kinda miss someone rite now...
(am i an idiot!?)
when was the last time i sms him..... hmmm..oh ya!
it was this mth, 16th....
when was the last time i saw him and hear his voice....lets see.......
....on the 10th this mth.....

even though i did like interact wif him via fb and formspring, but tat's like super minimum...
lao san still dare to say things...
at least her's sms her whenever possible, get to noe wad he's doin..etc etc....
and best of all....it's obvious he likes her....

unlike mine......i'm juz a one-sided idiot...
but wad can i do....being frens is the best option isn't it?
as compare to lovers, i'd rather things remain like this...
dun wanna lose him, even as fren, juz so can meet up for lunch, movie, or dinner frm time to time, is gd enough..........
shall try to be natural when wif him, dun wan him to feel uneasy...

and i'll have lots of time to work on tat...
cuz god noes how long it'll be till we meet up again...
even if i were to go back to who i once was, matter of the heart juz can't change as easy as my attitude towards things......

i miss him, i wanna see him, but all these feeling i cannot tell anyone..

sigh~
come to think of it.... i have many ppl telling me my life's pathetic, no frens, family as gd as dun have..quite true....
i have frens, even have close frens.....but can't remember since when, i can't talk tat much wif them anymore...can't share my woes wif anyone...not really....

end of the day....mayb, juz mayb, i'm a loner destined to have noone ard me.....and those who loves me the most, might be those animals who never fails to cheer me up whenever i'm down...