my lao san kinda saved my life juz now...and think it's all becuz my beloved played a trick on me....
it's like i was damn emo, to the extend tat not only did i not go work....i actually decided to come back home and finish up wad ever meds i have left...(10 muscle relaxant + 20 antibiotics)
and he didnt want me to go, for it's not my time yet, so he suggest tat i at least "seek help" 1st b4 doin anything....so i mgs 2 of my best frens to meet up later @ nite...but both of them are not free....and juz as i was on my way back (on the train) my lao san sms me saying she wanna meet me......yep...so tat's about the gist of wad happened.....

and thx to tat.....i did not overdose on anything at all....thus, still living........