hmmmm....it's strange how i can be sick for 6-9mth b4 feeling like dying and finally go see a doc in the past and now..it only takes 2wks...-,-
wth.....
my body has becomed TAT weak.....haiz......
speechless.........
i wonder is it due to the fact tat i'm workin in the nite life now, or is it due to the prolonged effect of my self-abuse habits...???
hmmmmmm..........nvm.....
think i'm really liking some1 some1 now......thinks he knows it as well.....
but we are nothing more than frens now....and i wan it to remain tat way for now......
till i can be sure tat i like him cuz i like him, not cuz he's very much similar to some1 else...
in other words......i dun wish him to bcome some1 else's shadow........