I know he is busy, and rarely have time for me..but sometimes when he suddenly stops adding 'baby' when he whatsapp me, or suddenly the tone or choice of words seems different, my mind can't help but to wonder wild...
Esp after i posted some stuff on my fb...i'm not treating him like my atm, i can pay for my own stuff! But i sometimes feels that our shopping trip always somehow gets postponed is cuz he didn't wanna shop wif me.....its kinda frustrating cuz i really wanna know wad kinda clothes he likes on a gal, wad kinda style etc.....
And i didn't ask him for the gift he promised to buy back for me frm Germany, cuz i think most likely he either didn't have time or have forgotten about it...and am trying to stop myself from thinking towards the negative side of things.....
Sigh, and wad he said on Wed added to the mix, made me felt even worst now....thus last nite went Mango1, to chill and let down while visiting a place i've never been to....ended up, can't enjoy...
1st is i got bored pretty fast, then a total random guy started to pick a fight wif my fren, heard the cause was that he liked a thai gal who were at our table quite often (ofcuz la! Those gals are my fren's close fren, ofcuz come our table quite often!). Best of all, all his frens refuse to hold him back, end up I have to do the job of pulling him away from my fren, which he later pushed me and raised his hands at me, only then his frens and the bouncer step in to pull him away....
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