Yea...seems to lost the fire for things, be it work, or even holiday..
I'll be flying off to Macau for a wk end of this mth, and I'm not even looking forward anymore.....
Mayb I should try doin some community service, or social services (which Eva ppl wanna call it)...mayb helping ppl who are less off then me might make me feel better, slightly..
And it's not about seeing ppl living lives worst than mine, rather, knowing I can and did make someone else's life better..it might make me feel less worthless..
In a way, I'm helping them, but more like I'm helpin myself in the process...
Yea..or rather, mayb I won't even be gd enough to do even that...it might be a gd idea to snap soon and end my own life instead...
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