can't sleep again for past few days..and it's not bcuz i had too much fun on fb till i forgot to sleep..
actually fb not much fun..juz tat it gd to have something to do when u're damn bored..
(i'll b playing games on fb, playing normal pc game, like solitaire, knitting, & sometimes watch anime almost all at the same time..-.-)..
juz trying to do wadeva it takes to keep my mind occupied..burt it seems my brain has been soo used to multi-tasking that no matter wad i'm doin or how many things i'm doin my brain still have the compacity to miss tat m.a somehow..(sometimes i really wish tat i can focus solely on 1 single thing only and not multi task..)..
even at work i would oso spaced out suddenly when there's not much things for me to do..
really wish to get over this issue ASAP..!!!!
cuz even though not many ppl give a damn wadeva happen to me..but there are still those few close ones who cares for me..so for their sake i must get over him soon..cuz it juz dangerous for me to emo..
i tend to hurt others without meaning it..and i'll srely hurt myself when i emo for too long..
for i'm abit sadistic, juz a little..that's why i am so loud and irritating and annoying most of the time..so as to prevent my dark self from ssurfacing..but it seems like she's gaining strengh from god knows where..for recently i've been hurting myself a little more often then usual..
juz hope it's nothing worth worring about..that it'll go off after few more days..
~神様、私の魂保護するどうぞ~
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