*
i'm wasting my time....thinking bout you
wondering where you are, wad cha doin
i'm staring blankly into the sky now,
wondering if you ever think of me
(x2)
if anyone were to snap a picture
when i'm in the middle of my day-dreaming session
wonder how it would look like
do i look happy, or do i look like a retard
... ...
cont later...
now busy already...
Monday, February 7, 2011
Sunday, February 6, 2011
i dun even noe where to start.....
he told me he's stuck in viet.....
and i noe he did not bring his phone to viet....
and the only reason i can think of for my sms to him being delivered (yes, sent & delivered) is tat his phone has been switched on back...
another thing is....he's online on fb way toooo often........
and the only reason i can think of y he told me he's not comin back is tat he didn't wanna see me...mayb cuz.. ... ....i dunno......
if he knows tat i like him, But he's juz treating me as a fren, can jolly well tell me...
i noe myself well enough to step back when the other party is simply not interested....
i would rather he do tat, than telling me he's in viet when he already back here in sg....
can't believe i got so sad till.. ... ...................
nvm.....
i'm an idiot.....
he told me he's stuck in viet.....
and i noe he did not bring his phone to viet....
and the only reason i can think of for my sms to him being delivered (yes, sent & delivered) is tat his phone has been switched on back...
another thing is....he's online on fb way toooo often........
and the only reason i can think of y he told me he's not comin back is tat he didn't wanna see me...mayb cuz.. ... ....i dunno......
if he knows tat i like him, But he's juz treating me as a fren, can jolly well tell me...
i noe myself well enough to step back when the other party is simply not interested....
i would rather he do tat, than telling me he's in viet when he already back here in sg....
can't believe i got so sad till.. ... ...................
nvm.....
i'm an idiot.....
for goodness sake !!!!
cant stand those gf who stares at female retail/ sales asst once they step into a shop!!!!!
if they're afraid their bf will get stolen, than dun bring bf out!!!!
and on top of everything else.. .. ....she stares at ME..(!?)
my hair is not long, and neither do i go saloon for treatment like every mth...
i dun put on fake lashes and/or put on make-up every single time i step outta my house..
my nails are not those of a mani-padi nails....
i dun wear a dress (unless rare occaissions)....
and on top of everything else... ... ......i look more 'man' than most avg guy these days..
sooooooo....if any gf thinks tat I am out to steal anyone's guy, she's either blind, or mad...
cant stand those gf who stares at female retail/ sales asst once they step into a shop!!!!!
if they're afraid their bf will get stolen, than dun bring bf out!!!!
and on top of everything else.. .. ....she stares at ME..(!?)
my hair is not long, and neither do i go saloon for treatment like every mth...
i dun put on fake lashes and/or put on make-up every single time i step outta my house..
my nails are not those of a mani-padi nails....
i dun wear a dress (unless rare occaissions)....
and on top of everything else... ... ......i look more 'man' than most avg guy these days..
sooooooo....if any gf thinks tat I am out to steal anyone's guy, she's either blind, or mad...
freezing already....
it's only 8min past 2pm.....
I'm Freezing Already!!!!!!!!
at least 7 more hours to go till close shop, go home lor.....
how to survive this winter-like working environment???????
I'm Freezing Already!!!!!!!!
at least 7 more hours to go till close shop, go home lor.....
how to survive this winter-like working environment???????
hungry~~~~~~~
yep~
i'm hungry!!!!!!
but.... .. .........
totally have no idea wad to eat...=.=
feel like having some soup, but the soups ard this area are too oily....which i dun like now....
feel like having tomyum instant noodle....but i'll be dead shortly after if i were to eat tat...(surely will cough like mad)
kinda feel like eating fried chicken!!!!!
hmmmmm...
mayb later go buy KFC snackers thingy.....
see this time round "yi du gong du" works not~
i'm hungry!!!!!!
but.... .. .........
totally have no idea wad to eat...=.=
feel like having some soup, but the soups ard this area are too oily....which i dun like now....
feel like having tomyum instant noodle....but i'll be dead shortly after if i were to eat tat...(surely will cough like mad)
kinda feel like eating fried chicken!!!!!
hmmmmm...
mayb later go buy KFC snackers thingy.....
see this time round "yi du gong du" works not~
shag.....(and the day haven't really start yet) =((
today's train trip to work felt like forever!!!!
imagine every few station i've to alight frm the train cuz i was coughing super badly?
after alighting, i'll be coughing there for few min, and when it finally stops, rest for few min, than board the next train......and reapeat everything once my cough starts....=_=
(ok...it's not tat bad...i got down at yeo chu kang, got back on...cough starts shortly after i board train...i alight at amk, where i decided to take a cab instead)
oh ya, while at this, i really wanna say 97% of ppl here should juz die...yea..and no one would give any shit about it.....
while i was coughing so badly at the train station, guess wad the other ppl were doin??
standing one corner, stearing at me, mummering, laughing, making jokes outta me.....=.=
hello!! i'm not coughing blood yet ya noe....
*shit! my cough is starting again.....gd thing i really got no more strength left to cough as badly as juz now.......but stillll....it feels damn uncomfortable....*
and my workplace simply sucks to the core....no matter wad, i can't take MC, cuz on the 30th jan, they already making fuss.....
others ard, they are oso making noise...saying wad my manager she's sick but still come cover for me, wad i should be more responsible.......
yet the person saying these things can't come work today, cuz she's sick (but actually my condition is worst than her)........
sigh~
her side can find ppl to take over...so ofcuz can rest....
my side, unless i faint and die in the shop....if not never will they allow.....
FML....almost all places i work b4 all like tat.....
do i look tat much like a robot????
imagine every few station i've to alight frm the train cuz i was coughing super badly?
after alighting, i'll be coughing there for few min, and when it finally stops, rest for few min, than board the next train......and reapeat everything once my cough starts....=_=
(ok...it's not tat bad...i got down at yeo chu kang, got back on...cough starts shortly after i board train...i alight at amk, where i decided to take a cab instead)
oh ya, while at this, i really wanna say 97% of ppl here should juz die...yea..and no one would give any shit about it.....
while i was coughing so badly at the train station, guess wad the other ppl were doin??
standing one corner, stearing at me, mummering, laughing, making jokes outta me.....=.=
hello!! i'm not coughing blood yet ya noe....
*shit! my cough is starting again.....gd thing i really got no more strength left to cough as badly as juz now.......but stillll....it feels damn uncomfortable....*
and my workplace simply sucks to the core....no matter wad, i can't take MC, cuz on the 30th jan, they already making fuss.....
others ard, they are oso making noise...saying wad my manager she's sick but still come cover for me, wad i should be more responsible.......
yet the person saying these things can't come work today, cuz she's sick (but actually my condition is worst than her)........
sigh~
her side can find ppl to take over...so ofcuz can rest....
my side, unless i faint and die in the shop....if not never will they allow.....
FML....almost all places i work b4 all like tat.....
do i look tat much like a robot????
goin to sleep liao!!!!!
cough till wanna die ah!!!!!! =.=
should say cough till stomach become weak liao..
now become like dun feel like eating at all....
will feel hungry, but juz dun wanna eat...
.. .. .........now my bro giving me lecture...=.=
like HELLO!!!!
ok lah....
really gotta go sleep liao....
if not will only feel more uncomfortable........
nitez~~
cough till wanna die ah!!!!!! =.=
should say cough till stomach become weak liao..
now become like dun feel like eating at all....
will feel hungry, but juz dun wanna eat...
.. .. .........now my bro giving me lecture...=.=
like HELLO!!!!
ok lah....
really gotta go sleep liao....
if not will only feel more uncomfortable........
nitez~~
pink bag (pt1) done~
was kniting a small pouch, now pt1 done~~
so pt2 is to sew it up..
pt3 is to do the edge thingy for it's flap thingy & sew button on~~
pt4 is it's sling~~~ ^^
and once i'm feeling better, i shall continue the baby blanket!!
(cuz i scared the bug/virus will stay on the blanket, than not gd for the baby who'll be using it)
so ya...
so pt2 is to sew it up..
pt3 is to do the edge thingy for it's flap thingy & sew button on~~
pt4 is it's sling~~~ ^^
and once i'm feeling better, i shall continue the baby blanket!!
(cuz i scared the bug/virus will stay on the blanket, than not gd for the baby who'll be using it)
so ya...
Saturday, February 5, 2011
"goin silent, goin cold...
lost in thoughts, wif nowhere to go.....
slipping sands, ticking time....
my feelings for u have been made known...
if it's juz me, i can't take wad's said back...
only hope it'll fade along wif the passing time...
but still, a small corner of my heart, i hope u feel the same as i do for u......."
posted this on fb.....hoping he'll somehow read this....
and juz in case he read it, but cant catch it's meaning....
i added
"i'll wait for ur answer..
be it gd or bad, hope u let me noe....
so tat i could adjust my feelings..
so as to not trouble anyone..."
actually tot i would be complaining non-stop here.......
but i'm very speechless somehow...
it's like i've got nothing to say, or rather, i dun wish to say anything...
juz wanna be left alone.....
sent my last S.O.S to my lao san....but she cant come...
wonder will i return back to normal when i wake up tml morning?
or will it be another long frightening silent period for my other frens...........
lost in thoughts, wif nowhere to go.....
slipping sands, ticking time....
my feelings for u have been made known...
if it's juz me, i can't take wad's said back...
only hope it'll fade along wif the passing time...
but still, a small corner of my heart, i hope u feel the same as i do for u......."
posted this on fb.....hoping he'll somehow read this....
and juz in case he read it, but cant catch it's meaning....
i added
"i'll wait for ur answer..
be it gd or bad, hope u let me noe....
so tat i could adjust my feelings..
so as to not trouble anyone..."
actually tot i would be complaining non-stop here.......
but i'm very speechless somehow...
it's like i've got nothing to say, or rather, i dun wish to say anything...
juz wanna be left alone.....
sent my last S.O.S to my lao san....but she cant come...
wonder will i return back to normal when i wake up tml morning?
or will it be another long frightening silent period for my other frens...........
damn random confession.....frm me...=.=
damn..
think tat's the end for me.....
i bloody hell confess to the guy i like over fb chat!!! (fail TTM lah)
and the reply i got was "eh?" and "..........."
soooooooooo..........think tat was a "but i dun like u leh" but dunno how to put into words.......
guess he really treats everyone juz as gd as he treats me.........
... ......... .........
it's gonna hurt...(actually my heart already hurts like hell now already)
but i gotta get over........in order to remain as frens.........i gotta get over......
think tat's the end for me.....
i bloody hell confess to the guy i like over fb chat!!! (fail TTM lah)
and the reply i got was "eh?" and "..........."
soooooooooo..........think tat was a "but i dun like u leh" but dunno how to put into words.......
guess he really treats everyone juz as gd as he treats me.........
... ......... .........
it's gonna hurt...(actually my heart already hurts like hell now already)
but i gotta get over........in order to remain as frens.........i gotta get over......
=((((((((
ok...
even i dun believe it myself...
but i'm freaking crying now.....=.=
manage to catch him online on fb chat...
than i ask him he's back at sg or wad??
than he say cannot come back sg already, cuz ICA cancled his student pass........-.-
and dunno y..........tears juz fall........
i failed.....
watashi baka desu......
even i dun believe it myself...
but i'm freaking crying now.....=.=
manage to catch him online on fb chat...
than i ask him he's back at sg or wad??
than he say cannot come back sg already, cuz ICA cancled his student pass........-.-
and dunno y..........tears juz fall........
i failed.....
watashi baka desu......
found~ (safe~~)
found my inhalent this morning!!!!
meaning.. ....i wont die at my workplace today~~~
but still....i'm already at the shop........ ....
= wont get to go airport.............
sigh~
now see him oso cannot talk...cuz my sore throat got sooooo bad.......my voice is hardly coming out!!!! =.=
i shall try not to talk, unless 120% have to.......
meaning.. ....i wont die at my workplace today~~~
but still....i'm already at the shop........ ....
= wont get to go airport.............
sigh~
now see him oso cannot talk...cuz my sore throat got sooooo bad.......my voice is hardly coming out!!!! =.=
i shall try not to talk, unless 120% have to.......
waiting waiting
waiting for him to tell me he like me seems soooo hard
but everytime i meet up wif him....the happiness comes soooo naturally till it dun matter...
than when we part ways and go back home.......i feel like an idiot...-.-
are we juz frens, or something more??
sigh~
guess i'm the real baka, not him...............
may he's wad i 1st tot he is, being juz as gd to EVERY fren of his....
damn it!
hate it when i'm not feeling well for long.....my brain starts to think in some weird logic......=.=
better go bed NOW!!!
inhalent wise...if cannot find, than go buy 1 !!!!!
lack of O2 makes brain function weirdly as well.........
but everytime i meet up wif him....the happiness comes soooo naturally till it dun matter...
than when we part ways and go back home.......i feel like an idiot...-.-
are we juz frens, or something more??
sigh~
guess i'm the real baka, not him...............
may he's wad i 1st tot he is, being juz as gd to EVERY fren of his....
damn it!
hate it when i'm not feeling well for long.....my brain starts to think in some weird logic......=.=
better go bed NOW!!!
inhalent wise...if cannot find, than go buy 1 !!!!!
lack of O2 makes brain function weirdly as well.........
die!!!!
CANT FIND MY INHALENT!!!!!!!!!!!!
later in the morning i'll try to look for it again..
but if still cannot find.. .. ....than i'll die at workplace later liao...............
later in the morning i'll try to look for it again..
but if still cannot find.. .. ....than i'll die at workplace later liao...............
Friday, February 4, 2011
home~~~~ at last!!!
omg!!!
guess who i bump into at the steamboat place??
MY Boss!!!! (tat bimbo..)
and spring by the river was damn bring as well...=.=
tonnes of ppl, nothing much to see......
and juz checked online...
think he flight will be arriving ard 15:05 tml.......
(...it's like i noe i cant go fatch him...dun even noe y i go check the timing oso.....)
sigh.......... ... ........
y do i miss him when he like dun even miss me!???
me baka!!
guess who i bump into at the steamboat place??
MY Boss!!!! (tat bimbo..)
and spring by the river was damn bring as well...=.=
tonnes of ppl, nothing much to see......
and juz checked online...
think he flight will be arriving ard 15:05 tml.......
(...it's like i noe i cant go fatch him...dun even noe y i go check the timing oso.....)
sigh.......... ... ........
y do i miss him when he like dun even miss me!???
me baka!!
cont. .....
leaving my house in few min...
shall blog about how wuhan steamboat is later tonite when i come back....
and oso the 'chun dao he pan' (spring by the river) walk after the steamboat dinner....
shall blog about how wuhan steamboat is later tonite when i come back....
and oso the 'chun dao he pan' (spring by the river) walk after the steamboat dinner....
goin out *again* =.=
yes!!! again!!!!! =.=""""""
sigh~
damn bored + constantly goin out & comin back, rest for short while, out again + nothing to do when outside = SIANZZZZZZZZ zzzzzzz..........
dunno he got miss me while he's there not..o.O
hmmmmmmm.......
nvm....think most likely answer is no!!
humph!!
sigh~
damn bored + constantly goin out & comin back, rest for short while, out again + nothing to do when outside = SIANZZZZZZZZ zzzzzzz..........
dunno he got miss me while he's there not..o.O
hmmmmmmm.......
nvm....think most likely answer is no!!
humph!!
dizzy dizzy dizzy.....
end up never meet lao san for breakfast...cuz she say meet me 10:10 instead..but i've got other plans for the rest of the day...so 10:10 is abit too late already....=.=
than cuz waiting to go meet her, my mom and bro all diaoz when noe timing change to so late.....
ate at northpoint instead.....
and juz now went cousin house, chill for few hours, went cwp's coldstorage to buy stuff...
my mom's side ok lah~
my bro wanna get something frm another Q line de....and up tat china gal close counter W/O prior notice!!! -.-
oh ya...talk about cwp... .. ....
went wash room 1st (and my mom went coldstorage)...when i came out, near homefix tat side, got a group china guy BLOCK MY WAY!!!!!!!!
gu yi dun let me pass.....=.=
give them a stare~
than they make way liao......
it's like i got wear tank top inside my shirt, got wear legging inside my skirt......if they wanna find trouble by disturbing me, by all means bring it on!
so the stare is juz a warning...
bloody hell china ppl come here earn our $$, still wanna disturb local gals ah??
pick the wrong gal to bully liao lor...
than cuz waiting to go meet her, my mom and bro all diaoz when noe timing change to so late.....
ate at northpoint instead.....
and juz now went cousin house, chill for few hours, went cwp's coldstorage to buy stuff...
my mom's side ok lah~
my bro wanna get something frm another Q line de....and up tat china gal close counter W/O prior notice!!! -.-
oh ya...talk about cwp... .. ....
went wash room 1st (and my mom went coldstorage)...when i came out, near homefix tat side, got a group china guy BLOCK MY WAY!!!!!!!!
gu yi dun let me pass.....=.=
give them a stare~
than they make way liao......
it's like i got wear tank top inside my shirt, got wear legging inside my skirt......if they wanna find trouble by disturbing me, by all means bring it on!
so the stare is juz a warning...
bloody hell china ppl come here earn our $$, still wanna disturb local gals ah??
pick the wrong gal to bully liao lor...
morning!!!!!!!
ohayo everyone~!!!!!!
tml is the daY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i'm working......sad TTM!!!!! =(((((((((
sigh~
anyways~
goin out to meet my lao san for mac breakfast!!!!
(see, see! Mac breakfast some more....my voice gonna be sexy to the max!!!)
tml go work i'm not gonna talk (hopefully)~
i kinda wish to record my voice now and post online, let my frens listen~~ xDDD
;p
tml is the daY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i'm working......sad TTM!!!!! =(((((((((
sigh~
anyways~
goin out to meet my lao san for mac breakfast!!!!
(see, see! Mac breakfast some more....my voice gonna be sexy to the max!!!)
tml go work i'm not gonna talk (hopefully)~
i kinda wish to record my voice now and post online, let my frens listen~~ xDDD
;p
Thursday, February 3, 2011
think i'm only gonna sound more sexy for the next few days....
cuz there's like nothing other than fast food to eat during first few days of cny...
so it's gonna be more fast food = more fried food + more chicken + less veg = worst sore throat!!!
but than again~
i like to tease ppl when i sound like this~~ ;p
but than than again.........
whenever i'm happily enjoying teasing ppl, my voice will suddenly return to normal + no more sore throat = no more low sexy voice..=.=
wonder if it'll remain till i at least get to tease him once, Juz Once, b4 voice goes back to normal....o.O
cuz there's like nothing other than fast food to eat during first few days of cny...
so it's gonna be more fast food = more fried food + more chicken + less veg = worst sore throat!!!
but than again~
i like to tease ppl when i sound like this~~ ;p
but than than again.........
whenever i'm happily enjoying teasing ppl, my voice will suddenly return to normal + no more sore throat = no more low sexy voice..=.=
wonder if it'll remain till i at least get to tease him once, Juz Once, b4 voice goes back to normal....o.O
sexy~~ i'm tooooo sexy~~~ ;p
yep~
i'm wayyyy tooooo sexy this CNY~~
my voice is very sexy (due to my cough & sore throat)
and my CNY shirt.. ...^^
and today i went out wif my cat tail on!!!!!
(yes~ i celebrate viet style~~ it's year of the cat this year~~ ^^)
he'll be back the day after tml....but... ... ......
i cannot meet him!!!! =((((((
i'm wayyyy tooooo sexy this CNY~~
my voice is very sexy (due to my cough & sore throat)
and my CNY shirt.. ...^^
and today i went out wif my cat tail on!!!!!
(yes~ i celebrate viet style~~ it's year of the cat this year~~ ^^)
he'll be back the day after tml....but... ... ......
i cannot meet him!!!! =((((((
the Great World (movie)
juz came home from movie~~
it's a really worthy $10 spent!!!
the story was great, actors were very into their charactors~~
a very worthy movie to watch~~ ^^
it's a really worthy $10 spent!!!
the story was great, actors were very into their charactors~~
a very worthy movie to watch~~ ^^
1st day of cny~
MORNING!!!!!
normally ppl go house visiting during the 1st few days of CNY...
but my case, go movie, go ktv pub.. .. ......
tat's all the plan for today, REALLY!!!
and as for tml....my family plans to go for steamboat.......and tat's the plan so far for tml......if day3 of CNY no need to work, than will be goin airport, and mayb dinner @ a japanese restaurant after tat.........
but, sigh~
sat working for the WHOLE DAY!!!!!! =.=
ok...
once again~
Happy CNY everyone~!!! ^^
normally ppl go house visiting during the 1st few days of CNY...
but my case, go movie, go ktv pub.. .. ......
tat's all the plan for today, REALLY!!!
and as for tml....my family plans to go for steamboat.......and tat's the plan so far for tml......if day3 of CNY no need to work, than will be goin airport, and mayb dinner @ a japanese restaurant after tat.........
but, sigh~
sat working for the WHOLE DAY!!!!!! =.=
ok...
once again~
Happy CNY everyone~!!! ^^
Bed Time~~!!!!!!
Yes~
goin to bed already (and it's only almost 1am ON Chinese New Year!!!!)...
tat shows juz how boring the nite is....
sigh~
and yea~
my dad is OFFICIALLY outta my family's life!!!!
(guess all he wanted was the $..after the house is sold, he really disappeared into thin air)
gd thing oso~~
sigh~~
ang bao count so far: 1...=.=
goin to bed already (and it's only almost 1am ON Chinese New Year!!!!)...
tat shows juz how boring the nite is....
sigh~
and yea~
my dad is OFFICIALLY outta my family's life!!!!
(guess all he wanted was the $..after the house is sold, he really disappeared into thin air)
gd thing oso~~
sigh~~
ang bao count so far: 1...=.=
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
*cough cough*
starting to feel really bored and sleepy.......
this yr's cny really sucks.....-.-
nothing to do = bored to the core!!!!!!
shows on the TV now are bored like hell as well...=.=
sigh~
kinda miss hearing his voice, or juz seeing his sms oso can...
ARGH!!!!!!
i dun miss him
i dun miss him
I DUN MISS HIM!!!!!!!
... .. ......=_=
this yr's cny really sucks.....-.-
nothing to do = bored to the core!!!!!!
shows on the TV now are bored like hell as well...=.=
sigh~
kinda miss hearing his voice, or juz seeing his sms oso can...
ARGH!!!!!!
i dun miss him
i dun miss him
I DUN MISS HIM!!!!!!!
... .. ......=_=
Happy ChineseNewYear !!!!!!!!!!
countdown countdown!!!!
less than 3hour to CNY!!!!!!!!
and my phone is darn quiet...-.-
i know i anti-social....
now i can confirm it runs in my blood.......
cuz all my relatives anti my family = me anti-social..........
yay~ =.=
less than 3hour to CNY!!!!!!!!
and my phone is darn quiet...-.-
i know i anti-social....
now i can confirm it runs in my blood.......
cuz all my relatives anti my family = me anti-social..........
yay~ =.=
Liang Shan Bo Zhu Ying Tai- Gary Cao & Genie Zhou
LOL..xDDDDDDD
kinda wanna dedicate this song to tat baka-dono.....
hahahahahaha.....but dun think he'll catch the meaning behind it anyways....
soooooo~
nvm lah~~
Weeeee~~~
feeling better already~
at least fever is gone!! ^^
heheheeeee~ ^^
he should be having a great time wif his family rite now.........
simply sadddddd tat i can't go airport fetch him when he's comin back in few days time.....=((((
looking forword to tonite's 'mini' dinner thingy~~~~~~
at least fever is gone!! ^^
heheheeeee~ ^^
he should be having a great time wif his family rite now.........
simply sadddddd tat i can't go airport fetch him when he's comin back in few days time.....=((((
looking forword to tonite's 'mini' dinner thingy~~~~~~
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
fever AGAIN...-.-
ok...i've already lost count juz how many times my fever has gone and came back...
but tonite.....it's a high fever.........my face slightly pinkish...ear loop numbed...neck itchy.....=.=
guess they happy now liao lor...like almost everywhere i work....i'm not being regarded as a human...Humans/People fall sick, regardless how strong u think he/she is......and somehow...i'm NOT allowed to fall sick........
(gonna upload photo of how i look now....cuz the lights made my hair colour not obvious)
i look soooo much fairer and and wif a pinkish glow...-.-
thinkn nthe only time i can look sick is when my face actually turned green......(which happened b4)
but tonite.....it's a high fever.........my face slightly pinkish...ear loop numbed...neck itchy.....=.=
guess they happy now liao lor...like almost everywhere i work....i'm not being regarded as a human...Humans/People fall sick, regardless how strong u think he/she is......and somehow...i'm NOT allowed to fall sick........
(gonna upload photo of how i look now....cuz the lights made my hair colour not obvious)
i look soooo much fairer and and wif a pinkish glow...-.-
thinkn nthe only time i can look sick is when my face actually turned green......(which happened b4)
freezing!!!!!!!
omg...
think it might be raining AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm freezing once again @ my workplace....(sadly, i cannot request for the shopping center's air-con to change it's temp...)
... ...cannot imagine if i go other countries, during their winter season... .. ......most likely i'll freez over~
.. .. ...... =.=
think it might be raining AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm freezing once again @ my workplace....(sadly, i cannot request for the shopping center's air-con to change it's temp...)
... ...cannot imagine if i go other countries, during their winter season... .. ......most likely i'll freez over~
.. .. ...... =.=
sigh~
think i really got conned!!
my current job (retail line), got no bonus, no commission, when i work on a public holiday, they give neither double pay, nor count as double hours (= give u back 1 more offday)...
and when i have urgent matter last min, i still have to work..
manager last min have something urgent, i have to cover for her, despite it being my offday...-.-
my current job (retail line), got no bonus, no commission, when i work on a public holiday, they give neither double pay, nor count as double hours (= give u back 1 more offday)...
and when i have urgent matter last min, i still have to work..
manager last min have something urgent, i have to cover for her, despite it being my offday...-.-
1st Feb!!!!!
YAY!!!!
finally another month has passed~~
it's feb now!!!!
\m/
here's a little sneak preview on my new hair colour~
(yes, as in juz a tiny tip of my hair~ ;p)
the whole look shall be revealed after he has seen it LIVE~!!
Muahahahahahhahhaha..xDDDDD
gd nite~!!!
i'm goin to bed now~~
looking forward to chinese new year's 2days of rest!!!!!!!!!
wondering wad's he doin rite now......
*cough cough*
NITE~~ ^^
looking forward to chinese new year's 2days of rest!!!!!!!!!
wondering wad's he doin rite now......
*cough cough*
NITE~~ ^^
Monday, January 31, 2011
WoW~!!!
OMG!!!!!
juz checked my blog and i've suddenly got like ard 14 view!!!
many thx to those who had dropped by my hunble (and full of singlish + poor spelling) blog~~
thx for reading all those post of mine~~
am really happy there are at least some people out there who are willing to at least read wad i'm feeling~~ ^^
thx again~~!! XD
juz checked my blog and i've suddenly got like ard 14 view!!!
many thx to those who had dropped by my hunble (and full of singlish + poor spelling) blog~~
thx for reading all those post of mine~~
am really happy there are at least some people out there who are willing to at least read wad i'm feeling~~ ^^
thx again~~!! XD
i wan him to come back soon!!!!!!
wanna show him my new hair colour!!!!!!!
but still gotta wait....the day he's coming back, i'm working = not free to meet him..
my nearest offday after he's back is on the 10th = saddddd...=((((
unless he's kind enough to go suprise me at my workplace... ... ...
but........ wont have my hopes too high on tat...(he's most like gonna be busy wif sch stuff...)
sigh....
i dun miss him
i dun miss him
I DUN MISS HIM!!!!!
ok~~
wanna show him my new hair colour!!!!!!!
but still gotta wait....the day he's coming back, i'm working = not free to meet him..
my nearest offday after he's back is on the 10th = saddddd...=((((
unless he's kind enough to go suprise me at my workplace... ... ...
but........ wont have my hopes too high on tat...(he's most like gonna be busy wif sch stuff...)
sigh....
i dun miss him
i dun miss him
I DUN MISS HIM!!!!!
ok~~
it feels kinda odd not seeing him active on fb.....
guess it's really hard to access to internet there....
dying my hair rite now...(since my fever has gone down, shall get it over and done wif b4 fever decides to come back again)....
hmmmmmmm.......but i forgot when is it tat i put the dye on.....but it should be at least 30min by now....
think it's safe to wash it off already~~
weeee~~~~
guess it's really hard to access to internet there....
dying my hair rite now...(since my fever has gone down, shall get it over and done wif b4 fever decides to come back again)....
hmmmmmmm.......but i forgot when is it tat i put the dye on.....but it should be at least 30min by now....
think it's safe to wash it off already~~
weeee~~~~
NOOOOoooooooo~~~~~~
ok..
juz found out tat i can't drink cold drinks as well....
it triggers my gastric....
(which means ice creams are a NO NO as well)
damn~
gotta stay away frm lots of food till my stomach gets better...-.-
juz found out tat i can't drink cold drinks as well....
it triggers my gastric....
(which means ice creams are a NO NO as well)
damn~
gotta stay away frm lots of food till my stomach gets better...-.-
diaoz....
win liao...
actually say this yr's dinner as usual, eat wif my aunt family...
end up now say they made reservation already....wif my family excluded.....-.-
dunno wad's up wif their family and my family........
those issues of the previous generation....i dun even wanna noe.......
juz hope those problem they have wont affect me....
actually say this yr's dinner as usual, eat wif my aunt family...
end up now say they made reservation already....wif my family excluded.....-.-
dunno wad's up wif their family and my family........
those issues of the previous generation....i dun even wanna noe.......
juz hope those problem they have wont affect me....
-.-
my bro damn idiot lor........
use my com go watch porn, find gals.....
than took my hard disk and watch my anime in there...(reason given is tat he's bored)
and say i disgusting....cuz i watch yaoi anime...-.-""""
like wth!!!
use my com go watch porn, find gals.....
than took my hard disk and watch my anime in there...(reason given is tat he's bored)
and say i disgusting....cuz i watch yaoi anime...-.-""""
like wth!!!
BROTH @ DUXTON HILL!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!
saw this bar/cafe thingy located at Duxton hill~
the food there looks nice~~~ ^^
wanna go there try one day!!!!!!
saw this bar/cafe thingy located at Duxton hill~
the food there looks nice~~~ ^^
wanna go there try one day!!!!!!
Sunday, January 30, 2011
fever *again* -.-
yes.....sad.....
was feeling abit better juz now, but suddenly got bad headache....and my fever is back again...-.-
so i'm gonna sleep early today...
think by not feeling well, i could not miss him at all, or miss him even more...(i tend to like to annoy ppl when not feeling well, the more unwell i'm feeling, the more i annoy)...
sooooooo....hope i dun get any worst than now...................
was feeling abit better juz now, but suddenly got bad headache....and my fever is back again...-.-
so i'm gonna sleep early today...
think by not feeling well, i could not miss him at all, or miss him even more...(i tend to like to annoy ppl when not feeling well, the more unwell i'm feeling, the more i annoy)...
sooooooo....hope i dun get any worst than now...................
went to see chinese doc juz now.....
gd new is....it's not serious.....
bad news is.. .. .......my stomach is weak...due to improper meal times....
and the reason for my gastric to be acting up these days is the rain.....and likely the cold aircon at my work place too.....
for this kinda issue, lucky i didn't go to a regular doc (wif the tablets and cough syrup etc etc)...
and my phone stil cannot be switch on...-.-
and i didn't go work today....can't be bother already......
gd new is....it's not serious.....
bad news is.. .. .......my stomach is weak...due to improper meal times....
and the reason for my gastric to be acting up these days is the rain.....and likely the cold aircon at my work place too.....
for this kinda issue, lucky i didn't go to a regular doc (wif the tablets and cough syrup etc etc)...
and my phone stil cannot be switch on...-.-
and i didn't go work today....can't be bother already......
countdown
in less then 2hour (i think,cuz think his flight is ard 4pm or so), he's flying off to viet.......
sigh........
now gastric still haven't go away....ear block......and somehow keep smelling gas (like zippo gas) in the room.....-.-
sigh........
now gastric still haven't go away....ear block......and somehow keep smelling gas (like zippo gas) in the room.....-.-
phone died.... ...
it's not uncommon for my phone to auto shutdown....
but this time round....I CAN'T ON IT BACK!!!!!!
think it died (after many years of abuse by me).....
but than again....mayb i should try removing everything, leave it there to air for some time, than try again....
cuz it was in my front pocket last nite while i soaked in the rain..........-.-
mayb tat's the reason (tat must be)....
it better be, it not i gotta change phone....very ex, very troublesome.....i dun wan~~~~
=((((((
but this time round....I CAN'T ON IT BACK!!!!!!
think it died (after many years of abuse by me).....
but than again....mayb i should try removing everything, leave it there to air for some time, than try again....
cuz it was in my front pocket last nite while i soaked in the rain..........-.-
mayb tat's the reason (tat must be)....
it better be, it not i gotta change phone....very ex, very troublesome.....i dun wan~~~~
=((((((
~roll roll roll in pain~
~on my freaking bed~
gastric not getting any better!!!!!!!
wait till i can leave my bed to go see doc think by than i auto recover already...-.-
manager sms me juz now to remind me to go work *again*....
and jac (the person working opp my shop, who is helping me look after the shop now) called and ask where am i, wad time can i reach.....-.-
sigh~
boss refuse to hire more ppl = alot of ppl, excluding her, suffers........
~on my freaking bed~
gastric not getting any better!!!!!!!
wait till i can leave my bed to go see doc think by than i auto recover already...-.-
manager sms me juz now to remind me to go work *again*....
and jac (the person working opp my shop, who is helping me look after the shop now) called and ask where am i, wad time can i reach.....-.-
sigh~
boss refuse to hire more ppl = alot of ppl, excluding her, suffers........
speechless.........
i've ben working there for more than 2mths.....and everytime i'm sick, i still go work (cuz i know they short on man power)...today really dun feel like goin, cuz there alway cold like walking fridge, than when a person is feeling really unwell, u think he/she wanna spend 12hours inside tat fridge doin nothing!?
as i said, they short on staff = 3outlet, 3 staff, i'm the sole full timer there...the other 2 last min dun come, she cant do anything, i wanna take MC, she rejects.......and those part time gets juz $100 lesser than me!!
some number of offdays, working 1hour less than me.... ... ...-.-
F*** it lah!
i shall take my time in goin to see doc and stuff.........
i'm juz getting paid 1.1k per mth....
expect me to do the workload of someone getting 1.5k and above??
dream on
as i said, they short on staff = 3outlet, 3 staff, i'm the sole full timer there...the other 2 last min dun come, she cant do anything, i wanna take MC, she rejects.......and those part time gets juz $100 lesser than me!!
some number of offdays, working 1hour less than me.... ... ...-.-
F*** it lah!
i shall take my time in goin to see doc and stuff.........
i'm juz getting paid 1.1k per mth....
expect me to do the workload of someone getting 1.5k and above??
dream on
.......
damn stupid....
it's like everytime almost cny time i'll get sick....
in the past tot it's becuz i ate too much cny snacks, tat's y sick...
but this yr i haven't eaten any of those thing, i'm still sick (same old thingy, cough, fever, gastric..-.-)........
sigh~~
i guess it's not the food tat i ate, mayb it's the weather which is making me unwell (but i didn't know weather can trigger gastric..o.O)......
sms manager i can't work today, goin doc later................and 100% doc's gonna wanna give me cough syrup!! I DUN WAN......=(((((((
if gastric gets better by1430h, might be goin airport.....to send tat baka off~~
but MIGHT only......cuz other than gastric, think i'm down wif flu as well.....and i dun wanna pass the bug/virus to him............
think tat's all for now......shall blog about wad the doc say later after i've seen one........
it's like everytime almost cny time i'll get sick....
in the past tot it's becuz i ate too much cny snacks, tat's y sick...
but this yr i haven't eaten any of those thing, i'm still sick (same old thingy, cough, fever, gastric..-.-)........
sigh~~
i guess it's not the food tat i ate, mayb it's the weather which is making me unwell (but i didn't know weather can trigger gastric..o.O)......
sms manager i can't work today, goin doc later................and 100% doc's gonna wanna give me cough syrup!! I DUN WAN......=(((((((
if gastric gets better by1430h, might be goin airport.....to send tat baka off~~
but MIGHT only......cuz other than gastric, think i'm down wif flu as well.....and i dun wanna pass the bug/virus to him............
think tat's all for now......shall blog about wad the doc say later after i've seen one........
Saturday, January 29, 2011
sadddddd
ok.......my boss dun allow me to take leave, or have my offday, on the 5th feb!!!!!!
=(
and my offday sucks TTM!!!!!!
parco is closed on the 3rd and 4th, and she go put my one of my offday on the 4th.....-_-
than it's 10th (thur), 16th (wed), 19th (sat), 22nd (tue), and 25th (fri)..... .. ....=.=
speechless liao lor.......
=(
and my offday sucks TTM!!!!!!
parco is closed on the 3rd and 4th, and she go put my one of my offday on the 4th.....-_-
than it's 10th (thur), 16th (wed), 19th (sat), 22nd (tue), and 25th (fri)..... .. ....=.=
speechless liao lor.......
bored!!! and sick...-.-
yay!
confirm sick liao lah!!
coughing alot, tired, no appitite, wanna sleep, feel cold easily... .. ......
and i haven't even eaten any CNY snacks yet lor (like ba kwa, pineapple tarts, sambal prawn spring roll, etc etc....)
mom dun intend to get ba kwa this year (cuz damn ex lor)...pineapple tarts, dunno she getting or not....the tiny spring roll thingy have already....but i haven't eat yet.....-.-
nvm~
wait till he come back frm viet, will have lotus seed liao~~
heard it's very nice (but super sweet as well)......
. .. ..........noticed i'm missing him already!!!!!?!
need more distraction!!
*watch more anime, play more games, knit more!!*
confirm sick liao lah!!
coughing alot, tired, no appitite, wanna sleep, feel cold easily... .. ......
and i haven't even eaten any CNY snacks yet lor (like ba kwa, pineapple tarts, sambal prawn spring roll, etc etc....)
mom dun intend to get ba kwa this year (cuz damn ex lor)...pineapple tarts, dunno she getting or not....the tiny spring roll thingy have already....but i haven't eat yet.....-.-
nvm~
wait till he come back frm viet, will have lotus seed liao~~
heard it's very nice (but super sweet as well)......
. .. ..........noticed i'm missing him already!!!!!?!
need more distraction!!
*watch more anime, play more games, knit more!!*
didn't manage to nap...
but did stone for quite awhile though~ ;p
anyway, about fri's outting....result so far is.. .. .....dun think we got any closer (mayb if have, juz a super tiny bit closer bah)...
he won't let me feed him the salmon while we're @ ichiban sushi!!! *sadddd*
(even though it was something i kinda wanted to do randomly, for fun..but i would be cute if he would juz go wif the flow and say 'ahhh' instead lor.....) (but his reaction was kinda cute as well...so.. .. .....i guess it was ok~)
oh ya....tagged along to meet his frens....and while at the party, i was kinda happy when we were sitting at the sofa, instead of the chair....(cuz sitting alot closer mah ;p) and i was kinda tempted to actually rest my head on his shoulder.......but keep telling myself CANNOT!!!!!
i dun wan later he dun like than.. .. ........... .............diaoz..-.-
sigh~
sigh~~
tml afternoon he flying off to viet for CNY............only coming back on the 5th feb.....like soooo long lor.....and i wanted to go send him, but boss dun allow me to take leave for tml....
but he like dun wan ppl go send him oso....say wad not as if he goin there for very long, no need to send.......-.-
SLOW!!!!!!!!
think i got nothing better to do than wanna go send him for fun is it.....*humph*...
ppl miss him wanna go see him for tat extra few more hours cannot is it??
when he's there it's diff frm when he's here noe....i miss him can call/sms him.....but when he's there, he's not reachable!!!!!!
i'm like seriously not my usual self when things involve him lor.....i suddenly become a stupid person.........-.-
but regardless wadeva, i'm still happy, juz by being wif him makes me so...
in the end......guess i'm more baka than he is...
but did stone for quite awhile though~ ;p
anyway, about fri's outting....result so far is.. .. .....dun think we got any closer (mayb if have, juz a super tiny bit closer bah)...
he won't let me feed him the salmon while we're @ ichiban sushi!!! *sadddd*
(even though it was something i kinda wanted to do randomly, for fun..but i would be cute if he would juz go wif the flow and say 'ahhh' instead lor.....) (but his reaction was kinda cute as well...so.. .. .....i guess it was ok~)
oh ya....tagged along to meet his frens....and while at the party, i was kinda happy when we were sitting at the sofa, instead of the chair....(cuz sitting alot closer mah ;p) and i was kinda tempted to actually rest my head on his shoulder.......but keep telling myself CANNOT!!!!!
i dun wan later he dun like than.. .. ........... .............diaoz..-.-
sigh~
sigh~~
tml afternoon he flying off to viet for CNY............only coming back on the 5th feb.....like soooo long lor.....and i wanted to go send him, but boss dun allow me to take leave for tml....
but he like dun wan ppl go send him oso....say wad not as if he goin there for very long, no need to send.......-.-
SLOW!!!!!!!!
think i got nothing better to do than wanna go send him for fun is it.....*humph*...
ppl miss him wanna go see him for tat extra few more hours cannot is it??
when he's there it's diff frm when he's here noe....i miss him can call/sms him.....but when he's there, he's not reachable!!!!!!
i'm like seriously not my usual self when things involve him lor.....i suddenly become a stupid person.........-.-
but regardless wadeva, i'm still happy, juz by being wif him makes me so...
in the end......guess i'm more baka than he is...
-.-
argh!!!!!
can't focus on ANYTHING at all.........
ha been feeling light headed eversince i woke up this morning......
mayb cuz it's tat time of the mth + not having enough sleep.....(cant sleep well due to my mom's snoring, and her alarm, etc etc....juz imagine i slept ard 1am - 2am ++...woke up at least 3-4 times really waking up cuz my alarm went off.....
think i might nap abit b4 posting more on yesterday thingy..........
seriously dozzing off now liao lor....
can't focus on ANYTHING at all.........
ha been feeling light headed eversince i woke up this morning......
mayb cuz it's tat time of the mth + not having enough sleep.....(cant sleep well due to my mom's snoring, and her alarm, etc etc....juz imagine i slept ard 1am - 2am ++...woke up at least 3-4 times really waking up cuz my alarm went off.....
think i might nap abit b4 posting more on yesterday thingy..........
seriously dozzing off now liao lor....
oh ya...
forgot to add something....
he paid for the Ichiban Sushi lunch juz now (which is quite ex), and i'm kinda feeling quite bad rite now.....think this mth meet me, than the money spent on food, kind made him overspent A WHOLE LOT!!!!!
than rite now i can't help much cuz i oso kinda low on $$ (after clear this, clear tat, return mom $$, left not much liao).......
and oso most times we meet is like we go eat gd food and enjoy de lor.....which oso means tat we're spending quite alot on juz food only....
think next time meet up, cannot always pamper ourselves so much liao...restruant go once or twicw per mth is more than enough..the rest of the times, try to psycho him go eat cheap fastfood, or food court....cannot let him always overspend like tat....
ok lah....wanna go bed liao~
nites~!!
he paid for the Ichiban Sushi lunch juz now (which is quite ex), and i'm kinda feeling quite bad rite now.....think this mth meet me, than the money spent on food, kind made him overspent A WHOLE LOT!!!!!
than rite now i can't help much cuz i oso kinda low on $$ (after clear this, clear tat, return mom $$, left not much liao).......
and oso most times we meet is like we go eat gd food and enjoy de lor.....which oso means tat we're spending quite alot on juz food only....
think next time meet up, cannot always pamper ourselves so much liao...restruant go once or twicw per mth is more than enough..the rest of the times, try to psycho him go eat cheap fastfood, or food court....cannot let him always overspend like tat....
ok lah....wanna go bed liao~
nites~!!
tired~~~~~
met up wif him juz now...ate @ Ichiban sushi, plaza sing..
hmmm....
the rest shall cont later...
feet hurting like no words can describe...
lappy need to charge (cuz dunno y i left it to charge b4 i left, but when my mom got home, the plug isn't plugged in)
hmmm....
the rest shall cont later...
feet hurting like no words can describe...
lappy need to charge (cuz dunno y i left it to charge b4 i left, but when my mom got home, the plug isn't plugged in)
Friday, January 28, 2011
^^
meeting him 1130 @ dhoby instead~~ (cuz he's still having sushi cravings ;p)
so..ya, leaving my house in few min time..moved the timing forward cuz he meeting another group of frens later in the evening...tot of tagging along....but.. . . ....... nvm lah~
cant always stick to him like a gule, can i?
heheheeeee...shall blog again later when i reach home~~ ;p
^^
so..ya, leaving my house in few min time..moved the timing forward cuz he meeting another group of frens later in the evening...tot of tagging along....but.. . . ....... nvm lah~
cant always stick to him like a gule, can i?
heheheeeee...shall blog again later when i reach home~~ ;p
^^
nite~~
yay!
juz came out frm shower~~ fresh!!
but dunno y having stupid headache now....-.-
soooooo....i'm off to bed le~
so not used to sleeping so early when i dun have to wake early for work...(normally i''ll be playing my fb games till ard 3-4am than sleep)...
heheheee....gonna be wearing my contact lense later..;p
but dunno wad to wear.....*frown*
juz wear the usual stuff bah~ if not mayb gonna feel abit weird if i suddenly dress differently...o.O
Nites~~
juz came out frm shower~~ fresh!!
but dunno y having stupid headache now....-.-
soooooo....i'm off to bed le~
so not used to sleeping so early when i dun have to wake early for work...(normally i''ll be playing my fb games till ard 3-4am than sleep)...
heheheee....gonna be wearing my contact lense later..;p
but dunno wad to wear.....*frown*
juz wear the usual stuff bah~ if not mayb gonna feel abit weird if i suddenly dress differently...o.O
Nites~~
Thursday, January 27, 2011
SALMON!!!!!!!!!
arghhhhh!!!!!
watching tv wif mom and i'm having cravings for Raw Salmon!!!!!!!!
cuz saw 2 chief dude on Okto making salmon & avocado salad~~
omg omg....
and and....on the 3rd day of cny (5th feb) blake's comin back~~
heheheeeeee...hope he dun have much plans on after he arrived~~;p
wanna spend the day wif him if he's avail~ ^^
(he haven't even fly and i'm talking like he's been away for some time liao...lol)
anyways~ meeting him tml~~~
after which have to wait till 5th liao...=(
watching tv wif mom and i'm having cravings for Raw Salmon!!!!!!!!
cuz saw 2 chief dude on Okto making salmon & avocado salad~~
omg omg....
and and....on the 3rd day of cny (5th feb) blake's comin back~~
heheheeeeee...hope he dun have much plans on after he arrived~~;p
wanna spend the day wif him if he's avail~ ^^
(he haven't even fly and i'm talking like he's been away for some time liao...lol)
anyways~ meeting him tml~~~
after which have to wait till 5th liao...=(
bored bored bored BORED!!!!!!!
sigh~
wondering where can get white cargo pants here in sg.....(it's been very long since i last went shopping for clothes, and cargo pant were NEVER in my list)....need them by march...for cosplay event.....and i oso need long white tranchcoat.....and a red tie as well......-.-
oh ya....and a wooden sword too (long, brown, and slightly curved, like a katana).....
hope can get all those by feb..........
sigh~
wondering where can get white cargo pants here in sg.....(it's been very long since i last went shopping for clothes, and cargo pant were NEVER in my list)....need them by march...for cosplay event.....and i oso need long white tranchcoat.....and a red tie as well......-.-
oh ya....and a wooden sword too (long, brown, and slightly curved, like a katana).....
hope can get all those by feb..........
changed plans (again)...
bought Burgundy instead of the Beige pink....
cuz after much consideration....... .........juz dun think the beige pink would look nice....
and i'm still gonna dye my hair on 31st or 1st feb, cuz need to give hair some time to rest, adn the beach need to settle down as well~
cant wait~~
(oh ya, another reason is cuz Burgundy looks more red then the other, and so i dun have to wear anything red on me for my reunion dinner~~ =p)
bought Burgundy instead of the Beige pink....
cuz after much consideration....... .........juz dun think the beige pink would look nice....
and i'm still gonna dye my hair on 31st or 1st feb, cuz need to give hair some time to rest, adn the beach need to settle down as well~
cant wait~~
(oh ya, another reason is cuz Burgundy looks more red then the other, and so i dun have to wear anything red on me for my reunion dinner~~ =p)
final decision~
ok..since i like my hair as it is now....
i'm gonna colour over onnly on 31st jan, or 1st feb....(2nd will be tooo busy to dye my hair...cuz gotta work till 3pm, after which, think gotta go my cousin house help out wif the dinner preperation thingy.....
soooo...yay~
yanki for few more days......juz too bad i'm gonna meet him like this...
hmmmm....but think it's ok lah~
he'll get to see my new colour when he comes back sg~~
sooo....no photo's gonna be up till he comes back..;p
xDDDDDDDD
^^
i'm gonna colour over onnly on 31st jan, or 1st feb....(2nd will be tooo busy to dye my hair...cuz gotta work till 3pm, after which, think gotta go my cousin house help out wif the dinner preperation thingy.....
soooo...yay~
yanki for few more days......juz too bad i'm gonna meet him like this...
hmmmm....but think it's ok lah~
he'll get to see my new colour when he comes back sg~~
sooo....no photo's gonna be up till he comes back..;p
xDDDDDDDD
^^
OMG!!!!
(pic wif black hair is b4 pic, the other one is the aafter pic, which i wad i look like now)
ok...i have a HUGE issue now....and the issue is.. .. .....i kinda like the result of my bleaching...;p
it's quite yanki-like, abit not decent looking (and yes~ i noe it sounds wrong)..
and i look MORE like a gangsta~ wif my hair looking like this~~ xDDDDD
hmmmmmm...after washing off the bleach thingy... .... ...
thinks the result gonns be quite alrite bah....
if say bleach, is fail TTM...
but if say highlights and lowlights and stuff... ...the outcome should be considered as ok......
see later after i wakeup wad's the outcome lor...than decided wanna add the $8.90 colour on or not......(now i look soooo ah lian~ ;p)
LOL..xDDDDDD
ok lah~
goin to bed~~
cant wait for fri to come!!!!!
dunno y i'm soooo looking forward to meeting him.....
(mayb cuz i really really like him bah)
me baka oso..
dun even noe if he likes me or not....but somehow juz cant stop myself frm liking him soo much.......
thinks the only way to stop myself is he rejects me, and tell me tt we're juz frens bah.....
dun even dare to think about it....
gd nite~ (hope he's looking forward to fri as well ;p)
thinks the result gonns be quite alrite bah....
if say bleach, is fail TTM...
but if say highlights and lowlights and stuff... ...the outcome should be considered as ok......
see later after i wakeup wad's the outcome lor...than decided wanna add the $8.90 colour on or not......(now i look soooo ah lian~ ;p)
LOL..xDDDDDD
ok lah~
goin to bed~~
cant wait for fri to come!!!!!
dunno y i'm soooo looking forward to meeting him.....
(mayb cuz i really really like him bah)
me baka oso..
dun even noe if he likes me or not....but somehow juz cant stop myself frm liking him soo much.......
thinks the only way to stop myself is he rejects me, and tell me tt we're juz frens bah.....
dun even dare to think about it....
gd nite~ (hope he's looking forward to fri as well ;p)
fail.......
.......bleaching fail!!!!!
the top part bleach ok...the back of my head still black....-.-
time for my part2 of hair colour makeover later tonite......
hope the end result by then turns out ok...
dun wan surprise become shock lor...o.O
the top part bleach ok...the back of my head still black....-.-
time for my part2 of hair colour makeover later tonite......
hope the end result by then turns out ok...
dun wan surprise become shock lor...o.O
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
yay~
bought EX-bleach to bleach my hair later tonite~~
and tml nite will be dying the colour~~
decided on beige pink (or something like tat)~ ^^
bleach: $9.60 + colour: $8.90 = under $20!!!!!
(but hope the result is ok.....;p)
and tml nite will be dying the colour~~
decided on beige pink (or something like tat)~ ^^
bleach: $9.60 + colour: $8.90 = under $20!!!!!
(but hope the result is ok.....;p)
*brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*
think it might be pouring heavily again...
cuz i'm suddenly freezzing here at my workplace......-.-
brrrrbrrrrrbrrrrrrrrrr.....
still dunno was colour to dye my hair......
but either way, i'm still gonna bleach 1st....if die die cannot find a colour i like...than.. ... ....stick wif wadeva shades of blonde i get after bleaching lor~~
(and i'll end up looking even more scarier than now) -.-""
cuz i'm suddenly freezzing here at my workplace......-.-
brrrrbrrrrrbrrrrrrrrrr.....
still dunno was colour to dye my hair......
but either way, i'm still gonna bleach 1st....if die die cannot find a colour i like...than.. ... ....stick wif wadeva shades of blonde i get after bleaching lor~~
(and i'll end up looking even more scarier than now) -.-""
sick!!!!! -.-
woke up super early in the morning, b4 it's even 7am, by my mom's alarm...-.-
and shortly after i woke up, i started sneezzing NONSTOP!!!!!!
and think other than the normal flu, i'm oso having stomach flu at the same time....... .....
sigh.....Ganbatte!!!
today work, tml work, FRI OFF!!!!!!!!!
a day to look forward to~~ ;p
and shortly after i woke up, i started sneezzing NONSTOP!!!!!!
and think other than the normal flu, i'm oso having stomach flu at the same time....... .....
sigh.....Ganbatte!!!
today work, tml work, FRI OFF!!!!!!!!!
a day to look forward to~~ ;p
goin to bed soon~~ (after i taken a shower 1st)
and i have to go get a set of new clothes for cny....already seen a top at cotton on, $29.95...my mom wants me to get a pair of shoes as well......but.. .. ...like very hard to find shoes which i like here in sg...><
got NEW ROCK boots, but tooo ex.......
got shoes at KIYO, $89.90......-.-
maybe get shoes frm rubi or cotton on bah...........-.-
and i have to go get a set of new clothes for cny....already seen a top at cotton on, $29.95...my mom wants me to get a pair of shoes as well......but.. .. ...like very hard to find shoes which i like here in sg...><
got NEW ROCK boots, but tooo ex.......
got shoes at KIYO, $89.90......-.-
maybe get shoes frm rubi or cotton on bah...........-.-
lol
juz tried the fb app 'who will be your valentine for 2011'
and guess whoes name turned up~~
;p
LOL..xDDDDDD
and i'm back in a gd mood already!!
cuz he's not mad/angry at me~~ ^^
and guess whoes name turned up~~
;p
LOL..xDDDDDD
and i'm back in a gd mood already!!
cuz he's not mad/angry at me~~ ^^
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
i feel like telling him 'sorry'.....
but it would be weird for me to do so if he's not mad at me, cuz mayb he like totally dun like me now?? o.O
and another thing is tat i'm really REALLY not gd at saying sorry.......
this really sucks to the core lah!!!!! :(
ouch ouch!!
and for some reason my leg hurts...and my right elbow still hurt frm tat day a bicycle ran into me.....and both my arms aching!!!!!!
(feel sooooooo old rite now *cough cough*)
but it would be weird for me to do so if he's not mad at me, cuz mayb he like totally dun like me now?? o.O
and another thing is tat i'm really REALLY not gd at saying sorry.......
this really sucks to the core lah!!!!! :(
ouch ouch!!
and for some reason my leg hurts...and my right elbow still hurt frm tat day a bicycle ran into me.....and both my arms aching!!!!!!
(feel sooooooo old rite now *cough cough*)
baby clam maggi!!!!
i'm having tat for my dinner in few min time...
and watching anime non stop again.........
but still can let my brain have even few secs of free time...if not it'll start wondering nonsense again....
and watching anime non stop again.........
but still can let my brain have even few secs of free time...if not it'll start wondering nonsense again....
i dun even know why am i here now....
it's like when i stop being the loud and crazy me, it would seem tat almost everyone i noe would simply stop noticing me, and won't bother to talk to me.....
mayb i should return to who i was originally.....i'm not a loud person, and i dun like to be in a crowd.....never had much frens, for noone even notice i'm there....
and even though i'm not strong either, but by being non-exsistence, the only thing i need to worry are silence and loneliness....
should've seen it coming.....the seeds which my mom sowed.....
happiness is not something i should have, it's not something within my graps...
if this time it still doesn't work out....guess the only thing i could ever embrace is juz the dark cold abyss which i once ran away frm.....
for the world of lights still rejects me in the end............
heaven's gates.....will never open up for me.......happiness hides frm me as if i'm a plague or something.......the livings will never accept something like me, who's dead, yet still alive.....
it's like when i stop being the loud and crazy me, it would seem tat almost everyone i noe would simply stop noticing me, and won't bother to talk to me.....
mayb i should return to who i was originally.....i'm not a loud person, and i dun like to be in a crowd.....never had much frens, for noone even notice i'm there....
and even though i'm not strong either, but by being non-exsistence, the only thing i need to worry are silence and loneliness....
should've seen it coming.....the seeds which my mom sowed.....
happiness is not something i should have, it's not something within my graps...
if this time it still doesn't work out....guess the only thing i could ever embrace is juz the dark cold abyss which i once ran away frm.....
for the world of lights still rejects me in the end............
heaven's gates.....will never open up for me.......happiness hides frm me as if i'm a plague or something.......the livings will never accept something like me, who's dead, yet still alive.....
ok...
after chatting wif a fren of mine on fb....
i feel like.. .. .....DIE BETTER!!!!!!!!!
OMG it's like all my fault....didn't noe it was really tat obvious...
shit.....wondering if my fb posts has caused him trouble??
or mayb cuz it was tooooo obvious tt's y he's behaving like tt now...
but wadevea it is.........
hope ther's no awkward feelings when we meet this fri.......
sigh~
after chatting wif a fren of mine on fb....
i feel like.. .. .....DIE BETTER!!!!!!!!!
OMG it's like all my fault....didn't noe it was really tat obvious...
shit.....wondering if my fb posts has caused him trouble??
or mayb cuz it was tooooo obvious tt's y he's behaving like tt now...
but wadevea it is.........
hope ther's no awkward feelings when we meet this fri.......
sigh~
gonna be posting on my blog quite often these few days.....
till i'm back to my normal self....think i'll be posting wadeva i'm feeling here...
i need to let them out somewhere, but dun wanna trouble anyone to spend time listening to my unimportant issues....
so.....i'll post them here......ppl who wanna noe can read.....ppl who dun bother, wont even be here, even if they're here by some freak accident, they can dun read...
till i'm back to my normal self....think i'll be posting wadeva i'm feeling here...
i need to let them out somewhere, but dun wanna trouble anyone to spend time listening to my unimportant issues....
so.....i'll post them here......ppl who wanna noe can read.....ppl who dun bother, wont even be here, even if they're here by some freak accident, they can dun read...
sigh~
should've juz shut my heart all along....
y bother even trying to believe in love again even after being hurt and used soooo many times...y even bother??
should've juz remain as frens all along......
"let's play a game, we are frens, very close frens, whereby many would even think we are in a r/s, and the only way to lose is when one falls in love with the other"
it's a quote frm my fren's fb status...
and come to think of it, how true~
should've juz shut my heart all along....
y bother even trying to believe in love again even after being hurt and used soooo many times...y even bother??
should've juz remain as frens all along......
"let's play a game, we are frens, very close frens, whereby many would even think we are in a r/s, and the only way to lose is when one falls in love with the other"
it's a quote frm my fren's fb status...
and come to think of it, how true~
Monday, January 24, 2011
*faint*
i almost vomit blood juzz now.........
ask him wad time can meet me at marina sq....keep asking me go there for wad.....
tell him got surprise still ask non stop!!!!!
aiyo~~~~~~~
think he really enjoys bullying me ALOT lor......-.-
ano BAKA!!!!!!!
watashi daisuki no baka desu....;p
ask him wad time can meet me at marina sq....keep asking me go there for wad.....
tell him got surprise still ask non stop!!!!!
aiyo~~~~~~~
think he really enjoys bullying me ALOT lor......-.-
ano BAKA!!!!!!!
watashi daisuki no baka desu....;p
well....
i did try not to like him...but than again...
for some reason, i cant....it's like whenever i think of him, it makes me smile..
... ... .......
no mood to blog now......
bro is in a very bad mood due to some lousy nails, which keeps bents whenever he hammer it.....-.-
and he's making hell lots of noise wif all his banging and throwing of stuff.....
i did try not to like him...but than again...
for some reason, i cant....it's like whenever i think of him, it makes me smile..
... ... .......
no mood to blog now......
bro is in a very bad mood due to some lousy nails, which keeps bents whenever he hammer it.....-.-
and he's making hell lots of noise wif all his banging and throwing of stuff.....
Sunday, January 23, 2011
should i call him??
i'm missing him very much already...
but cuz of my lao san thingy, i've already called him this morning (past midnite, counted as today)..
sigh~
can't see him, till most likely 28th than will be meeting him....
but juz to hear his voice is kinda gd enough for now..
(praying tat he won't read my blog, at least not this post, if not think it seems like i'm some kinda stalker or something..might freak him out..)
i'm missing him very much already...
but cuz of my lao san thingy, i've already called him this morning (past midnite, counted as today)..
sigh~
can't see him, till most likely 28th than will be meeting him....
but juz to hear his voice is kinda gd enough for now..
(praying tat he won't read my blog, at least not this post, if not think it seems like i'm some kinda stalker or something..might freak him out..)
i failed....
i ended up calling him like 38min past midnight...-.-
all becuz of my lao san... .. .....-.-
sigh........think by calling him so late at night will make him more annoyed.. ....
think i go die better.........only noe how to trouble those i like....being nothing more than a nuisance to him.... ....
sigh.........
all becuz of my lao san... .. .....-.-
sigh........think by calling him so late at night will make him more annoyed.. ....
think i go die better.........only noe how to trouble those i like....being nothing more than a nuisance to him.... ....
sigh.........
Saturday, January 22, 2011
time check: 2321h..
and i've not call or sms him!!!
very very VERY tempted to sms him..(miss him like mad....and it's only 1day i never contact him)....
sigh.....
think he tooooo busy to even noticed i haven't bugged him for today lor.....
or maybe it's juz me being one sided thingy..... .... ..
how i wish can meet him soon..!!
wanna ask him how he feel......but than again....whenever i meet him.......i not acting like myself.....the normally "cool" me become.. .. ..kinda "girly"...
than all those thing i wanna say to him, wanna tell him, all went blank...-.-
aiyo.....
and i've not call or sms him!!!
very very VERY tempted to sms him..(miss him like mad....and it's only 1day i never contact him)....
sigh.....
think he tooooo busy to even noticed i haven't bugged him for today lor.....
or maybe it's juz me being one sided thingy..... .... ..
how i wish can meet him soon..!!
wanna ask him how he feel......but than again....whenever i meet him.......i not acting like myself.....the normally "cool" me become.. .. ..kinda "girly"...
than all those thing i wanna say to him, wanna tell him, all went blank...-.-
aiyo.....
-.-
EXTREME MOTION SICKNESS!!!!!!!
i can't even walk too fast w/o feeling nausea.....-.-
and my right eye is red............
-_-
and i'm feeling VERY sleepy......
i can't even walk too fast w/o feeling nausea.....-.-
and my right eye is red............
-_-
and i'm feeling VERY sleepy......
sick...-.-
yeah!!
i'm sick.....-.-" (i know i'm being lame)
hate it when i'm down wif flu...cuz mine's kinda diff frm others...
normally ppl wif flu can't really smell tat well (most likely due to blocked nose) and wad ever they eat taste blend.......but smomehow when i'm down wif flu....my sense of smell and taste becomes better for quite afew days b4 becoming slightly malfunctioning..
time check: 1438h
haven't disturb him yet!!! didn't sms him, never call oso!!!
trying to be a gd gal and leave him alone for him to concentrate on his assignments..... ..... ..... .........
-.-
(but still very tempted to at least sms him lor......:[)
MUST CONTROL!!!!!!! if not think he's gonna treat like a pest soon.....
*sniff sniff*
-,-
i'm sick.....-.-" (i know i'm being lame)
hate it when i'm down wif flu...cuz mine's kinda diff frm others...
normally ppl wif flu can't really smell tat well (most likely due to blocked nose) and wad ever they eat taste blend.......but smomehow when i'm down wif flu....my sense of smell and taste becomes better for quite afew days b4 becoming slightly malfunctioning..
time check: 1438h
haven't disturb him yet!!! didn't sms him, never call oso!!!
trying to be a gd gal and leave him alone for him to concentrate on his assignments..... ..... ..... .........
-.-
(but still very tempted to at least sms him lor......:[)
MUST CONTROL!!!!!!! if not think he's gonna treat like a pest soon.....
*sniff sniff*
-,-
sigh~
i ask thee, what is love?
why it makes one not himself/herself
how it makes one forgets most common senses
sigh~~
my case ok lah....cuz it's only me who acting weird....i'm not causing anyone any trouble (except for him...i'm calling him like.....almost every single day!!)
my bro side... .. ......-.-
speechless.......... he like a m'sian gal, who got pregnent (but not his baby)...he wanna take responsibility....but tat gal dun wan to marry him.... ... ....
aiya........messy to the max lah!!
she now dun wan the baby, my bro wanna help her fork out the $$............ .......
sigh lah........
still dunno how he feel about me lor.....
seriously abit pissed off wif myself....
cuz i'm really like missing him quite often.....
than everytime is me who sms him, call him.....
now it kinda feels like i'm actually troubling him...
tat Baka!!!
if like me oso than wanna wait till when than let me noe..???
wanna wait till i give up liao still not gonna tell me mah??
:(
sigh~
why it makes one not himself/herself
how it makes one forgets most common senses
sigh~~
my case ok lah....cuz it's only me who acting weird....i'm not causing anyone any trouble (except for him...i'm calling him like.....almost every single day!!)
my bro side... .. ......-.-
speechless.......... he like a m'sian gal, who got pregnent (but not his baby)...he wanna take responsibility....but tat gal dun wan to marry him.... ... ....
aiya........messy to the max lah!!
she now dun wan the baby, my bro wanna help her fork out the $$............ .......
sigh lah........
still dunno how he feel about me lor.....
seriously abit pissed off wif myself....
cuz i'm really like missing him quite often.....
than everytime is me who sms him, call him.....
now it kinda feels like i'm actually troubling him...
tat Baka!!!
if like me oso than wanna wait till when than let me noe..???
wanna wait till i give up liao still not gonna tell me mah??
:(
sigh~
Thursday, January 20, 2011
hmmmm
tml, or rather i should say later today, gonna accompany mom's fren go hospital for scanning....than will know her baby's gender~~ ^^
and after scanning, i'm meeting someone-someone at bugis......
hmmmmmmmmm.....wondering if i should confess??? o.O
.. ... ......... ........
see how my mood when i meet him later bah...
and after scanning, i'm meeting someone-someone at bugis......
hmmmmmmmmm.....wondering if i should confess??? o.O
.. ... ......... ........
see how my mood when i meet him later bah...
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
bad dream..:(
last nite i had a very weird and bad dream..
think ppl who know me personally knows tat there's this guy i like now...
and in that dream....he like someone else.....and i'm kinda like bothering him...-.-
sooooo......dunno.....think i'm gonna let him go.....cuz think it's a sign for me to step back.......
sigh~
think ppl who know me personally knows tat there's this guy i like now...
and in that dream....he like someone else.....and i'm kinda like bothering him...-.-
sooooo......dunno.....think i'm gonna let him go.....cuz think it's a sign for me to step back.......
sigh~
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