Star Wars Meets Metal

if u like metal, do check this guy out!! he's awsome!!

[Vocaloid/Miku Hatsune, Luka Megurine, Megpoid/GUMI] Hyakki Yakou by Noazi

nice~~~~

Photos frm baby's Xmas cum Bday chalet!!!

Yep yep~~~
There's photo of joy's Xmas gift for me~ (the blur blur photo of the ring)
Cookies baked by baby~~
My trimmed hair~~ and a shot b4 went morning swim~~ ^,~

Tempted to write a short story *again*.....but, the story I have in mind would be so much better if it were to be a manga instead....

And here are some pic I took wif my frens during today's outing wif joy and Arella~~~

Flood in town in 23 Dec 11

Was in a cab when I took these photos~~~
And yep~~ it's flooding again~!

stuff to be done, DONE!!!
stuff to be updated which is in the email, *pretend not to see anything*

yep~
even though my boss told me something this morning, think he's trying to say wad eva i'm suppose to do, juz do for her, even if she dun like it, at least i've done my job..BUT, sorry boss, tat WAS me, but not anymore..being picky is one thing, setting me up is another..thus, i'm gonna do her stuff ONLY when i feel like it, cuz which eva way, she's gonna make a big fuss and say i didn't do my job, y force myself to keep up to her rite~ ^^

hmmm..i believe i've said it many time, "if u like me, let me know" !!!!
wad's the use of being a baby now, and doing evey single freaking thing juz to pissed me off, for something which isn't totally my fault????

damn!!!
STOP SINGING WHILE LISTENING TO SONG ON EAR PHONE!!!!!!
even pro singers dun sound gd when both their ear is plugged in when the earphone....=.=

my fren Brendan, posted this on his wall, and it's juz awsome!!!!
i laughed dispite being in a foul mood, so, it's definatly share-worthy!!!

" The gaga theory:



2(RAH)+3(AH)+ RO( MA+MAMA)+GAGA+OOH(LA)2


= bad romance "

LOLS!!!!!!!

Headache headache

A plain headache would be a under statement to was I'm feeling rite now....let's juz say the pain is causing me to become more and more light sensitive and sound sensitive.....and, well, let's juz say it ain't doing my mood any good.....

there's a chance tat my mental state isn't very stable today...
now, when i still can somehow control my actions, i wanna rant here (and hopefully after ranting i'll feel better)

last nite, mayb i should start wif yesterday morning..got an email frm my boss's partner..telling me to do my job in following up wif her client, to call and check which day she's goin for the checkup...WHEN the prev time i called, her client don't een know which day she'll be able to go, it depends on which morning she have lesser things to do in the office...and she will let her advisor (my boss's partner) when she's goin for the checkup..which means, it'll simply be annoying for me to keep calling her bugging her the same Qus rite??

last nite, she sms me, saying the Giro forms CANNOT USE correction tape or liquid, simply, DO NOT make any mistakes on the Giro forms.....
tat sms was enough to make me wake up in a super foul mood...and when tat idiot who's working in the same office as me comes into the office...*BOOM*..feel like killing ppl!!!!!!
he likes to throw his stuff when he reaches the office..ok, lets say he didn't throw, but put it down LOUDLY....and he plays his songs even louder!!! (his volume is almost 2-3 times of wad i have on my computer)....when i'm pissed, i tend to perfer soft, low volume (unless i'm at my very own home, i'll blast music WITH earphones, it makes the vol seems even louder).....so now..i am sooo tempted to walk out of the freaking office...even more so since the new gal is not coming for work today..so i dont have to wait for her to come in any more..

damn!!!! not feeling any better....feel lioke goin home pop my ALEVE pills!!!!!

as if ppl thinks i don'd know tat i'm a failure already, i have to have them make me feel even more so almost every single day?? Wow~ thx strangers-whom-i-am-not-really-close-wif-who-don't-know-any-shit-about-me....damn....

this job is really getting really depressing....in the past, i like to stay till very late than i go back home, will come office even on sat to do some paper work..now, i dun even wanna come!!! i've to drag my ass out frm the bed and drag my feet to get to work Every.Single.Day.....

it all started sfter i agreed to help boss's partner out, and now, i cannot ask her to find another person, while still remaining behinde to work for my boss...
sigh....

yea rite, if i dun do my job, i wont bother calling any of her clients, those who last min cancel appointment, she wont even know, she'll make wasted trip to location, only to find out her client got something on and wont be turning up....

damn this job now...it's really getting me down more and more wif each passing day....who can i talk to?
nah~ ppl have their own problems~ so, i'm complaining about how life sucks here~~ ^^

now, it's like everyday of work, i'm having diarrhoea, when i'm not working, i'm fine!!
wonder wad this means....

Photo editing fun!!!

Another pic which I edited~~~~~lols~~

Photo editing fun!!!!

Title and photos says it all!!!!!!

camwhore photos!!!!!!!!!

since i've got nothing better to do ( not tat i do not have things to do at work, juz tat no mood to work)

so it's time to blog..and since i do not wish to rant here ( my head's already bursting, dun wanna really burst my brains out by being too pissed)

and thus~ here's my shameless camwhore photos for today..

not in a gd mood still, so i shall end it here, b4 i start all my ranting shit..

6 Scaretale - Nightwish (Imaginaerum)

this is my "Song of the Day"!!!! it has been on repeat mode since this morning!!

lalalallallalalaaaa~~
omg, dunno y but i keep thinking tat EOY (End Of Year cosplay event) is this sun!!!!
IT"S SAT!!!!! lols~
i can save my $$~~ since i've got no time to head down to town to buy the top for the 'something something' i wanna do for eoy~~

well, waiting for tailor to reply my email..or mayb i should sms her, say i wanna tailor 2 dress, and have emailed her the pic of the dress i wan??

hmmm, think by tml morning no reply, i'll sms her, so tat she can check her email~ ^^

hmmmm....i should go for check up soon as well.....but b4 tat, settle my medical insurance 1st..
need to enhance my mom's medical as well....

sigh~

weee~~
boss and his partner re-adjusted my job scope~~
even though my pay will be lesser now, but hey~ better than being crushed and having to resign and be jobless (wif no income) while looking for another job, rite?

anyways~ ran out of things to wear for work..so i'm wearing leggings, a skirt i haven't worn for god knows how long, tube and jacket..and i'm regreting wearing tube now..=.=
should've dig for some other top, cuz, tube's kinda slipping lower and lower.....damn!!!
lucky i'm wewaring the over sized jacket over it~~ ^^

looking awful at work today~~!!!!! 

Weeeee~~ blogging using iPhone~~!!! Lols~~~ wondering if my flu will be totally recovered by tml?

yesterday not feeling so gd..after lunch, rain...so walked back to office under the rain, cuz it was for a very short distance only~~

this morning wake up.. ..felt worst...=.=
head felt like it's being stuffed into the feet/leg massage thingy..running nose, so have to keep 'sniffing'..and the random itch which made u go "AHCHUU" no matter where u are..
and i'm still in the office..lols~
yea, working for half day, later go see doc..this time really need flu meds tat works!! so i'm goin the doc at causeway pt, yep~ raffles medical!!! hope their flu meds works better than their pain killers~..

......boss gave me his iphone 3G this morning... ... ...having slight problems using smart phones!!!
seriously...noob like me should stick to normal phones..those even if u dropped, your heart wont ache so much kinda phone....

lucky gonna meet lao san later~~ ^^
she's gonna help me out wif tat phone~~ xDDDD

The Noose: Christmas music video

LOLS!!! here's an early season greetings to everyone~~ xDDDDD

not sure wad's goin on wif my body these days..this morning, everything seems to be grey-ish..and shoulder aching came soon after....
mayb it's the weather tat's too cold...

I DONT FEEL LIKE WORKING TODAY!!!!!
yea, juz by reading these post on my blog, should be able to tell tat i'm spamming, instead of working..

stomach not feeling well almost every single day..and it seems tat the cause of it is my job..
yep~ my job!! when eva i get sick of the things i do, my stomach reacts this way..and if i'm still working in the environment, dizziness and nausea will soon follow~

gd job~ 9mth into this 1st office job, i'm getting job/work burnout~
but, if i hadn't agree to help out my boss's partner, the burnout might kick in much later..i'm still trying to stick ard till i've worked here for 1 full year, BUT, it's really getting depressing every single morning when i noe i gotta get my ass to work..soon, depression will start kicking in..oh wait, think it already has...=.=

but than again, ppl say when u noe u're suffering frm depression, it's means u're not..and tat when u think u need to seek help, u dont..since i'm at a stage whereby i think my depression is comming back and that this time round, i might need professional help.. .. ..dose tat means i'm perfectly normal, unless i succeeded in killing myself, and after i'm dead, i can seek help??

anyways, even if i really need professional help, and even need to be on medication, I WONT HAVE THE $$ FOR ALL THOSE!!!! mental issues are so so soooo much more expensive than those flu and fever..and it seems tat consultation starts right frm hundreds of dollars......i might as well spend those $$ on spa to chill and relax, which might help me feel better as well..

i can spot the main problem i'm having now, it's i feel no purpose in ANYTHING i do..and everything seems kinda meaningless..and the reason for needing help is, i can't seems to convince myself that all those things i'm thinking ain't true..tried debating wif myself..but it seems somehow, the negative side always wins?

i dunno how the hell i manage to talk myself out frm depression in the past, it seems tat those 'reasons' used in the past, was proven to not exsist..meaning life has proven me wrong, and i can't use those logics now as they no longer are valid...

so, guess it's juz me, myself, and the dark side of life..again...

this is for my boss's A-list VVVVVVIP client~~

lucky my warpping skill is more or less still there~ ^^

well well..suppose to rant here yesterday about how my 'bday supper' went..but than again, since i don't have the time to rant about it yesterday, neither do i have the time to rant about today, so, i'll juz leave it be..

AND, suppose to be ranting about work, but same thing, don't really have tat much time to rant..

so in short, all i can say is, once again, ppl have to make me angry and pissed off and make me shout at ppl on my bday..but thos yr, i didn't shout at ppl, i juz curse and swear to the air..
and work wise, simple 2 words says it all.. ..IT SUCKS..period..

 

 

 

all diy-ed, and all are selling!!!!
and once i figure out how the hell to organise the pics, i'll rearrange it...

so juz bare wif this nonsense for abit~ ;p