Seems to me that everyone around me is in good hands, finally.

When will it be my turn? When will he finally make true to his promise?
Am going to Japan next year, so don't think he'll come anytime before my trip though...

Friend told me to stop cursing myself, but if cursing helps, I would long be dead and reunited with he whom I've been longing for.
No self harm, no self inflicted death... guess that means other then dying a natural death, accidents and death by black magic are also under his ruling? But for some reason, it seems that he has taken measures to assure that at least the death by black magic part will not happen....

oh well, just another day of living to deal with, another day of waking up disappointed that he has yet to come for me....