Seppuku.....to protect my last remaining bit of honor... ...to die by the sword

fucking irritated!!!!!!!
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it's like i sick still go work....juz so tat i still can try to help as much as i can.....
dun appreciate never mind......dun fucking hell shout and scold me for nothing u idiots!!!
ccb.....i already not feeling well, still go help, wad more u wan me to do sia..!?

wan me to die juz say lah....no need for all those needless stunts and stuff to let me know tat u all dun like me.....i wont say anything de....i'll juz ask u to go get a very gd katana, must be sharp......
than give me the katana, and i promise i'm not gonna kill anyone else wif it.....
lastly, the main event all have been waiting for.....MY DEATH!!!!!
after i have the katana in my hands, i shall carry out Seppuku rite in your face........
i will neither run, nor will i hide.......

fucking idiots.......make me cough till i vomited all my lunch out.....after no more food left to puke...end up vomiting gastric acid.....now my throat hurts like hell.......and juz now i still wasn't allowed to come back home....when i think my body really cannot take it, i simply walked out.....
rather get fired than to faint and die there.....

now asst manager making a big fuss.....
called me but i didn't answer.....for fuck sake, my throat is in so much pain already, dun expect me to listen to you shouting at me across the phone while not being able to defend myself...
so this is our sms log thingy...

me "sorry xxxxxx..i went home already....really cannot take it....My throat very pain now...cant really talk....so can't answer ur call"

xxxxxx "Who said u cld go hm?did u ask my permission???"

me "well.. if i have asked for permission..i dun think i can..for i've alreadi asked xxx if i can take mc for today b4 i vomited.. but he says tonite not enough ppl so cannot.."

xxxxxx "And tat gives u the rite to leave as and when u feel like it??"

and i stop replying after tat....for it'll most definitely lead up to a heated argument if i were to reply tat sms.........and i seriously am not trying to pick a fight here.....so ya.....leave it at there is gd enough.......