think his 'married' status is juz another april fool's joke... oh ya~ y am i even bothered!!? damn~ hate myself.....simply forgetting he's juz another fren of mine...i should be happy for him if he finda himself a gf for real..... y the hell am i soooooo selfish when it comes to him!!? i'm usually not affected even if the guy i've a crush on suddenly finds himself a gf!! i'm weird....oO