i'm hoping not to miss him...
but it seems tat if i say i dun miss him anymore, i'll be lying to myself...
esp when there are ppl who can tell i'm trying to keep myself busy and stuff..
y do i always get stuck in the same situation?
y y WHY???
damn it!!!
shall i try to over work my body till i'm half brain dead once again?
hmmmmmm...not at the moment..i can't afford to be in tat state for now...

JIA YOU!!!!
I CAN DO IT!!!!
surviving is about living life day by day, as time goes by, juz as it is..