nothing can distract me FOREVER......
there will still be times when my brain starts to wonder off into thoughts it should not be thinking of....
and there's nothing i can do about it, let alone another person.....

stay away frm fb (log in to play games only) might be the better choice to make....
once i stop posting stuff on fb long enough......ppl will start to forget me......
they might even not remember they actually knew me....

juz like stereo....ppl who were once the CLOSEST to me, now seems to have totally forgotten clean about me.....juz like sch days....ppl who were once sooo close, so gd to me...now are soooo busy wif their new life, it kinda seems i'm being forgotten as well......juz like my family, even though we see each other like almost every single day.........NOONE even notice anything....

wad else can i say....

"the world holds not a future for those who are dead.
the world welcomes not the dead who roams amongs the living.
the world accept not those who have to be dead within, to live among the living.
the world remembers not those who once lived, but died, yet are still among them.
the world knows not that i live, while being dead, for i never existed in the 1st place."