as if ppl thinks i don'd know tat i'm a failure already, i have to have them make me feel even more so almost every single day?? Wow~ thx strangers-whom-i-am-not-really-close-wif-who-don't-know-any-shit-about-me....damn....

this job is really getting really depressing....in the past, i like to stay till very late than i go back home, will come office even on sat to do some paper work..now, i dun even wanna come!!! i've to drag my ass out frm the bed and drag my feet to get to work Every.Single.Day.....

it all started sfter i agreed to help boss's partner out, and now, i cannot ask her to find another person, while still remaining behinde to work for my boss...
sigh....

yea rite, if i dun do my job, i wont bother calling any of her clients, those who last min cancel appointment, she wont even know, she'll make wasted trip to location, only to find out her client got something on and wont be turning up....

damn this job now...it's really getting me down more and more wif each passing day....who can i talk to?
nah~ ppl have their own problems~ so, i'm complaining about how life sucks here~~ ^^

now, it's like everyday of work, i'm having diarrhoea, when i'm not working, i'm fine!!
wonder wad this means....