sooooo many things i wanna update...
but sadly my brain cant recall tat many stuff now..:(
lets start wif 22nd sept....spent da whole evening-nite preparing for germ germ's Bday surprise...and lucky for lao san and me, lao er was really surprised by us~~!!!
xD
and her DIY cake was really nice, despite the fact tat it smelled awfully sweet...;p
and.... ... ..
I GOT HIRED!!!!!!!!!!
gonna start work @ PARDIS, 67 boat quay, on mon onwards...6day/wk
pay haven't settle yet....working hours oso haven't settle...all i noe is tat i start @ 4pm...and da boss will let me knock off earlier on wkdays so tat i can take train back...^^
heeeheee...and.......*lots*of*eye*candy* ^.^
but better dun stare at them toooooooo much....if not after some time bored liao than like very boring...xD
LOL...XD
nah~
juz joking~~
=p
Friday, September 24, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
tat A**hole claim to have called and left me more than 6 messages like about 3wks ago....
and when i said i recieved nothing, and question him about facebook stuff...like if he cant get me on my phone, y not on facebook..??
tat's when he start commin up wif BS such as he lost his facebook password few DAYS ago..
so i asked y cant he contact me through facebook WEEKS ago, b4 he lost password...than he keep saying he didn't add me as his fren so cant contact me...
even when i'm not in his fren's list, still can send msg...than he started telling me the last msg he got on fb was from a pri sch fren....
told him my lao san, ShiHui, got tag him in lots of post, and he removed those tags....
he say he didn't!
than i told him it's oso tat time my lao san and me sent msg to him on fb...
he say he didn't recieve!!!!
than i'm so gd to da extent tat i came up wif the excuese for him..
"someone else, other than yourself, have access to your fb ac rite?"
and he really took da bait saying tat 2 of his frens have his fb password....
=.=
how shameless...
tat so called fren of his if fake..
his so called post in both the AIR FORCE & the NAVY is fake...
ya rite..as if 1 can be a AirForce Captain & a NAVY Luitanent at the same time....
loads of crap.......
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=607576732&ref=ts
this is the link to tat shameless bastared i'm talking about here...
and when i said i recieved nothing, and question him about facebook stuff...like if he cant get me on my phone, y not on facebook..??
tat's when he start commin up wif BS such as he lost his facebook password few DAYS ago..
so i asked y cant he contact me through facebook WEEKS ago, b4 he lost password...than he keep saying he didn't add me as his fren so cant contact me...
even when i'm not in his fren's list, still can send msg...than he started telling me the last msg he got on fb was from a pri sch fren....
told him my lao san, ShiHui, got tag him in lots of post, and he removed those tags....
he say he didn't!
than i told him it's oso tat time my lao san and me sent msg to him on fb...
he say he didn't recieve!!!!
than i'm so gd to da extent tat i came up wif the excuese for him..
"someone else, other than yourself, have access to your fb ac rite?"
and he really took da bait saying tat 2 of his frens have his fb password....
=.=
how shameless...
tat so called fren of his if fake..
his so called post in both the AIR FORCE & the NAVY is fake...
ya rite..as if 1 can be a AirForce Captain & a NAVY Luitanent at the same time....
loads of crap.......
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=607576732&ref=ts
this is the link to tat shameless bastared i'm talking about here...
KENNY CHNG CHIN FONG
everyone should go see wad this fucker look like!!!
and if u see him better be carefull.......he have a bad habit of always lying....and cheating ppl's $$...
damn!
ok...da IO in charge of my case called back and told me tat the case will not reopen...and tat no action would be taken taken against tat A**hole.....
but they will however, TRY to contact him, and leave a msg for me....
Ya Rite! Like Tat Would Be Of Any Help!!
but at least there's 1 gd news....(even though it did woke me up, but still gd nevertheless..)
someone called me asking if i'm looking for a job, as he heard frm a fren (Mark Saito~) tat i am...
and since i'm still pretty much still sleeping, i told him to sms me the 'location and stuff"......(to think tat i talk like this to someone who's offering me a job~!!)
so settled on tat already~
went online check da location, and da restaurant's basic info out...
and it's very assurring to know tat they actually have a "goth bartender" there~~
hmmm..gtg now...
IO called back and gave me his new number....ask me to call tat A**hole back and try to sort things out among ourselves....
=.=
but they will however, TRY to contact him, and leave a msg for me....
Ya Rite! Like Tat Would Be Of Any Help!!
but at least there's 1 gd news....(even though it did woke me up, but still gd nevertheless..)
someone called me asking if i'm looking for a job, as he heard frm a fren (Mark Saito~) tat i am...
and since i'm still pretty much still sleeping, i told him to sms me the 'location and stuff"......(to think tat i talk like this to someone who's offering me a job~!!)
so settled on tat already~
went online check da location, and da restaurant's basic info out...
and it's very assurring to know tat they actually have a "goth bartender" there~~
hmmm..gtg now...
IO called back and gave me his new number....ask me to call tat A**hole back and try to sort things out among ourselves....
=.=
Sunday, September 19, 2010
i failed~
juz noticed something REALLY really bad about........
crochet few bears for lao er, germ germ's Bday......
but now after sometime....i'm starting to find flaws in those teddies...
and think they're not gd enough to be given away...
and this is ALWAYS the case... ... ..
=.=
if i were to make stuff like these for sale, for real, than guess buyer have to collect within 1wk upon completion.......
now i'm lookin at makin another 1 for her....hope got enough $ and time to go buy yarn and rush it in time for her surprise...which is few days later, on the 22nd.....
=[
crochet few bears for lao er, germ germ's Bday......
but now after sometime....i'm starting to find flaws in those teddies...
and think they're not gd enough to be given away...
and this is ALWAYS the case... ... ..
=.=
if i were to make stuff like these for sale, for real, than guess buyer have to collect within 1wk upon completion.......
now i'm lookin at makin another 1 for her....hope got enough $ and time to go buy yarn and rush it in time for her surprise...which is few days later, on the 22nd.....
=[
Saturday, September 18, 2010
betrayal by blood....fml
hmmm....
attend
... ... ...fine~
than he shall not see me there at least......
and also.....he never thought tat i could be anything...tat i'm juz another good-for-nothing......
wad a gd example he's setting.......
so...i dun wish to waste anymore useless time.....wanna go pick up a skill which can make me into something BIG!!!
and i'm only looking into 2 area...hairdressing, and singing.....nothing else...
interest
and i shall pray tat he live long enough to see tat day come.....and ripe wad he sow he shall...
attend
... ... ...fine~
than he shall not see me there at least......
and also.....he never thought tat i could be anything...tat i'm juz another good-for-nothing......
wad a gd example he's setting.......
so...i dun wish to waste anymore useless time.....wanna go pick up a skill which can make me into something BIG!!!
and i'm only looking into 2 area...hairdressing, and singing.....nothing else...
interest
and i shall pray tat he live long enough to see tat day come.....and ripe wad he sow he shall...
Friday, September 17, 2010
GD MORNING!!!!!!!!!
it's freaking weird to see me posting sooooo early in da morning....
and w/o nonsense which are totally no links de~~
(think da 1st 3 sentance already no link liao..=p)
anyways~
juz hot back frm a swim, and even finished my usual yoghurt....but some how it taste sweeter than it's suppose to..o.O
hmmm....
and here's a joke of he day....i went to da pool, paid, enter.......and than... ........
NO SWIM SUITE!!!!!!!!
i like damn cute lor....even paid da entry, and enter already.....than realised i didn't put it inside my bag...=.=
so, i came all da way back, went again, and paid da entry Again!!! *-*
guess wad....i haven't slept at all.....xD
hahaha....and to keep myself awake since it's already 6am.....i went searching da net for stuff which i'm interested to learn...even though knowing tat i could remember less than 50% of wad i saw....;p
think later gonna visit those sites again.....lucky can trace back via da history thing~
it's freaking weird to see me posting sooooo early in da morning....
and w/o nonsense which are totally no links de~~
(think da 1st 3 sentance already no link liao..=p)
anyways~
juz hot back frm a swim, and even finished my usual yoghurt....but some how it taste sweeter than it's suppose to..o.O
hmmm....
and here's a joke of he day....i went to da pool, paid, enter.......and than... ........
NO SWIM SUITE!!!!!!!!
i like damn cute lor....even paid da entry, and enter already.....than realised i didn't put it inside my bag...=.=
so, i came all da way back, went again, and paid da entry Again!!! *-*
guess wad....i haven't slept at all.....xD
hahaha....and to keep myself awake since it's already 6am.....i went searching da net for stuff which i'm interested to learn...even though knowing tat i could remember less than 50% of wad i saw....;p
think later gonna visit those sites again.....lucky can trace back via da history thing~
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
wtf!
being called selfish and self-centered when u're actually thinking for others!!!!
tat's real fucked up.....
if i am indeed only thinking about myself, i wouldn't even let them touch the bee hoon which i actually wanna eat....let alone give them the chance to finish it off w/o even me having a single bite.....
all of them there had their breakfast already....except for me.....
even after i told them tat i'm having tat bee hoon as my breakfast (but cuz it's a food offering for my grandma, it's suppose to bring luck, and every1 should at least take a bite), and ask them to have some 1st b4 i finish the bee hoon.....
end up.....THEY were the ones who finished da food.....while the 1 who haven't had any food was left wif nothing..........and yet still can say i'm selfish and self-centered..........
fine~
since they dun let me eat.....than i won't eat lor...for the whole fucking day i dun eat lor.....
best is tat i die of hunger rite???
too bad tat's not gonna happen.........
similar thingy happened in da past b4.......and i starve myself for almost 3full days.....and i haven't die yet......
seriously...........i dun get wad the hell those "ADULTS" are thinking........
like SERIOUSLY!!!!!
tat's real fucked up.....
if i am indeed only thinking about myself, i wouldn't even let them touch the bee hoon which i actually wanna eat....let alone give them the chance to finish it off w/o even me having a single bite.....
all of them there had their breakfast already....except for me.....
even after i told them tat i'm having tat bee hoon as my breakfast (but cuz it's a food offering for my grandma, it's suppose to bring luck, and every1 should at least take a bite), and ask them to have some 1st b4 i finish the bee hoon.....
end up.....THEY were the ones who finished da food.....while the 1 who haven't had any food was left wif nothing..........and yet still can say i'm selfish and self-centered..........
fine~
since they dun let me eat.....than i won't eat lor...for the whole fucking day i dun eat lor.....
best is tat i die of hunger rite???
too bad tat's not gonna happen.........
similar thingy happened in da past b4.......and i starve myself for almost 3full days.....and i haven't die yet......
seriously...........i dun get wad the hell those "ADULTS" are thinking........
like SERIOUSLY!!!!!
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
wahahahaha....
i'm quite evil actually......
actually wanna make crochet stuff for sale for some extra $$ for the time being...
but end up tat Darwin seems to be my only buyer rite now....
1st was the $100 teddy bear.....and now a $400 scarf!!!!!!
it's like ya la....he wanna give me $$....but knowing my character, he knows tat i WILL NOT take $$ for no reason.......thus, via buying my crochet/knitted stuff...and willing to be paying not only a high price for the product, but for the materails needed as well.........
sigh~
and i juz got nagged at by my mom for doin so..........=p
anyways.....should start preparing a product portfolio soon if i wanna start da online selling thingy fast............
but than again......those pic of those works i've made so far.......not really a proper 1 so cannot be used!!!!!! :(
anyways....gotta turn in now....
meeting lao san later 0930..........goin police post to file a report............and after which, goin PlazaSing meet up wif Darwin for movie and buy yarns for his $400 scarf........
i'm quite evil actually......
actually wanna make crochet stuff for sale for some extra $$ for the time being...
but end up tat Darwin seems to be my only buyer rite now....
1st was the $100 teddy bear.....and now a $400 scarf!!!!!!
it's like ya la....he wanna give me $$....but knowing my character, he knows tat i WILL NOT take $$ for no reason.......thus, via buying my crochet/knitted stuff...and willing to be paying not only a high price for the product, but for the materails needed as well.........
sigh~
and i juz got nagged at by my mom for doin so..........=p
anyways.....should start preparing a product portfolio soon if i wanna start da online selling thingy fast............
but than again......those pic of those works i've made so far.......not really a proper 1 so cannot be used!!!!!! :(
anyways....gotta turn in now....
meeting lao san later 0930..........goin police post to file a report............and after which, goin PlazaSing meet up wif Darwin for movie and buy yarns for his $400 scarf........
Friday, September 10, 2010
09/09/2010 thur
went Kbox wif cas, darwin, and his onee-sama...
cas has something on so she had to go halfway during Kbox session...
but at least still had some gd time b4 she left...^^
and as usual....i sang my OneNightInBeijing~~~
and some other hard-to-sing songs.....and ofcuz, i over-killed those songs..=p
sang CherryBoom's DearPrince, shakira songs, f.i.r songs, X japan's Kuranai, and Shin yue tuan's songs......
LOL...(and i almost fell frm the sofa..=p)
after we sang our hearts (and lungs) out, went marche for dinner.......
i could easily say tat i ate the least food there....
darwin and ESPESIALLY his onee-sama, can eat a awful lots of food!!!!!!!!!
but i wont envy them...for me as long as i have enough, it's fine, don't need tooooooooo much...xD
and after which, we juz hang ard orchard, chat wif onee-sama...and found out we have LOTS in common...and guess wad....she's oso a dec born snake!!!!
and lao san messaged me on fb.....saying sorry and stuff...
and juz like 1day never really reply her, she tot i'm super mad at her and sounded like she's gonna emo soon.....
hmmmm....wonder if she knows how i felt all those while when she was chatting wif frens on fb but didn't remember to say "HI".....
anyways.....i should stop being so selfish....she is not mine alone.....got lots of other frens who are dear to her as well....unlike me who have a extremely small social circle.....
soooo...ya.....if you're reading this....
i'm not mad at you now.....juz pissed at myself....so dun emo and focus on exams k??
think tat's all for now....damn hungry....
mayb after dinner might post something else......
heehee......juz hope tat darwin dun read my blogs..........
cuz da next post is gonna be related to him!!!!!
cas has something on so she had to go halfway during Kbox session...
but at least still had some gd time b4 she left...^^
and as usual....i sang my OneNightInBeijing~~~
and some other hard-to-sing songs.....and ofcuz, i over-killed those songs..=p
sang CherryBoom's DearPrince, shakira songs, f.i.r songs, X japan's Kuranai, and Shin yue tuan's songs......
LOL...(and i almost fell frm the sofa..=p)
after we sang our hearts (and lungs) out, went marche for dinner.......
i could easily say tat i ate the least food there....
darwin and ESPESIALLY his onee-sama, can eat a awful lots of food!!!!!!!!!
but i wont envy them...for me as long as i have enough, it's fine, don't need tooooooooo much...xD
and after which, we juz hang ard orchard, chat wif onee-sama...and found out we have LOTS in common...and guess wad....she's oso a dec born snake!!!!
and lao san messaged me on fb.....saying sorry and stuff...
and juz like 1day never really reply her, she tot i'm super mad at her and sounded like she's gonna emo soon.....
hmmmm....wonder if she knows how i felt all those while when she was chatting wif frens on fb but didn't remember to say "HI".....
anyways.....i should stop being so selfish....she is not mine alone.....got lots of other frens who are dear to her as well....unlike me who have a extremely small social circle.....
soooo...ya.....if you're reading this....
i'm not mad at you now.....juz pissed at myself....so dun emo and focus on exams k??
think tat's all for now....damn hungry....
mayb after dinner might post something else......
heehee......juz hope tat darwin dun read my blogs..........
cuz da next post is gonna be related to him!!!!!
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
WEEE~~~~
finished more than 3/4 of a honeydew by myself~~~
day1, monday, bought 1 honeydew frm seng song
ate 1/4 tat afternoon, another 1/4 tat nite
day 2, tue, shared 1/4 of it wif my mom tat nite
day 3, wed, today~
juz ate da remaining 1/4 while watching my anime Blood+ ~~~
^_^
and as expected.....lao san have not visited my blog yet....
like tat dunno lao er's Bday thing still on or not lor.....
like wad da F...............suddenly fells so betrayed......:(
finished more than 3/4 of a honeydew by myself~~~
day1, monday, bought 1 honeydew frm seng song
ate 1/4 tat afternoon, another 1/4 tat nite
day 2, tue, shared 1/4 of it wif my mom tat nite
day 3, wed, today~
juz ate da remaining 1/4 while watching my anime Blood+ ~~~
^_^
and as expected.....lao san have not visited my blog yet....
like tat dunno lao er's Bday thing still on or not lor.....
like wad da F...............suddenly fells so betrayed......:(
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
sigh~
list of ppl who have been super cold and ignoring me lately
and most likey only 1 of them will see this post, but than again, she wont ever visit this blog again i guess....
blake, shihui, and suppose to have 2 more names here...
but 1 smsed me early this morning, and the other replied my fb message, and we chatted over there for awhile.....
to tat some1 who told me she wans to concentrate on studying for her exams, tat's y i didn't wanna bother her, was chatting away happily online while she was suppose to be studying...........
so....if u happen to by chance read this post and wondering wad i'm angry about.....
guess it says all......
the 1 and only reason y i do not like to be close wif ppl is tat i hate being betrayed... ESPECIALLY by my close ones...........tat's y i preferred to hang ard animals instead of humans......
tat's y i rarely open my heart...........
and to think that someone whom u have not kept secrets frm is lying to u...........
if we're living in ancient times, i would've killed those ppl wif my own hands, than to have them betray my trust once and again, and over again...........
tat's y it's easier to have enemies, for they ARE there to hurt u....
but for frens to do tat.............i cant understand y......
mayb part of the reason is tat i was never being regarded as a "person", but a "thing".....
thus i never really understood wad humans think in tat "superior" brain of theirs.....
list of ppl who have been super cold and ignoring me lately
and most likey only 1 of them will see this post, but than again, she wont ever visit this blog again i guess....
blake, shihui, and suppose to have 2 more names here...
but 1 smsed me early this morning, and the other replied my fb message, and we chatted over there for awhile.....
to tat some1 who told me she wans to concentrate on studying for her exams, tat's y i didn't wanna bother her, was chatting away happily online while she was suppose to be studying...........
so....if u happen to by chance read this post and wondering wad i'm angry about.....
guess it says all......
the 1 and only reason y i do not like to be close wif ppl is tat i hate being betrayed... ESPECIALLY by my close ones...........tat's y i preferred to hang ard animals instead of humans......
tat's y i rarely open my heart...........
and to think that someone whom u have not kept secrets frm is lying to u...........
if we're living in ancient times, i would've killed those ppl wif my own hands, than to have them betray my trust once and again, and over again...........
tat's y it's easier to have enemies, for they ARE there to hurt u....
but for frens to do tat.............i cant understand y......
mayb part of the reason is tat i was never being regarded as a "person", but a "thing".....
thus i never really understood wad humans think in tat "superior" brain of theirs.....
Monday, September 6, 2010
havent slept since yesterday woke up ard 2 pm...
think i con go take a nap waile waiting for meat to defrost...
(but da funny thing here is tat i dun feel like eatine meat at all today...-.-)
but still gotta cook anyways..........
juz finish watching Uraboku ep22.....
ARGH!!!!!!
yuki has been taken by reiga!!!!!!!!!!
dunno when next ep comin out...><
hope it's soon~~~~~
think i con go take a nap waile waiting for meat to defrost...
(but da funny thing here is tat i dun feel like eatine meat at all today...-.-)
but still gotta cook anyways..........
juz finish watching Uraboku ep22.....
ARGH!!!!!!
yuki has been taken by reiga!!!!!!!!!!
dunno when next ep comin out...><
hope it's soon~~~~~
have been having super random weird dreams lately....
and it's not exactly gd either.......
have been dreaming about da game shop i used to work @.....
and it's about who was the one who back-stabbed me, brainwashed the boss, and got the bosses to set me up and frame me for stealing frm the shop......
never would i have thought it was her.....who was closest to me....
so it was damn weird for me to have those dreams.....
and for her sudden change of attitude towards me.........i really have nothing to say.....
before she ask to hang out wif me almost every single day b4 her exams, i already asked her she will get bored not, always hanging ard wif me?
she said she'll never get bored of me......
guess i should've known better......
and it's not exactly gd either.......
have been dreaming about da game shop i used to work @.....
and it's about who was the one who back-stabbed me, brainwashed the boss, and got the bosses to set me up and frame me for stealing frm the shop......
never would i have thought it was her.....who was closest to me....
so it was damn weird for me to have those dreams.....
and for her sudden change of attitude towards me.........i really have nothing to say.....
before she ask to hang out wif me almost every single day b4 her exams, i already asked her she will get bored not, always hanging ard wif me?
she said she'll never get bored of me......
guess i should've known better......
Saturday, September 4, 2010
juz toped up my prepaid card~~
so now usin back my previous #..^^
but juz few min after i topped it up, my dad called and scolded me for no reason *AGAIN*..
sigh~
FML....=.=
but regardless.....
most likely not gonna get any calls frm him ever again....
...
oso gd......
damn hungry rite now.............-.-
thinking of goin 7/11 for a bite.....
hmmmmm....
shall see how.....
so now usin back my previous #..^^
but juz few min after i topped it up, my dad called and scolded me for no reason *AGAIN*..
sigh~
FML....=.=
but regardless.....
most likely not gonna get any calls frm him ever again....
...
oso gd......
damn hungry rite now.............-.-
thinking of goin 7/11 for a bite.....
hmmmmm....
shall see how.....
Friday, September 3, 2010
broke!!!!!
jobless for more then 2mth already!?!
time sure flyy when one's not careful...=.=
bills are pilling up like a moutain....$$ is not coming in....
ON THE VERGE OF A DEBT CRISIS...!!!!!!!!
it's like i'm not picky regarding wad job i chose now.....but it seem tat, for some reasons, ppl aare afraid to hire me.....(do i look like i eat humans.??? -.-"")
time sure flyy when one's not careful...=.=
bills are pilling up like a moutain....$$ is not coming in....
ON THE VERGE OF A DEBT CRISIS...!!!!!!!!
it's like i'm not picky regarding wad job i chose now.....but it seem tat, for some reasons, ppl aare afraid to hire me.....(do i look like i eat humans.??? -.-"")
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
trust~ is it worth anything nowadays??
dunno if it's right to trust ppl nowadays....to believe in wad they say....not to doubt them cuz they are your so-called sister......
... ... .....
... ... .....
sad..:(
yesteraday went visit a fren of mine @ her shop......
she seems to be very busy when we entrered (me & Seven).....
so we simply entertain ourselves while she's talking to her customers......seven were looking through da jackets most of the time, while i was looking as those wah-lolis...
than tat when she's finally free to talk to us, we ofcuz chatted for qutie long....
but something wasn't quite right........she wasn't happy at all tat we drop by to visit her..!!!(??)
and she said something which sounded super 'sour', (even though she did not memtion who she was refering to) i'm sure she was refering to me......
"some ppl everytime say no $ no $....but everytime come here wear chothes frm other ppl's shop"
i ask 'who??'
"dun have to mention names one lah...." wif tat kinda face...(i dun think i have to say wad kinda look she gave me here)
since Seven still wanna go somewhere else, we left her shop ard 7+ or 8+pm.....
it was after we left da shop then i told Seven tt think she was talking about me when she said tt.....
mayb she's not herself cuz she lost and miss her cat badly.....
mayb someone has been talking bad about me to her lately.....
if it's da 1st one, still can understand.....and when she's feeling better, thing will be back to normal.....
if it's da 2nd one........than i dun think i will ever step into her shop again...........
'i keep saying no $$ but always buy frm other shop'!?
i bought my very 1st dress (which i've bought wif my own $$, not some1 else buy for me) @ her shop....tt dress is $180
than after tt, i dunno bought how many skirts, tops, assessories, wig, and even bought my Kuro dere oso...
if really wanna rank those shop i buy da most stuff frm or spend da most $$ in rite (not counting supermarkets ofcuz)....
#1 is her shop for gdness sake.....even though i might not have spend as much as compared to her other regulars......(who have a gd source of $ one way or another)........but i've spend close to 3k, or more, in her shop itself......and most of my fav to wear ARE frm her shop as well....eg. da black punk skirt i luv to wear soo very often, da platform boots etc.....
#2 (which i spend da most) OSIM.....tat 1 think idiot oso noe y came in 2nd lah hor...
#2 (which i shop most often for clothes) COTTON ON......but this is for basics and casuals....how can group together wif her shop..!?
#3 (spend da most) METRO can?? cuz i buy shoes, sometimes makeup products & lady stuff..and perfumes there...
#3 (where i shop for things to wear)... ...... ........like dun even have lor......cuz other then her shop and cotton on, everything else are bought randomly at random places.......even if i include da whole of bugis village oso cannot count.....(cuz even though i go there super often.....but 95% of da time i buy food & drinks only.....=.=
sigh~
forget it.....which ever da case is.........i wont go there juz to visit her liao......sometimes i no $$ still go dere accompany her she think i nothing to do?? slack @ home always better esp when 1 have no $$....wanna eat atleast got stuff to eat, no need to spend on food.....tired can sleep in own bed.....
but since she dun like it than fine......next time unless i really got stuff i wanna buy frm there, and got $$......than i go.........if tat's wad she wans, tat's wad i'll do.......consider this my last favour for her as a fren.........next time, she's juz a shop owner, i'm juz a customer.......
super sad.....but wad to do......
i should be able to get over it wif time........for i must remember i'm no longer human, not totally.....since i never was being treated tat way....and i never was.....
she seems to be very busy when we entrered (me & Seven).....
so we simply entertain ourselves while she's talking to her customers......seven were looking through da jackets most of the time, while i was looking as those wah-lolis...
than tat when she's finally free to talk to us, we ofcuz chatted for qutie long....
but something wasn't quite right........she wasn't happy at all tat we drop by to visit her..!!!(??)
and she said something which sounded super 'sour', (even though she did not memtion who she was refering to) i'm sure she was refering to me......
"some ppl everytime say no $ no $....but everytime come here wear chothes frm other ppl's shop"
i ask 'who??'
"dun have to mention names one lah...." wif tat kinda face...(i dun think i have to say wad kinda look she gave me here)
since Seven still wanna go somewhere else, we left her shop ard 7+ or 8+pm.....
it was after we left da shop then i told Seven tt think she was talking about me when she said tt.....
mayb she's not herself cuz she lost and miss her cat badly.....
mayb someone has been talking bad about me to her lately.....
if it's da 1st one, still can understand.....and when she's feeling better, thing will be back to normal.....
if it's da 2nd one........than i dun think i will ever step into her shop again...........
'i keep saying no $$ but always buy frm other shop'!?
i bought my very 1st dress (which i've bought wif my own $$, not some1 else buy for me) @ her shop....tt dress is $180
than after tt, i dunno bought how many skirts, tops, assessories, wig, and even bought my Kuro dere oso...
if really wanna rank those shop i buy da most stuff frm or spend da most $$ in rite (not counting supermarkets ofcuz)....
#1 is her shop for gdness sake.....even though i might not have spend as much as compared to her other regulars......(who have a gd source of $ one way or another)........but i've spend close to 3k, or more, in her shop itself......and most of my fav to wear ARE frm her shop as well....eg. da black punk skirt i luv to wear soo very often, da platform boots etc.....
#2 (which i spend da most) OSIM.....tat 1 think idiot oso noe y came in 2nd lah hor...
#2 (which i shop most often for clothes) COTTON ON......but this is for basics and casuals....how can group together wif her shop..!?
#3 (spend da most) METRO can?? cuz i buy shoes, sometimes makeup products & lady stuff..and perfumes there...
#3 (where i shop for things to wear)... ...... ........like dun even have lor......cuz other then her shop and cotton on, everything else are bought randomly at random places.......even if i include da whole of bugis village oso cannot count.....(cuz even though i go there super often.....but 95% of da time i buy food & drinks only.....=.=
sigh~
forget it.....which ever da case is.........i wont go there juz to visit her liao......sometimes i no $$ still go dere accompany her she think i nothing to do?? slack @ home always better esp when 1 have no $$....wanna eat atleast got stuff to eat, no need to spend on food.....tired can sleep in own bed.....
but since she dun like it than fine......next time unless i really got stuff i wanna buy frm there, and got $$......than i go.........if tat's wad she wans, tat's wad i'll do.......consider this my last favour for her as a fren.........next time, she's juz a shop owner, i'm juz a customer.......
super sad.....but wad to do......
i should be able to get over it wif time........for i must remember i'm no longer human, not totally.....since i never was being treated tat way....and i never was.....
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