I WANT MY RAGE BACK!!!
I WANT MY ANGER BACK!!!!!!
I WANT MY HATRED BACK!!!!!!
I WANT ALL OF THOSE I ONCE WERE BACK!!!!!!

hate myself now..
hate the me which is weak..
hate the me which need ppl ard..

how close are my close frens actually??
how long are they gonna be there..???
even the closest fren of mine now...is she always there??
hate the me now who place frens b4 my very self....
tat's the very reason y i fell into depression back in those days....
and now i'm repeating the cycle....................

where are those people when i need them..!?