well...think it's gonna be quie enough of emo BS frm me....as i've sort things out wif tat guy already....so now we are still frens, abit more, buddies maybe, but hell......at least now tat we've both straighten things out, he can concentrate fully on his gf, and me on me life....he still cares about me, and it's a gd thing (i guess).......

aaanyyyywaayyysssss......made some new plans.....since fate has it planed tat i am to be alone, and that my only soulmate would be the spirit who has been watching over me so lovingly for so long....i shall devote myself to him and him alone.....and 2ndly.....i plan on compiling some of my poems into a book.....decided on the title already.....as for the book cover....would like to ask my tattooist for the favour.....and if he agrees to, maybe could ask him to draw some other artwork fitting of the theme of my poems to be included in the book as well...^^
most likely will include afew other poem by my frens as well....got request and approval from 1person frm my workplace to include hers already....!! XD

oh ya....did i mention tat tat guy write poetry as well..??? now tat i have, might as well add in tat NOONE has ever read his poem...he didn't allow anyone to do so till now....and he actually says tat would let me read them one day when he get the chance...WOW!!! (i guess)
but i dun see tat chance comin anytime soon..seein tat his gf is kinda strict wif him...(and note tat "kinda" is a real under-statment here)......soooooo....ya....as he likes to say...."see how?"...
i shall use his words here, but wif my touch to it.."see how lah hor...." ;p

yep yep.....so now tat things are settled.....it's about time tat emo-drama-mama step down....and the "me" who has been drown all those times has come back.....gladly and sadly......cuz da bitch which most ppl hated so much will be set free as welll.....but hey! who cares rite....now it's 'as long as i'm happy, hell care wad others think..oh wait! hell dun care about wad others thinks....HELL IS ON MY SIDE!!!!" XDD
feels so gd when u have the whole of hell as your lover rite....hmmm....dun think anyone would understand....for it has not given this offer to anyone....or maybe it has.....but no one dared to take on his offer...(poor hell...so misunderstood)......guess tat's all for now......
Cheers!! to my new friendship wif my EX-fwb.....and to my new relationship wif hell and death itself~~~