i really dunno wad to think...
mind's in a mess, dunno wad to do, can't focus..
might be best for me not to make phone calls today...
paper work and log all the way...

save me, anyone, feels like it's breaking apart, something inside is hurting very much, my mind's confused, it's blanking out, save me shihui, i wanna cry, but i can't, not here, not in the office when there're ppl ard, but it hurts so bad, save me, anyone!