everything was fine, and i was even suppose to overnite @ his place frm sun-wed....but than fri nite came and we're suppose to meet after the wedding dinner he's attending ends....nxt thing i knew when i've reached orchard was a call frm him, and is sounded like he's throwing up in a toilet.....
and when i call back there's no respond at all....waited for more than 2hours still no respond from him...
but i was quite lucky (or mayb unlucky), some1 who worked @ the hotel nearby saw that i looked as though waiting for some1....so he came up to me and asked me wad's wrong...
so after telling him the whole situation, he told me the hotel he worked got wedding function juz now, and offered to bring me there to help look for my fren..(aww, so kind of him.....but i was so worried till i actually forgot to ask for his name....only remembered he stayed in AMK..-.-)..
true enough, found him laying in the 2nd floor toilet, outside where the wedding is held...think i made a huge mistake here.....i SHOULD NOT HAVE decided to send him back home....instead, should have juz left him there, and let his GUY frens send him back or something....than his gf wouldn't have thought tat he was cheating on her, wouldn't have left him, and he in turn wouldn't have abandon me.......
it was all my fault and i have no one else to blame......wad i thought was gd ended up to to pure evil & selfish intentions maybe....for it might have been perceived tat way by others...
maybe i'll never ever live up to anyone's expectations, thus destined to be abandon and thrown aside time & time again......
haiz.....how i wish DEATH would come and blow his kisses upon me now.....and take me with him back into the arms of the sinful abyss...
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