change of plans.....not goin work......since not feeling well..
now than i realize tat my body is alot weaker than wad it used to be......

well gd example will be tat troublesome time of the mth for ladies......
at the very most, i'll juz have annoying cramps for like half the day for my 1st day and tat's it..!
but now.....juz tat period is enough to make me light-headed.....O.o
dude! not even donating blood can do tat to me...in the past tat is......-.-
so in my condition now, if i were to donate blood again, it is said tat i'm very likely to feel faint afterwards......and not as energetic and cocky as i used to be....*sigh*....

guess now i'm juz a frail old lady wif a body of a young brat.......
my darling is almost gonna blame himself for my weak health, as some might noe, frm my previous posting, tat he is not really human.....
but than again, since he has been by my side for like.....hmmmm....almost more than 10years now....if he were to be he cause of my weak health, than it would have happen long ago rite..!?

and the very fact tat he's not really a human is wad makes me love him even more....;p
for he is no longer bound by the hassle of the flesh and blood, or the corrupted desires....and best of all.....he can be by my side almost 24/7..!!! in a human body, how can tat be done....need to work, rest, entertain he's own cycle of frens...and the list could go on forever.......

and oso another best thing, no worries of him being snatch away frm me by some other bitch~ ^^

tat is why recently he has been saying that he juz noticed i can be very selfish as well...
my answer...."ofcuz i am! i want you to belong to me and me alone~ and ofcuz, becuz only ard u i can be selfish, so juz let me be k? ^^".....HAHAHA....;p

but he dun juz give in to me for every single thing.....most times we argue cuz of bed time.....
it's way over my bed time and i still wanna watch somemore anime.....haha...;p
think people keep bully me, and i somehow bully him sometimes as well bah...xD