has been really unstable recently..and my multiple personalities seems to have isolate themselves a little as it seems that they no longer share everything everytime..
feels like depression is coming back..but it's not like in the past where by i can juz be emo whole day for few mths..i've got to work, and those who knows about my past (which is only very few)believed that i've recover frm it all already..maybe i'm a little crazy now but no longer depressed..
and they are the ones who really care and will worry if anything happens..so for their sake..i hope i manage to hold everything inside..after these few years of "training", think my smile is more or less gd enough to hide most of the things..can't worry them anymore than wad i've made them gone through in the past..at most i will juz have to go find a doc in secret..anyone who's starting to get worried reading this..don't worry..at least i'm not suicidal now..yes i do wanna disappear frm the surface of earth..and at most thats wad i'll do..wad gd is killing myself as my body still remains even when i'm dead..
~神様、私の魂保護するどうぞ~
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