juz wondering if i should have a chat wif Mr H. regarding my mood swings/alter ego/split/multi personalities..and something something else oso..think he's ok with my new found addiction (think he should know by now cuz it's like goin round my workplace like crazy)..which has became a joke to most, got 1 person worried that i might get involved in some kinda cult activity or something..but it's alrite i guess..these reaction are expected frm prople who do not understand what i'm into..if it's a cult than i will most definately not be involved..cuz most likely i'll be the one starting it..and it would have been started long ago when i was into accult and black magic stuff..
and hope i've finally found a place where i can feel comfortable being who i am, which ever me that may be..and not being outcast by the people there..(if i still can get outcast-ed there than think i'm better off being a loner, starting my own cult, or juz disappear frm the surface of the world and join my Anata in the world of nothing-ness)..
and i'm hopng to mayb find a master or something in this group i've joined recently..sick and tired of having to be so grown-up..sick and tired of always having to think for others before anything else (and still there are people who says i'm being inconsiderate)..sick and tired of having to have these huge walls ard me..
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