tml's gonna b his Bday......and he's gonna celebrate it.....w/o inviting me......
even though i'm happy tat we are still frens.....but sometimes i think.......
........i dunno anything.......it's like we are frens.......but u can have anything to do wif me other than me gettin my tattoo done at your house only......u wont have a drink, lunch or dinner wif me...sayin tat u're busy......but u have plenty of time to go out wif your other frens....plenty of time to get to know a new gf..........and u must be thinking tat i'm sounding jealous......yes i am.....but more than tat.....i'm pissed....!!!!
it's you who says tat we're still fens, in fact...."i treat u as one of my close fren....." are those exact words......than y this......????
are you tat afraid to hang out wif me..????
afraid tat u might not be able to control you feelings or your lust...??????
i mean come on lah.....all of your past gf are alot more better looking than me.....better figure compared to me....even your newest one oso the same........so wad are u afraid of......?????
or mayb tat's the reason y you wont hang out wif me......cuz i'm not gd enough to b standing bside you.????
wadeva it is.......... dun care anymore..........

guess i'm destined for a life of solitude......as it would seems to me tat ALL of my so-called frens no longer wanna have anything to do wif me anymore..........or rather.....i'm juz a back-up.....
so tat when all of their frens are busy, than they would think of me.........thinking tat the gal wif no life at all surely would have time to hang out..............
i really DO NOT wish to think so negatively.......but frm everything i'm seeing now.....it would only seems to be so.............