"goin silent, goin cold...
lost in thoughts, wif nowhere to go.....
slipping sands, ticking time....
my feelings for u have been made known...
if it's juz me, i can't take wad's said back...
only hope it'll fade along wif the passing time...
but still, a small corner of my heart, i hope u feel the same as i do for u......."

posted this on fb.....hoping he'll somehow read this....
and juz in case he read it, but cant catch it's meaning....
i added

"i'll wait for ur answer..
be it gd or bad, hope u let me noe....
so tat i could adjust my feelings..
so as to not trouble anyone..."

actually tot i would be complaining non-stop here.......
but i'm very speechless somehow...
it's like i've got nothing to say, or rather, i dun wish to say anything...
juz wanna be left alone.....
sent my last S.O.S to my lao san....but she cant come...
wonder will i return back to normal when i wake up tml morning?
or will it be another long frightening silent period for my other frens...........