dun like this feeling..
dun like it at all....
feels like need to talk wif someone..
but i dun wanna talk to anyone now....
in a state of contradiction.....
my brain itself is Mind.F-ing me...

need someone to keep me distracted....
keep my brain frm wondering into dangerous places.....
but than again.......who do i have other than my bolg to pour my hearts out to??
everyone have their own problems and issues........there's no need for them to listen to someone else's shit.....

'the burden is mine alone, and noone else's...i shall not ask for happiness, i shall not be greedy...if suffer is my fate, i will no longer go against it...for now i noe, the more i harder i try, the more pain i'll feel...'