hmmmm

juz a random confession~~
i dun get addicted to alcohol and smoking (shisha included), cuz i'm addicted to a much more potent poison!!!! my addiction is affections (of the right kind)!!!! i guess it's due to wad i've been through in the past, now i'm becoming more and more 'weird'...or rather...hmmm how do i explain this in words...

it's like mood swings of a totally diff kind..normally i dun cry, but something when i watch tv, it dun even need to be a touching scene, i'll cry!!! and at times, i'm so lazy to the extend whereby even breathing also lazy to breath...and also...i seems to be getting more and more extereme, more than usual...

hmmmmm...shall try to figure myself out once again...hang out wif peeps who studied psychology..and mayb read up more on related topic..

oh ya~
one more thing~~

I HATE PPL WHO JUDGE ME!!! JUZ BCUZ I HAVE UNPLEASENT PAST, IT DO NOT MEAN ANYONE HAVE THE RIGHT TO LOOK DOWN ON ME!!!