sigh~
list of ppl who have been super cold and ignoring me lately
and most likey only 1 of them will see this post, but than again, she wont ever visit this blog again i guess....

blake, shihui, and suppose to have 2 more names here...
but 1 smsed me early this morning, and the other replied my fb message, and we chatted over there for awhile.....

to tat some1 who told me she wans to concentrate on studying for her exams, tat's y i didn't wanna bother her, was chatting away happily online while she was suppose to be studying...........
so....if u happen to by chance read this post and wondering wad i'm angry about.....
guess it says all......

the 1 and only reason y i do not like to be close wif ppl is tat i hate being betrayed... ESPECIALLY by my close ones...........tat's y i preferred to hang ard animals instead of humans......
tat's y i rarely open my heart...........
and to think that someone whom u have not kept secrets frm is lying to u...........
if we're living in ancient times, i would've killed those ppl wif my own hands, than to have them betray my trust once and again, and over again...........

tat's y it's easier to have enemies, for they ARE there to hurt u....
but for frens to do tat.............i cant understand y......
mayb part of the reason is tat i was never being regarded as a "person", but a "thing".....
thus i never really understood wad humans think in tat "superior" brain of theirs.....