Ghost in the Shell - i do

i do~~ ^^

hmmmm

juz a random confession~~
i dun get addicted to alcohol and smoking (shisha included), cuz i'm addicted to a much more potent poison!!!! my addiction is affections (of the right kind)!!!! i guess it's due to wad i've been through in the past, now i'm becoming more and more 'weird'...or rather...hmmm how do i explain this in words...

it's like mood swings of a totally diff kind..normally i dun cry, but something when i watch tv, it dun even need to be a touching scene, i'll cry!!! and at times, i'm so lazy to the extend whereby even breathing also lazy to breath...and also...i seems to be getting more and more extereme, more than usual...

hmmmmm...shall try to figure myself out once again...hang out wif peeps who studied psychology..and mayb read up more on related topic..

oh ya~
one more thing~~

I HATE PPL WHO JUDGE ME!!! JUZ BCUZ I HAVE UNPLEASENT PAST, IT DO NOT MEAN ANYONE HAVE THE RIGHT TO LOOK DOWN ON ME!!!

Awesome toilet!!!

I SUPER like this kinda feel!!! And it's a toilet!!!!!!!!! LOLS!!!

My messy work desk!!!

YES!!!!! I work in such environment!!! Cuz no place to put stuff, and when I work, I like things to be within my teach(and yes I admit to being super lazy as well)~~~

Sigh...seriously...ppl need not say sorry and explain to me things which I've already know.....

The year is simply getting off Obama bad to worst kinda start..1st was made to feel all useless and outcast after NYE shoot, than I got nag by my mom..now, someone let me know tat I was the least important....

When I go work tml, I'm preparing yield for other bad things to happen...

Xmas tree and stuff which was on it~~~~
In the process if taking down the deco(s) in it~~~~

Think I'm getting out of touch frm the world...all those ppl ard me are great in art..have supportive family..and most come frm either average or above average income household...

For tat very reason, the younger gen, part of them, have the habit of looking down at others...have already decided to cosplay for shoots only, as the politics in the community is really too much...people who do not photoshop their photos to perfection are considered as outcast...but ppl who are fat, and have an attitude, but photoshop heir photos to look like they have the figure of a model, those ppl are more than welcome!!

Seriously was has the world become??

Teasers frm NYE shoot!!!

Photos frm the punk goth shoot I had on 31 dec 2011~~ it was actually punk rock goth, but, since no one wore anything which feels like 'rock' so it became punk goth instead~~~~~

Star Wars Meets Metal

if u like metal, do check this guy out!! he's awsome!!

[Vocaloid/Miku Hatsune, Luka Megurine, Megpoid/GUMI] Hyakki Yakou by Noazi

nice~~~~

Photos frm baby's Xmas cum Bday chalet!!!

Yep yep~~~
There's photo of joy's Xmas gift for me~ (the blur blur photo of the ring)
Cookies baked by baby~~
My trimmed hair~~ and a shot b4 went morning swim~~ ^,~

Tempted to write a short story *again*.....but, the story I have in mind would be so much better if it were to be a manga instead....

And here are some pic I took wif my frens during today's outing wif joy and Arella~~~

Flood in town in 23 Dec 11

Was in a cab when I took these photos~~~
And yep~~ it's flooding again~!

stuff to be done, DONE!!!
stuff to be updated which is in the email, *pretend not to see anything*

yep~
even though my boss told me something this morning, think he's trying to say wad eva i'm suppose to do, juz do for her, even if she dun like it, at least i've done my job..BUT, sorry boss, tat WAS me, but not anymore..being picky is one thing, setting me up is another..thus, i'm gonna do her stuff ONLY when i feel like it, cuz which eva way, she's gonna make a big fuss and say i didn't do my job, y force myself to keep up to her rite~ ^^

hmmm..i believe i've said it many time, "if u like me, let me know" !!!!
wad's the use of being a baby now, and doing evey single freaking thing juz to pissed me off, for something which isn't totally my fault????

damn!!!
STOP SINGING WHILE LISTENING TO SONG ON EAR PHONE!!!!!!
even pro singers dun sound gd when both their ear is plugged in when the earphone....=.=

my fren Brendan, posted this on his wall, and it's juz awsome!!!!
i laughed dispite being in a foul mood, so, it's definatly share-worthy!!!

" The gaga theory:



2(RAH)+3(AH)+ RO( MA+MAMA)+GAGA+OOH(LA)2


= bad romance "

LOLS!!!!!!!

Headache headache

A plain headache would be a under statement to was I'm feeling rite now....let's juz say the pain is causing me to become more and more light sensitive and sound sensitive.....and, well, let's juz say it ain't doing my mood any good.....

there's a chance tat my mental state isn't very stable today...
now, when i still can somehow control my actions, i wanna rant here (and hopefully after ranting i'll feel better)

last nite, mayb i should start wif yesterday morning..got an email frm my boss's partner..telling me to do my job in following up wif her client, to call and check which day she's goin for the checkup...WHEN the prev time i called, her client don't een know which day she'll be able to go, it depends on which morning she have lesser things to do in the office...and she will let her advisor (my boss's partner) when she's goin for the checkup..which means, it'll simply be annoying for me to keep calling her bugging her the same Qus rite??

last nite, she sms me, saying the Giro forms CANNOT USE correction tape or liquid, simply, DO NOT make any mistakes on the Giro forms.....
tat sms was enough to make me wake up in a super foul mood...and when tat idiot who's working in the same office as me comes into the office...*BOOM*..feel like killing ppl!!!!!!
he likes to throw his stuff when he reaches the office..ok, lets say he didn't throw, but put it down LOUDLY....and he plays his songs even louder!!! (his volume is almost 2-3 times of wad i have on my computer)....when i'm pissed, i tend to perfer soft, low volume (unless i'm at my very own home, i'll blast music WITH earphones, it makes the vol seems even louder).....so now..i am sooo tempted to walk out of the freaking office...even more so since the new gal is not coming for work today..so i dont have to wait for her to come in any more..

damn!!!! not feeling any better....feel lioke goin home pop my ALEVE pills!!!!!

as if ppl thinks i don'd know tat i'm a failure already, i have to have them make me feel even more so almost every single day?? Wow~ thx strangers-whom-i-am-not-really-close-wif-who-don't-know-any-shit-about-me....damn....

this job is really getting really depressing....in the past, i like to stay till very late than i go back home, will come office even on sat to do some paper work..now, i dun even wanna come!!! i've to drag my ass out frm the bed and drag my feet to get to work Every.Single.Day.....

it all started sfter i agreed to help boss's partner out, and now, i cannot ask her to find another person, while still remaining behinde to work for my boss...
sigh....

yea rite, if i dun do my job, i wont bother calling any of her clients, those who last min cancel appointment, she wont even know, she'll make wasted trip to location, only to find out her client got something on and wont be turning up....

damn this job now...it's really getting me down more and more wif each passing day....who can i talk to?
nah~ ppl have their own problems~ so, i'm complaining about how life sucks here~~ ^^

now, it's like everyday of work, i'm having diarrhoea, when i'm not working, i'm fine!!
wonder wad this means....