day out wif sof..!!!!!!!!!

2nd day of offday and went out wif my best budd..=3
basically rested the whole day on mon..so was really glad that i got to go out wif him..;p
went bugis for window shopping..:3
haha..was sooo in diva mode juz now..till he oso like wanna slap my face..;p (juz joking)
no money still wanna say this not gd enough, that got something lacking..etc etc......
haha..*sigh*..kinda over spent this mth (on cab fares..><) and now my mom oso not enough cash to lend me..than thinking how to go Heart of Darkness this fri, 2nd oct sia....><
even if i put my hope on company's tips..how much can we get..???
think if can get like ard $30-40 i'll be super happy alreadi..than mayb try to borrow $10-20 frm my mom than can party..;p
at most dun cab back..instead can take bus back since it's fri got nite rider..
hmmm.....guess it's official that my dad is cutting off the monthly allowance thingy for real..(which is actually against the divorce agreement=against the law)..but if wanna sue/take action against him will be so troublesome..like go talk to lawers than lawers will have to talk to him..and all the blame game will start and never end.. .......... ........... .......... .......... ........... ..........
tired of always having to chase him for the money which he should be giving automatically..
cuz it's part of their agreement, not that i'm begging for it..but i've alreadi seen it coming even before this day arrive..he can suddenly stop supporting my studies and i have to pay my own sch fees for my sec 3 & 4 year, in addition, pay for the 'o' lvl exam fees too..and have to survive by going to my aunt's house juz to have dinner..and have to have my friend buy me food when in sch..sometimes goin to their house to study and have dinner.. ........guess better stop here..noone needs to know too much since noone's gonna belive these shits anyway..except those who had really been there wif me..anyways..those days are over..and this family is better off without him here now..sometimes juz wish he could juz go change his mailing address so that we won't have ANYTHING to do with him AT ALL...
~神様、私の魂保護するどうぞ ~pls do watch over my soul~