? If so, how'd you get them?

i've got quite afew scars....on my hand, my thigh, my finger......at the back of my head...

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What's the biggest risk you've ever taken? Are you glad you took it or do you regret it?

risk??
my life is like no life...so far dun think anything has been a 'risk' for me...

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sigh~ in order to keep my job *for now*, i've to take up another pay scheme, which is no basic pay...... nvm lah~ juz accompanymy fren till after her leave ended, after she give birth..... if i dun choose this, i'm most likely to be jobless by next mth...... sigh lah....

morning!!! i'm still at home.....waiting for my fren to get ready for work..... last nite was sooooo angry till i cant sleep, even though i'm tired....but lucky got soffian and blake...... they accompany me via sms till i fell asleep....which i think is the reason y i could wake up kinda normally juz now.....i didn't woke as angry as i was, but juz abit of emo emo feeling....slightly depressed..... but ya....guess being emo is wayyyyyy better than being angry.....at least i think i can work slightly better if i'm depressed, compared to if i'm mad..... cuz i'll simply do my job, while being very quiet........... ok..my fren's gonna be ready...bye!!

WAD THE FUCK!!!!!!! lady boss told my fren's mom tat i wear very indecent clothings to work, very revealing.... say i show off my tattoo, and show off my thigh....=.= hello~ the furthest i would go while wearing shorts is my void decks only!!!!!!!! damn her!!!!! FUCK SIA!!!!!!! tolerate her, never say anything, than she tot she can juz go ard saying things which are not true, juz bcuz i kept quiet!? yea rite....if not for the newly bought house, i'll surely go find new job, and quit this office job... even though my boss treats my really well....but tat seems to be all the more reason for me NOT to stay in tat place....cuz he'll be placed in a very awkward position if i were to remain there....as it seems his partner, tat lady boss, is very certain she wants to kick me out of the office.....she's saying tat i'm a bad influence to my fren, even to the whole office.... and juz how am i tat capable of being a bad influence to the Whole Freaking Office!!??! bloody nonsense!!!!

sigh~ it seems i might have to be on the look out for another job really soon... cuz it seems my boss's partner is trying to cut me frm the company.... ... ...... it seems she thinks i'm not only not producing the result she wants, she's saying i'm a bad influence to my fren as well.... but my boss dun wanna fire me...........but i noe he's in a very difficult position now..... soo, let's pray ppl faster reply my letters and FASTER SEND THEM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M STILL AT MY OFFICE!!!!!!!!! waiting for my fren.... sigh~ i'm soooo glad my boss is my boss, and tat i'm not under the boss which she's under.. juz imagine, wad time already, still forcing her to stay back, juz to hit her daily target.....@_@ aiyoyo!!!!!!!! she hor!!!! tat person really dunno how to be a boss de lor!!!!!! poor Yvonne...........still trying to squeez target out.... tml my turn liao bah.......stress!!!!!

If you could be the president or leader of your country for one day, what would you do?

i'll rid alllllll those pest 1st, promote peace between animals and humans~~ =3

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ewwww... stilll VERY sleepy!!!!!!!!! dunno y but i jz seems to can't get enough sleep these few days... and guess wad, yesterday, i kinda fell asleep again while working (and wif my boss sitting behind me somemore...!!) yea....very bad.....but i juz cant keep my eyes open for tat short period of time....:((

If you could be the president or leader of your country for one day, what would you do?

i'll most likely end up cutting the population by half~

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PASSION!!!!!! do i have it in me??? GO ALL OUT TO GET TO MY GOAL!!!!!! can i do it???? or rather, do i even have something which i really wanted????? o.O nothing has been a 'must have', nothing has been a goal which i must reach at all cost....... hmmmmmm......think, think, think.....

juz now my boss brought me to have dinner @.. ...i can't say where.....(promised him cannot say de)..... and the whole time, he was teaching me LOTS OF STUFF!!!!!! and it seems he's got quite a high expectation of me....*stress!!!!!*

What's the first thing you check when you turn on your computer?

FACEBOOK!!!!!
it's my honepage~~ ;p

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home sweet home.. back at my yishun, grandpa's house~~~~ sooooo many things to say, but dunno where to start....and am kinda tired liao..... ok lah...shall blog about it other day, .. ..provided i still can remember..... if not, my fren's can chat up wif me when we meet up~~~ gonna go shower, than off to bed liao... this time, really gonna do it le!!! cuz i really very tired liao..

What would you do if you won the lottery?

i dunno....my brain function in multiple directions at one go~
so most likely, i'll be think how to save AND spend, at the same time..

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"revealing your true feelings is equivalent to revealing your weakness . that's why people plaster a fake smile on their faces , to hide their true feelings , to hide their weaknesses ." do you feel this way ? why ?

totally agree to this...not all ppl can be true frens, many are out there juz to hurt and use another..thus revealing feelings can be really dangerous...cuz frm there, ppl can noe wad makes u happy, and wad can hurt u most...tat's how i feel...
and personally, i try not to cry when there are ppl ard, for it's the worst thing to do, fir it is, to me, showing ur ultimate weakness, to others....

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yay~ home at last!!! and guess wad, after juz now's dinner and stuff frm $250 to survive for this mth, become now $70!!!!! my fren really noe how to spen my $$ well w/o feeling bad....=.= she said wanna borrow $100, i tot was for tonite's dinner, end up, i paid for her, and her sis share 1st..and she still wanna borrow the $100... ... ...(how cool was tat) she than later ask, how much was left of the 100 after the meal.....told her 50, her expression was kinda like "better than nothing lah" tat kind...... and if after borrowing this $50, and i still have to continue paying for BOTH her breakfast AND lunch, i really cannot survive till my next pay day.......:((((( ps: i haven't pay my bills yet, unlike her...... sigh~~ anyways, meeting up wif a fren whom i haven't seen in 2yr, or more!!!! he seems to be wanting to meet up wif me very much, till he actually sms me ard 10pm, asking me wad time i wanna meet him later, and if it's at orchard? till juz past midnite than i saw the sms, and replied him saying meet at 3pm, at orchard station... best part was he replied 'ok'..!!!! so i asked him, u haven't sleep..!? he said he's waiting for my reply!!! i was thinking "OMG..u normally dun sleep so late, y must wait for my reply b4 u sleep!!?" "hope tat's all u're waiting for......." if later he tells me he's still waiting for me, i'll seriously dunno how to react....... anyways.....time for me to go bed~ gonna be wearing my RED contact lense i juz bought @ bugis.....same price as most blog shop, dun have to pay extra for postage, dun have to wait foro stock to come in, and free contact lense case worth $10!!!! ok~ nitez~~

goin out for my cosplay event~~~ IN THIS!!!! and might be goin dinner wif frens halfway through event wif frens~

LAZY!!!!! dun feel like goin work liao!!!!!! :((( darn lazy lah!!!!!

gotta stop hogging the lappy, AND GET TO WORK!!!!!!!!!! nuf said~ gotta go get ready~ oh ya~ did i mention about a song coming to my head this morning, but end up i only manage to record part of the music, but NOT THE LYRICS!!?? it sounded kinda nice...hopes the lyrics comes back to me somehow~~

Cat and Dolphins playing together

awwwwwwwww~~~~~~ this is soooo cute~~!!!!! and the dolphins are kinda teasing the cat!!!! kyaaaaa~~~~~~~

feel like spaming my facebook....wif vid and status....but.. ... ...NO!!!!! so.....shalll spam my blog instead~~!!!! ^^ hmmmmm....still @ fren's place now......most likely gonna have breakfast wif her, than go office, finish up some stuff..than go event....yay~ i'm gonna wear my cap, + my cat hoody~~~~~~ ;p

为什没我就是放不下你！？对于其他人我都看得蛮开的，为什没你就不行？？ sigh.....relax~~relax~~!!!!

miss those times spent wif him..... y am i made in such a way, y am i so loyal? letting go damn slowly.....HATE IT TTM!!!!!!!!!!!! juz move on will i!!? simply move on, can i..??

HMMM.... didn't go for my event today....cuz very tired... goin tml and sun....... oh ya....tml i'll be goin back yishun home to sleep.....

ARGH!!!!! my facebook is NOT working!!!!! dots.......status cannt post....photo cannot upload..... aiyo!!!!!!

my comeback cosplan after everything is settled down!!!! ^^

Are you more of a talker or more of a listener?

both i'll say..

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juz went to Hoshigaoka for company lunch this afternoon, and.....it was quite disappointing....... think the only things which are edible are their sushi and sashimi (which are not tip-top as well)...most of their main course are not cooked enough, taste were wayyyyy average only...and their pricing belongs to the slightly above average group... and guess wad!! think i saw my 2nd crush guy workin there!!!! wasn't sure, and did not make sure cuz ppl frm my company were there as well.. think he's the manager there or something... MIGHT be checking things out sometime soon.... brain lagging......dunno wad else to blog.... sooo i'll end my post here for now...... wif much love, to my multiple personalities in me, DO NOT DO STUPID THINGS!!!! esp the one who likes guys who are older than ourselves!!!!!! I Prefer Cute Guys Over Old Guy!!!!!

What movie are you most looking forward to seeing?

angry bird RIO!!!!!!!!

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how many real friends you have?

hmmm...think 4-5 i consider my real frens, not sure if it's the same for them..

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if only one day i can have you move to my HOUSE! .. . grr. . . but then you need to be at yvonne house for the time being D: . .i jealous how?

LOL...
one day we go chalet together bah~~

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What's your favorite kind of snack to eat?

hmmmmmm....differs frm time to time....currently having food phobia, so can't think of any... .. ..WAIT!!! ching teng counted?

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home~ at last~~ ^^ LOL.....xDDDDD .. .. .... i'm damn BORED!!!! and tired.... like soooo much to blog about, but lazy to blog lah~~;p sooooo....hmmmmm....ok~ so shower, than go straight to bed!!!! ;p nitez everyone~~

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA thinks my boss is uber awsome!!!!! dunno is it really he got keep "something something", or he can read my mind really well!!!! juz this/last sat, i was telling my fren, who works in the same place as i am, tat i kinda wanna get the drawer thingy ppl use in offices, or their study room, to put their documents and stuff..... and guess wad, my boss bought the thingy i was talking about juz now!!!!!!! noone told him anything!!!!!! now my desk really looks like a desk in the office~~ oh ya~!! i AM working in a office~~ ;p hahahahahaha.....sooooo funn!!!!! i'm blogging frm office now actually, while waiting for my phone to charge...(batt almost died again juz now.....seems batt die fast when i use it to surf net...=.=) hmmmmm...ok lah~ i go play my fb games while waiting as well~~~ ^^

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If you had to throw away either your TV or your computer, which would you choose?

tv~

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Are you an introvert or an extrovert?

BOTH!!!

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If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?

hmmmm....my wallet, my clothes, and other things which are of remembrence value bah

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Are Jason and Shi Hui a couple?

LOL....NO!!!!
mayb he likes her, i dunno, but no~~

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Why is Jason's wallpaper a pic of you and Shihui? :P

heheheeee...it's a prank we played on him~~ ;p

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Would you rather watch a movie in the theater or at home?

dun matter, as long as i'm watching it wif someone i like!!

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this is when i've finished the make-up

this was after i got all dressed up and wif wig on~~~

this... ..... ..is now when i reached home after having lots of fun at scape,

after i change into my home clothes, and took out my wig~~

and now.. .. ....

i shall go enjoy my seaweed soup my mom bought back~~~~~ !!!!!!!

^-^

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! the weather is soooooo killing me!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!! i'm suppose to cosplay later to help raise funds for japan.....but my eyes are TOO DRY to be wearing contact lenses..... :(((( soooo......wad am i suppose to do??

hmmmmmm......miss someone someone suddenly... but i guess it's ok......for i'm slowly letting go..... miss hanging out wif him, miss teasing each other, miss his stupid nonsense, miss his voice, miss his smile..... miss him.....

WAH!!!!!! my anime loading damn slow!!! and the best part is, halfway through, it stopped loading already.... now i super bored.......watching m0vies instead.....=.= i wanna watch my anime!!!!!!!! saddddddd :(((((

sadddddd.... noone entertain me on facebook... ok lah~ got, 1, 2, 3, 4.. .. ... 4 person who did commented and stuff....

我要喝清汤（甜品）！！！！！！！！！！

die die die die die die !!!!!!!! my cramps juz got worst......... *geeeeeeeeeeeeee*

i'm BORED!!!! and in pain.......=.= i need ENTERTAINMENT!!!! but my anime is loading like a snail................ and so, while waiting for my anime to load, i've a very strong urge.. . ...TO SPAM FACEBOOK!!!!! but better not, since i added my 2 bosses, and this afternoon i've posted quite enough status updates already (trust me, i've already cut down alot on status updates spamming, some ppl in my fb ac are sooo much more pro compared to me~~ but than again, there those frens who update their status like.. ... ....once every few mth~!?) hmmmmmm...... ok...i'll keep this short, juz in case my anime loads like a snail ON MOON, then i can spam my blog some more~~~;p

我好无聊哦！！！！ LOL...xDDDDDD last nite my fren used my lappy while i was having my 'supper'.. and when it's my turn to use, i found myself typing chinese!!! juz awhile ago, my lappy lag and i dunno wad the hell i clicked, tat thingy went missing... and i randomly found it again!!!!!! ^^ next time i wanna type chinese no need go google translate soooo 麻烦 (troublesome~) wahahahahahahahaha....;p having sooo much fun juz now till i dun feel so pain, but than after like 30min, start to abit sianz, than the cramp come back again!!

do u find me super anoying sometimes??

do u find me super anoying sometimes??

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When you're lost, are you more likely to ask for directions or find your way without help?

find my way w/o help, UNLESS i'm in a hurry, than mayb sak for help

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juz posted out on fb saying i'll be taking a break frm cosplaying after this fund raising thingy is over...i've got a full time job, and my mom juz bought us a new house to call home.. so will be quite tight on my finance for the time being...as other than the rent, still got the bills, and taxs, and the touch-ups, the funitures, and many more...... and we are not some well doin family, like wad most ppl thinks, i actually comes frm a below avg income family, juz tat me and my mom saves up to pamper ourselves once in awhile....if bcuz of this, ppl thinks we're damn well off, and only reason they make frens is juz so they can borrow $$, than too bad for them..... it appears there are few of my cosplay 'frens' doin this, they make frens, but outcast u during events, and when they need $$, they facebook chat wif u, telling u whole bunch of stories of how their life sucks, when the whole point is, they're hinting u they need $$$, and when u pretend u didn't catch the hint, they'll go " do u think u have $50/$100/$120 to spare? or noe of anyone who can help??" and another borrowed a sewing machine frm me, after which, totally ignores me...!!? like damn lah!! even though i still dun quite noe how to use my sewing machine, it still cost me close to $300!!!!! how i use it is non of anyone's freaking business, it doesn't mean i HAVE TO give it to u as a 'gift' u noe!!!! damn pissed off..... ok...goin back to work liao...

ok.. wkends NO mac breakfast promotion!!!!!! saddddddddd..:((((

lalalalalalalalalallalallaalallaalalalal~~ juz now went to hang out wif my fren's group of frens~~ very funny people!!!!!! wif them as frens, won't emo for too long de... sometimes envy these kind of people...they have frens who will rush down when they're feeling down and stuff...........even when they're not free at the moment, they'll rush down after they're settled wif their stuff..... LOL....tired tired tired~~ my workplace there think things are more or less settle down already.. both my boss had a meeting this afternoon, think they've talked things out already...

think his 'married' status is juz another april fool's joke... oh ya~ y am i even bothered!!? damn~ hate myself.....simply forgetting he's juz another fren of mine...i should be happy for him if he finda himself a gf for real..... y the hell am i soooooo selfish when it comes to him!!? i'm usually not affected even if the guy i've a crush on suddenly finds himself a gf!! i'm weird....oO

LOL.. tat guy's fb relationship status juz changed to married!!!!! ... ... ... welll....i shouldn't be toooo affected by it anyway... .... .... ....... guess i have yet to totally let go....but will not make a big deal out of it.... as long he's happy, he can do anything he like...since now it's like we are invisible to each other... juz focus on my work can liao....it should be for the better, not only for now, but in future as well... oh well~ gotta get back to work.... having upset stomach these few days, and today was the worst so far, lucky tml comin back for halfday... ... ...hope it'll be ok by tml....got cosplay event in the evening.......