if he happens to read about wad happened to me in the past, guess that'll be the end...
my guess is that MOST guy will not take a gal wif a past such as mine, as their gf...
but than again, wad has happened has happened..nothing i do can ever undo those events...and if a guy wanna be my bf, or i hope this someone can become my bf, he have to love me for not only who i am now, but for who i was as well...if after finding out about my past, frens decided not to keep in contact wif me anymore, well..better now than later...
i'm tired of hidding those things frm ppl...tired of being scared one day ppl might find out..and they'll abandon me once they know those things happened..
but now, i dun care anymore.....ppl gotta accept me, all of me..if they expect to mingle ard wif a perfect human being, than too bad, i'm the sort whos less than imperfect....
hmmmmmm..ok, off to continue wif my anime!!!