Edited photos!!!!

These are the edited photos frm the sentosa shoot~~ ^^

Photoshoot at sentosa 24/03/12

I am so tired...zzzzzzzz
Yea....no time to nap...

Dreamt tat I played my very own melody on violin last night...was kinda cool~

Dollmeet 17/03/2012

Total of 11 pics!!!!
Only 1photo of my beloved, the rest are my fren's dolls~~~
Y? Cuz my beloved isn't exactly the social type~ lols!!

Decided to listen to some kpop songs I used to listen to..wrong move...
Kinda feel emo after "wedding dress"
And some other songs as well....

Well, on the brighter side, at least it don't hurt as much as it used to... ^^

I really really really wish something could happen...dunno wad, guess anything will do? Life's getting really boring, and so is my job!!!

Haven't been goin out lately, guess tat may b the reason for the constant dramatic mood swings...gonna be doin some housework at home today, cuz dun think anyone would wanna hang out...yea....me = no life foreveralone.jog

All about 神川!!!

はい！！
It's all about beloved hubby, kamikawa~!!!!! <3<3<3

All photos are 'girl' like, cuz upcoming dollmeet's theme's dressing up our boy as gals~~ xp

Dream wkend

I've been thinking about this for quite some time, cuz it seems dating sites, and some frens have asked me the same Qs...
And I've finally found the answer, my answer, to this age old Qs "wad's ur dream wkend?"
There's 2 different version,
1, hanging out, chilling, wif few close frens~ and by tat I mean chilling, slacking, simply enjoying life at a slower pace~~
2, slacking at home, sitting on the floor, doin some things or juz watching tv, and if I can add someone I like sitting on the sofa behind me, that would make it even better~~ ^^

Today is a saturday, and I'm slacking alone at home, sewing a dress for my doll, hoping it'll fit him nicely this time round...(yes it's a dress for him, my hubby, cuz upcoming theme for dollmeet is genderbend aka cross dress~)

Kittens!!

Saw this kittens and the mother cat while I was on my way to work his morning..
I wonder if they'll still be there tonite when I go back...

Lost interest

Yea...seems to lost the fire for things, be it work, or even holiday..
I'll be flying off to Macau for a wk end of this mth, and I'm not even looking forward anymore.....
Mayb I should try doin some community service, or social services (which Eva ppl wanna call it)...mayb helping ppl who are less off then me might make me feel better, slightly..
And it's not about seeing ppl living lives worst than mine, rather, knowing I can and did make someone else's life better..it might make me feel less worthless..
In a way, I'm helping them, but more like I'm helpin myself in the process...
Yea..or rather, mayb I won't even be gd enough to do even that...it might be a gd idea to snap soon and end my own life instead...

I'm someone who needs my own space...that, is something which I've to say gd bye to it very soon...
The room I'm sleeping now, will be rented out mid if this mth....
It's back to sleeping in the same room as my mom, and mayb i might be adopting a new 'indulgence' soon...
Yea..

Random thingy I had in me last nite

As she sat there, in a corner of her room beside the window, back against the cold wall, smoking. No one knows what was going through her mind, as she takes her puffs, as she looks out her window. The wall-mount fan creeks as it occilate side to side, and soothing oriental music playing from her MP3. But in her head, everything seems oblivious, she has long drifted far away in thoughts.
Taking last few puff before finishing her ciggy, she let out a light sigh, shortly after, she taken her last puff, and threw the cigg butt away.. Looking out her window one last time, she lets down the curtain, the whole room became pitch dark.
She made her bed, lay down slowly, as if she do not wish to sleep, not just yet, even though her mind and body is tired, close to breaking down, that is how tired her body was..