today is the 2nd day i walked back yishun frm woodlands~~
and this will continue till.. ... ...next mth~
today took ard 2hours for me to reach home (included tat few min i spent playing wif a very cute kitten i saw at one of the void deck i've pass by)

it's a really nice long walk, not many ppl ard, all by myself, can really get used to tat feeling as most ppl already forgotten i once was a fren they knew......... ... ......

me "meet up soon ya?"
those ppl "ya sure! it's been so long since we last hang out!"
-weeks past-
me "hey~ when u free to meet?"
those ppl "dunno, quite busy recently"
me " oh..ok lor, let me noe when u free ya~?"
those ppl "sure~"
-weeks past-
on fb, photos uploaded
those ppl spent a hell lots of time meeting and hanging out wif new found frens, and on days when they told me they weren't free, they were hanging out wif those frens......=.=
and a whole lot of them dun even sms me, or interact wif me via facebook......

fine~

i'm sick and tired of always trying to ask ppl out, yet NONE wanna come out...
best frens my ass!
buddies like real!!

since i'm forgotten, i'll stay forgotten....not gonna contact them ever again..
juz gonna wait till one fine day when they're bored and none of those new frens have time for them, they'll magically remember me.........
guess tat's wad i was all along, juz a backup, be it as fren, as a sister, or even to those whom i've once liked....
i was, i am, and i always will be, nothing but a backup for them when they are bored......