YES AH!!!!
since i'm slacking in the office, i'm uploading those pic i've taking over the wkend~  ^^
weeeeee~~~~~~ (so little pic, all thx to during photoshoot i've got nowhere to hide my phone on me..and up, not much photo here, but in my fren's camera got alot more~ xDDD)

 

muahahahahahhaahhaahhahahahaaaa~~
my 2nd boss gave me snacks frm japan *again*~~ (think it's a form of bribe)
well, i like things frm japan, edible stuff are even better~~(dunno y but snack frm japan always taste awsome!)

sooo, ok lah~ i wont rant tat much *for now*~~ xDDDDD (for the sake of the snacks~)

damn!
said today i'll clear those calls to be made..but guess wad, i ended up clearing paperwork and data update still.. ... ....=.=
tml really need to ignore all none call-related stuff and FOCUS on calls alone!!!!! (wondering if i'm able to do it...later end up doin the same things as today.....=___=lllll)

asked boss, am i working for his partner full-time or part-time now?

his reply, juz tahan (bare wif it) for these few days, cuz for 2 weeks noone help her do those things, once all the backlog cleared, should not be this bad le...

=.=

sooooooooooooooooo hungry~
today think i'mm gonna be clearing calls, have been clearing paperwork on both mon AND tue...damn~
now, i'm starting to hate my job (if it continues pilling up like tat....)

sigh~
goin off to appointment in few min time..
sigh~
haven't even uploaded my pics i've taken over the wkend!!!!!!!

frm today onwards, i'll be extra EXTRA busy...
workload have more than doubled....as for my pay..well...it did increase by a little bit..oh well~
i'm too tired to even blog about my wkends!! and too lazy to upload pics as well
hmm
ok, goin back to rest...this wk'e gonna be hell for me..................

sigh...
WTF!!!STOP SINGING!!!!!!
i noe i'm bias~~ but i ain't gonna change~~ ;p
muahahahahaahahhahahhhaahahahhaaaa~~

juz stfu already....=.=

GAWD!!!!
hope and pray tat someone would stop singing out loud in the office EVER!!
noone sounds gd when they sing wif earphones plugged in at full blast.. ... ..omg....he's singing again!!!!
sigh....swear to god, if not for my boss, i'd love to tell him STFU!!!!!!
omg.....=.=

my ears!!! my poor ears....they're in pain!!!!!!! *sob sob*

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn~
left $10 for the mth...
i'm thinking should i go buy food, or save it for transport?
think i save it for transport better..and shall walk to work everyday (i've already started on tat this morning)..
hmmmm..wad else..brain's not functioning well these few days...mayb it's due to the lack of salt intake these days~
and.. ..I'M BORED!!!!!!!! sigh~

my fren got paid yesterday, and today, he didn't get to work once he reached the office...=.=
guess ppl are all the same ya?

weeeeeeeee~~
goin back~~ ^^

tml on leave (but still have to leave house early, which sucks...=.=)
well~
will try to have some fun~

so, see ya'll on thur~
xDD

MREOW!!!!!
  time check: 1748h as shown on the com screen~
juz few more hours i can go back cook maggi!!

the arts of the ninjas: TAHAN!!!!!!!
lols~

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hungry = can't focus.....

i'm trying my best to work today, as i've been slacking way toooooooooooo much these days..but, think i keep saying the wrong things over the phone....=.=
later bcuz of my tone, client run away to another person or company how??
sigh~
FOCUS!!!!
om~ om~ om~ *girugamesh songs playing on youtube* om~ om~ om~

*ROAR!*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Geo66RSNO4

yes!! STFU!!!! ^^

MUAHAHAHAHAHAAHaahhaahahahhahahahhahahaaaa~~
my long fb status~~
in short, simply 'dun judge me, even when u think u noe enough about me to do so'
y i made it so long? some kpkb, ranting, and stuff~ ;p

i really hate it when u mix ard wif others, and those u use to hang out wif start to anyhow think, juz bcuz they dun really like my new clicks...=.=
i mean come on, they themselves started pulling the distance..they themselves drifted further..they expect me to chase them or forever wait for them in the same fucking spot?
such nonsense..go ahead and do some more things to annoy me even more..i'm sick and tired of giving in juz bcuz they're younger than me..

hungry and in nyanpire mode now~
muahahahahahahahahahhaahahahaaa~~~

me wan blood nya~~ gimme blood~~ gimme blood~~
me.wan.blood.Nyaaaaaaaaaaa~~~ *bites* *chu~chu~*
nyaaaa~~~ ^^

muahahhahahahahaahahaaaa

lols!!!
it's soooo funny~
i kinda felt tat i should talk to him or something, but than again, his attitude really pissed me off~
and since tat's the way he wants things to end up, fine by me (as long as it wont affect his performence here at work, i'm ok wif 'ignoring' those things which annoys me till i would normally tell them off)..

finally added this fur thingy to my phone~ ^^
i'm not the type to put stuff on my phone, reason being i'll lose them way too easily (as they'll drop off really soon), and also i tend to keep my phone simple, as i'm usually rough wif it and it wear-&-tear really fast..so yep~ added it last nite, which is on the night of the 16 Oct 2011~~ shall see when i'll drop it this time round~ ;p

https://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/Adrian-von-Ziegler/124928640881161

for people reading my blog, i'd love to share this artist wif all of u~~
was listening to youtube till i came across quite a number of pieces i liked very much~
which i later found our they're all by the same person, ^ the link to his facebook page is right on top~~
so i thought it would be gd to share it wif everyone~

his twitter: https://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/Adrian-von-Ziegler/124928640881161
his youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/AdrianvonZiegler

for the rest of his links, u can find it in his facebook or youtube ac~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uoeZfVVubjw
here's one of his music, enjoy~

西遊記大結局-大師兄會來救我們的

THIS IS TOO FUNNY!!!!! only to those who understand chinese and those who know the story~~
for those who dunno the story, think it's still funny nevertheless~ happy laughing~ ^^

Lullaby - Nox Arcana

Funeral Cry // Dark Sanctuary (gothic music)

gonna be listening to a whole list of music similar to this these days~

my middle finger got tat frm being burnt by the oven...and now, my pinky is wounded as well..
my pinky got it's slight wounds frm my super unglam tripping last nite, right outside my office building..
was reading something while i was walking, normally nothing happens..but last nite, i tripped and fell flat on my face.. ..and many people saw tat unglam moment..=.=

picked meself up~ and continue reading while i walk~~ xDDD

hungry die me!!!!!!!

lols~
the title's a direct translation frm chinese "饿死我"~
BUT I CANT EAT!!!!!!!
gosh..

sooooo tired!!!
omg.....sigh..nvm~ shall tahan till dec, take long leave, go R&R somewhere~~
^^

my neck's aching like HELL!!!!!
omg....think i didn't slept tat well last nite...feeling slight feverish, but comparing to tat, my stomach's giving me a even bigger headache!!!!!

sun: 1 meal lasted me for the whole day cuz i didn't felt hungry

mon: 1 glass milo + half a peach lasted me till nite time, than still dun felt like eatting, i had some soup instead

tue: didn't ate anything in the morning (totally no appitite) ate 1 pack of maggi when i got home (cuz die die have to eat something, dun wan my gatric to act up) and nite time, ate some rice, mom came back to cook..
wed: FINALY felt hungry in the morning, drank milo, which soon after, felt like throwing up... ..=.=

guess it's time i lost some weight the unhealthy way again...this time it's not tat i refuse to eat, it's my appitite refuse to come back....

i might be being abit unfair to him..but i dun like ppl hidding things frm me, and i hate ppl lying even more..
and since he dun wanna talk about it, i wont ask either..i know that he has been treating me really well..but no matter wad, i dunno how he feels about me (while the whole world knows the fact that i liked him)..so..
oh ya, had a small chat wif his ex bandmate..it appears tat all tat was asked of him was to explain his actions..Leon's intention was never to chase him for the $$ back, but to chase him for some answers..

sigh...idk anything anymore..

me goin back home to rest~
yes it's only 1220h singapore time, and i'm only in the office for like 3 hours...
but i'm not feeling well since god knows when (i can't remember) so yep~
no more spamming, not on blog, not on fb~

shit... think i'm really not in any gd mood today...spamming my fb like crazy!!!!
think i should spam my blog instead~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPxvOpD6iD8
very nice song~~

weeeee~~
either i cut my long wig, and colour it, or i cut and colour my own hair~~
either way, not gonna order frm tb, cuz might not arrive in time for my cosplay...
weeeee~~~~~
FML for actually waiting for her...say wad e order together..end up she ordered wif her frens already, never tell me..i dunno...mayb dispite wad she says, mayb i'm a backup fren for her only...juz as how most other ppl treat me..
nice, i'm always the backup yea?

i noe everyone have their rights to keep their own secrets..but...y is it that i always somehow manage to find out (even if it's against my will) that one of the secret is tat person owes another $$...
sigh...
i really dunno.....1st thing is being rejected, than being irritated, now... .. ... ...sigh...
i'm tired...working wif him is even more tiring than simply hanging out....i dunno..i really dunno...it's like i dun wish this friendship to end...but it's like sometimes, his habit of irritating me is seriously getting on my nerves..
even worst when it's done while i'm working....ppl who've worked wif me knows tat i normally dun joke much at work, and yes, i'm the last person u'll wanna work wif cuz i'm simply not fun to hang ard..
speechless...awkward silence...head hurting...feet cold due to wet shoes frm walking to work under the pouring rain...
yes.. today is NOT my fucking day..

MUAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAAA
got nice pic frm the photoshoot on sat~~~
doing goth loli, end up being sweet~
and even got myself a photo which looked like Mio frm K-on!!!
hahhaha
went L4D2 for 6hours (my 1st time playing those kinda games for THIS LONG!!!! normally i'll quit like, 10min after the game starts?)
now uploading camwhore pics to my fb~~
and hungry die me!!!!
ok~
off to edit album and hunt for breakfast~

bye~~~

hmmmmmmmmmmm..even though her fb is in a r/s wif another person, but still....:((((

hmmmmmmmmmmmm...
think i noe who he like already bah...a viet gal, think should be tat gal..
last nite while shopping ard, we went into a shop which sells the 'customize own name keychain' thingy...
and he spelt out another name there....and today, saw him commenting on his fren's status, and tat fren happens to have the same name....coincidence??

trying hard not be bother too much..but..sigh~

almost burst into tears...
drinking hot milo now hope it more or less helps..(even though i know i wont do much, but still have to try)
tml faster come!!!!!!!

omg

omg...it's really freaking freaking pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh~
it's sooo complicated now.. .. ...
guess i've to distance myself frm many ppl frm now....there's a chance that something's very wrong..and i dun wan others to worry too much...mom keep asking me wad wrong, i told her, and guess wad, she said i deserved it...nice~
if it really turns out to be something incurable, guess she's the 1st to celebrate~

the temptation for overdose is strong rite now!!!!
but, gotta resist....cuz even if i overdose on the meds doc gave me last nite, oso wont have much kick (only gave me 10 tabs, last nite b4 i slept, i had 1, juz now i juz ate 1, left 8 tabs = no use overdosing)
so ya~
DAMN!!!!!!

someone changed his fb status to 'in a relationship'~
lols~~~
i should learn to ignore all these now...since after the doc yesterday...dun think i'll have any chance..
1st time they told me nothing is wrong..now, they say it's safest i go for ultrasound scanning..and in the worst case senario, i'll have to go for operation...
so yep~ i should learn to let him go totally...'juz frens' guess that's all i'll ever be to him..
even though every time we go out, it felt kinda like a date, and he treats me really gd, but, guess he's the same to all his frens..

keep telling myself, 'he does not belong to me', and mayb one fine day, it'll sink well into my brain~ ^^
time for meds~

oh ya, sun ard afternoon than reached home, and guess wad, i had another wierd dream... .... ..
damn! when i think about the dream, i feel so awkward ard my fren!!! =.=
i dreamt thati i went to hold his hand while we were shopping ard town, and he reaction was, swipe my hand away as though he's very irritated and annoyed by that action.... ... ...mayb i've been thinking too much....
cuz 1st, even though i've been thinking about doin so, BUT, every time we go out, i wont dare to hold his hands!!! lols~ i'm a coward, but i'm juz not ready yet, as in, wad if he really dun like me, and if i really go hold his hands, wad if he gets really annoyed?? i noe i'm thinking too much, but, i juz dun wanna lose him..i'm selfish and insercure when it comes to things related to him i noe...but, i'm trying to improve on the 'selfish' part, as in, he dun belong to me alone...
about the insecure part, i have no idea how the hell to improve on that...guess the only way is to.. ...idk, let nature takes it's course?? o.O

hey hey~~
IT's MONDAY!!!!!
today will be the official day he starts working here~~
and guess wad? he got locked outside the office juz now cuz my boss isn't in the office yet, and well, my usual time i reach office is ard 11am~ ;p

and it's only 1023h now, i'm blogging already~ (while i kinda stonning as well..)
it's time to start work!!!! (as if, gonna stone abit more b4 i start)

it only 1511h!!!!!
omg...y time pass so slowly now....=.=
i dun need 1h30min to reach where i'm suppose to be goin...and if i go buy my things 1st at chinatown, like abit lazy to go there alone (not when i'm dressed like this, if i'm in my usual top-to-bottom black or punk, i'll consider goin ahead to get my stuff 1st..)
sigh~
fb game time~
since i've finish watching the newest ep of Fairytail~~
**chibi natsu are soooooo cute!!!!!!**

i look sooo old!!!!!

is it juz my imaginations??
or...i really look older wif this makeup??
sigh~ wanna try something diff once in a while, but think colourful stuff dun suit me..or maybe, cuz the colours sre not obvious ebough..o.O
to buy cyber colours and test it out next time~~ ;p

IT"S SAT!!!!!!! ps: the clip i'm wearing in this, i made it myself~ ;p