Sometimes it's best to not see those that aren't intended to be known, let whatever is hidden behind the veil remain hidden, among the darkness, unseen by most.
Ever repeating cycle, same old thing happening over and over and over again, never ending, ever changing. Till when will this wheel finally stop turning? Till when will it finally fall?
With turmoil and paranoia boiling deep within, only the smile that hides it all remain the same.

When will it be too much? Too far? When will it be considered beyond salvation?
Though salvation isn't what she seek, instead, it's something beyond that that she's trying to reach.
For when one willingly falls into insanity, that being the only lifeline, the only way she has, to cling onto whatever sanity she has left, is when one realized she truly has no one, no ally, no friend, in this world of the living. It is when she sees the truth for what it is, that she is meant to be alone for all eternity.

Embraced by darkness so pure, not a hint of light can pierce through, she won't even have her shadow to comfort her.
Embraced by darkness so tainted and twisted, she no longer tremble in fear, for she has long forgotten what "light" is, nor does she remembers what "hope" feels like anymore.