Hatsune Miku -- Love Words (Ai kotoba) -- PV with lyrics {{ORIGINAL}}

hooked on this song currently
somehow, somewhat, reminds me of how i feel or someone
but yea
gotta start letting go
....(i said i've start letting go frm dunno how long ago, i'm still say it now..yea....how i wish i'm born a flirt, than won't be this hard letting go)....

tsk tsk...
spamming ppl on fb juz got boring...ppl busy chatting wif gf, not online, busy wif sch work etc etc
and anime ain't loading properly!!!!!!
lucky i still have funsion~
and, gonna be watching edward scissorshand~!!!!!!
damn, wonder y is it tat i've NOT watch so many old movies which the whole world have watched already...o.O
ok, enough blogging for now, i wanna go watch johnny~~

it seems everything is in order..
my photoshoot today was canceled, and i'm at home now..
(YES, not at work, but at home)

all thx to my STUPID cramps.....=.=
so tml gonna go back to make up for today's absent.....
still thinking should i watch anime, or try my besst to sleep, to ignore the pain.....
hmmmmmmm.....think i stick to spamming ppl on fb for now~~ xDDDDD

oh cool
damn tired already
but like long long time never update, so, gonna do a quick one b4 i go shower and sleep
met up wif shihui like finally, she did explained to me tat she's busy wif sch projects and stuff, and tat lucky her frens asked her out for supper, tat's y can meet up, if not, oso no time for her frens....
and blake oso suddenly i've been seeing him checking in @ his university recently, i wonder y suddenly he like to check in there~~?? o.O
and juz now was the.....hmmm.....3rd or 4th time i walked back home frm woodlands after work~~
time inproved!!!!!
ehto......ehto....
hmmmm
brain not functioning well already, guess tat'll be all for now~
LOL
bye~ c'ya when i c'ya~

LOL...
a fren of my fren is coming down yishun, lol, cuz i kept complaining i'm hungry online~~

gonna flood my blog wif similar post
which is
I M HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!

omg omg omg OMG!!!!!!!!!!
i'm.so.HUNGRY.!!!!!!!!!

someone asked wad time's the last bus frm yishun back to woodlands, says wanna come find me after her work end....but than, for wad?
her work ends, and for her to wait for bus come to yishun, already wad time?
wad, come see me, say hi~ than bye~ gotta catch last bus back??
might as well dun come.....and since she's busy, than dun even have to bother....
it's always like this anyways.........
twitter oso she asked me to go create, end up, i'm juz entertaining myself there, kinda the same goes for formspring............
since ALL my fren have a life, and i'm the only one who dun, might as well i deactivate all those social accounts, change my phone number..
so the only person who can and will contact me are my mom and my boss (only once in awhile my boss sms me oso)
since tat's kinda already the case now......
ppl busy hanging out wif new frens, old frens can fuck off...
ppl like my, who prefers to hang out wif old frens has long been forgotten by both the old and the new.............

disabled my formspring juz now...
damn boring....nothing to do there at all....
quite tempted to do the same for my facebook as well, for i dun see the point of facebook anymore....it seems to be for games only....and not interacting (cuz all i get is being ignored)...
sms ppl forget to reply (more like dun even bother), fb they oso can forgot to reply, while being totally active interacting wif others on it.......
now i wonder....how many friends do i really have?
used to think i've 4, now.......it looks more like none......
oh well....wadeva it is, at least i noe there's david who's more or less there, even when he's not here in sg, he'll still more or less be there....

ok.....bored outta my mind
goin to bed now!!!!!
(for the benifit of those ppl who happen to be reading this, and not in singapore, it's 6:25pm/1825h sg timing now)
and another point to note, NO ONE (other than babies and old ppl) sleep soooo early here in sg, earliest for most is ard 9-10pm during wkdays, ard 10-11pm during wkends......
damn.....midnite anime watching later....

pissed off lah~!!!!!!!
anime not loading as it should!!!!!!! ><

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i'm bored!!!!!
i'm hungry~~~~~
i misss my office rite now!!!!!
cuz my office have more food for me to eat than my house......><
(tat juz shows how much time i spent there till i stock up more food there the place i wake and sleep in!!!)

today is the 2nd day i walked back yishun frm woodlands~~
and this will continue till.. ... ...next mth~
today took ard 2hours for me to reach home (included tat few min i spent playing wif a very cute kitten i saw at one of the void deck i've pass by)

it's a really nice long walk, not many ppl ard, all by myself, can really get used to tat feeling as most ppl already forgotten i once was a fren they knew......... ... ......

me "meet up soon ya?"
those ppl "ya sure! it's been so long since we last hang out!"
-weeks past-
me "hey~ when u free to meet?"
those ppl "dunno, quite busy recently"
me " oh..ok lor, let me noe when u free ya~?"
those ppl "sure~"
-weeks past-
on fb, photos uploaded
those ppl spent a hell lots of time meeting and hanging out wif new found frens, and on days when they told me they weren't free, they were hanging out wif those frens......=.=
and a whole lot of them dun even sms me, or interact wif me via facebook......

fine~

i'm sick and tired of always trying to ask ppl out, yet NONE wanna come out...
best frens my ass!
buddies like real!!

since i'm forgotten, i'll stay forgotten....not gonna contact them ever again..
juz gonna wait till one fine day when they're bored and none of those new frens have time for them, they'll magically remember me.........
guess tat's wad i was all along, juz a backup, be it as fren, as a sister, or even to those whom i've once liked....
i was, i am, and i always will be, nothing but a backup for them when they are bored......

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sooooo many stuff to rant about, sooo little energy to rant about things here (cuz kinda ranted quite enough on fcebook already this afternoon)
sooo..
yea~
gonna chill and be zen~~~
at least till tat idiot 2 headed snake shindou spam my phone again..=.=

LOL..
sometimes, some ppl are juz EPIC fail...
i've already cleared thing up wif tat gal, she's the one die die dun wanna listen
now, she say she have some issues to clearify and settle wif me...=.=

haha, wadeva lor~
it'd be best if she chose to end things quitely and peacefully~~
and i'm soooo gonna let her noe tat it's long over already, even b4 this small little 'settle issue' thingy wif me...

juz now went bugis wif mom, to look for something for our new house..
and luckly, we found the rite one~ ^^

acutally wanna go eat steak, but couldn't find the shop, end up we went Illuma eat japanese food~ Ebiboshi s nice~!!!!!!!
^^

hahahahahahahaahahaaha.......sleepy~ sleepy~~

mass spam~!!!!! =3

mass spam~!!!!! =3

Answer here

sigh, how i wish to say "gd bye world, this is it, i dun wanna take ur nonsense BS anymore"
but than again, if i do, than my mom will get into deep shits cuz 1 less person to help share the load of buying the new house thingy...

..........

damn lah!!!!

hmmm~~

she gave me a white rose yesterday when we met, but....
somehow...i wasn't all tat happy....if the rosee was given to me by my buddies, close frens, or someone else, i most likely gonna feel alot happier....
which means....i dun really like her all tt much....
and now, she's spamming my fren's phonoe by smsing my fren like god knows how many times per day...=.=

sigh....

hope she gets wad i was telling her yesterday and juz move on.......

went to meet shindou, and joy at plaza sing...
pass joy her loli dress and wig, and talked everything out wif shindou....but somehow...she ain't listening to wad i say....
sigh
still keep saying wad we are meant for each other, ever since way back in our past lives...=.=
and she was trying to say i'm playing her for awhile juz now....
i seriously hope she gets the pic b4 things turns nasty..........
almost 40h no sleep liao...
dunno if tonite's gonna be as hot or wad..

hot hot HOT!!!!
till i can't sleep!!!
damn~
and later is like gonna be out the whole freaking day!!!
but gd thing is, I'm the one who'll get to be enjoying myself!!!
not tat soft hearted neko!!!!
sigh, been away for juz a short while, and tat neko got herself in a r/s wif a gal whom i dun really like...=.=
gotta clear thing out tml, hope neko doesn't comes out 'trying not to hurt' anyone, by simply taking every nonsense upon herself in silence!!!!
she suffer = i suffer!!
cannot let her do stupid thing like this EVER AGAIN!!!!

if she wanna get into r/s wif anyone, i'll make sure everyone gets along wif tat person, b4 making any decision....her body, her life, is not hers alone~
it's mine's, as well as the rest of us!!
think we all dote on neko way tooo much already, time to step in~!!!

who want's me to go back to single status~!!!?? ;p (sorry, i'm juz too bored~^^)

who want's me to go back to single status~!!!?? ;p(sorry, i'm juz too bored~^^)

Answer here

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wakakakakakaka~

juz now went out wif shindou and blake~!!!!
haha~
they 2 join forces to bully me lor!!!!!
can't believe they clicked soooooooo well~~ o.O
hmmmmm.....even though i feel comfortable wif shindou, but, somehow, dun think it's love....
and i dun really like the idea of seeing each other every single day, and sms-ing every few min...
cuz sometimes ppl mistaken dependent habit as love......
so...
sigh...
dunno how sia.....and shihui seems to have a very gd 1st impression of her....
hmmmmm...
stress.....

removed 20 frens frm my fb in the 1st round of clearing~~~
^^
wonder hw many more will i remove in the 2nd round~~ =3

1007h, and i'm very much awake already~!!!!!
hahahahahaa.....think cuz brain abit too active liao
last nite's gig was cool~
there were band wif lead vocal looking at the floor frm start to end~
band wif very entertaining members~
and as well as a 'virus' who kept appearing on stage~
(virus is actually tat person's name, and he's the vocal of 1 band, drummer for another, and special guest vocal for another band..LOL..xDDDD )
and a gd range of music was played~
from damn loud and heavy, to soft acustics~
frm jap, to eng, to korean~!!!!!
^^

ok, gotta go start prepare for my event later~!!!
which better be 4hours only, since they're gonna pay $40 only~ ;p