sad..:(

yesteraday went visit a fren of mine @ her shop......
she seems to be very busy when we entrered (me & Seven).....

so we simply entertain ourselves while she's talking to her customers......seven were looking through da jackets most of the time, while i was looking as those wah-lolis...
than tat when she's finally free to talk to us, we ofcuz chatted for qutie long....

but something wasn't quite right........she wasn't happy at all tat we drop by to visit her..!!!(??)
and she said something which sounded super 'sour', (even though she did not memtion who she was refering to) i'm sure she was refering to me......

"some ppl everytime say no $ no $....but everytime come here wear chothes frm other ppl's shop"

i ask 'who??'

"dun have to mention names one lah...." wif tat kinda face...(i dun think i have to say wad kinda look she gave me here)

since Seven still wanna go somewhere else, we left her shop ard 7+ or 8+pm.....
it was after we left da shop then i told Seven tt think she was talking about me when she said tt.....

mayb she's not herself cuz she lost and miss her cat badly.....
mayb someone has been talking bad about me to her lately.....

if it's da 1st one, still can understand.....and when she's feeling better, thing will be back to normal.....
if it's da 2nd one........than i dun think i will ever step into her shop again...........

'i keep saying no $$ but always buy frm other shop'!?
i bought my very 1st dress (which i've bought wif my own $$, not some1 else buy for me) @ her shop....tt dress is $180
than after tt, i dunno bought how many skirts, tops, assessories, wig, and even bought my Kuro dere oso...
if really wanna rank those shop i buy da most stuff frm or spend da most $$ in rite (not counting supermarkets ofcuz)....

#1 is her shop for gdness sake.....even though i might not have spend as much as compared to her other regulars......(who have a gd source of $ one way or another)........but i've spend close to 3k, or more, in her shop itself......and most of my fav to wear ARE frm her shop as well....eg. da black punk skirt i luv to wear soo very often, da platform boots etc.....

#2 (which i spend da most) OSIM.....tat 1 think idiot oso noe y came in 2nd lah hor...
#2 (which i shop most often for clothes) COTTON ON......but this is for basics and casuals....how can group together wif her shop..!?

#3 (spend da most) METRO can?? cuz i buy shoes, sometimes makeup products & lady stuff..and perfumes there...
#3 (where i shop for things to wear)... ...... ........like dun even have lor......cuz other then her shop and cotton on, everything else are bought randomly at random places.......even if i include da whole of bugis village oso cannot count.....(cuz even though i go there super often.....but 95% of da time i buy food & drinks only.....=.=

sigh~

forget it.....which ever da case is.........i wont go there juz to visit her liao......sometimes i no $$ still go dere accompany her she think i nothing to do?? slack @ home always better esp when 1 have no $$....wanna eat atleast got stuff to eat, no need to spend on food.....tired can sleep in own bed.....

but since she dun like it than fine......next time unless i really got stuff i wanna buy frm there, and got $$......than i go.........if tat's wad she wans, tat's wad i'll do.......consider this my last favour for her as a fren.........next time, she's juz a shop owner, i'm juz a customer.......

super sad.....but wad to do......

i should be able to get over it wif time........for i must remember i'm no longer human, not totally.....since i never was being treated tat way....and i never was.....