weird..
he was online (dunno if still online not) cuz went his fb, saw him commenting 50+mins ago...
but.. ...I DUN SEE HIM ONLINE ON FB CHAT!!!!!!
and see some posts which kinda bother me....
wondering wad's wrong.......
sigh~
but if he dun wanna tell me i oso can't do anything...
i wanna ask him...
but......feels weird..like i'm being a stalker...
dunno wad to do at all........not gd at these kinda stuff..never was......not sure if i'll ever be...
think i'll sms him....
not sure if he'll reply though...
Monday, February 28, 2011
guess no matter how hard i try....
i can never be the 'social' type of person......
i never knew how to express myself to people..
only known hoe to get along wif animals..
even now, i still can't quite get along........wif my very own kind
mayb, juz mayb......trying is no use, juz like how i've always believed it won't change anything...
sigh...juz ignore me....sudden emo attack....
may spending way tooooo much time alone......old habits are coming back...
i can never be the 'social' type of person......
i never knew how to express myself to people..
only known hoe to get along wif animals..
even now, i still can't quite get along........wif my very own kind
mayb, juz mayb......trying is no use, juz like how i've always believed it won't change anything...
sigh...juz ignore me....sudden emo attack....
may spending way tooooo much time alone......old habits are coming back...
i'm REALLY really bored right now....!!!!!!
last day of work at PARCO!!!!! YES!!!!!!!
my farewell present frm jac & angela~~
later in the evening gonna do my neko cosplay test run....wonder if the neko mimi i made even look like cat's ears when i put them on....
anyways...the very 1st pic is how i look like now~
later gonna try out different lip colour see which goes well wif my goth neko look..and will decide if i should add more black to my eye, or juz leave it as it is....
well~~~~~
tat's all in the evening~
shall stone and slack~ (while watching my junjou romantica2~~ ^^)
Sunday, February 27, 2011
my love's a buden, which bare's the weight of the world
wad do u do when u're madly (one-sided-ly) in love wif someone??
when u're behaving like everything u were not??
guess there's no answer to such Q, is there??
i'm usually loud, violent at time, not exactly the social type, thick skin (not shy), and not the type to joke ard.........
but when i'm ard him....somehow EVERYTHING is beyond my control......
mayb tat's wad's causing him to drift further and further frm me, even as a fren as well...
on top of this, he's busy wif sch and band stuff.........
guess when u really like someone, everything u thought u would be when u fall in love, doesn't come true....
i tot i would still be very cool, even when i fall in love wif someone..i wouldn't mind even if tat person have no time for me...
tot i would be as independent as i were....tat i wouldn't be a trouble/burden to him....
tot i would still be the hack-care me, whereby i won't be bothered by anything he does....
but everything i tot, i tot wrong.......
guess it's true...my love's a burden, which carries the weight of the world, enough to crush one into ashes........
bcuz of my past, bcuz of my character, it becomes hard for ppl to accept me, as lover.....
as a fren, i am still me, all of me....still independent, ppl sometime rely on me when they need someone's company..still sorta the "leader"....
but i lost all that now...
i tend to wanna fawn around him, (and trust me....i'm NOT the type to fawn normally, even my family and close frens dun usually see tat side of me)...like to get his attention...like to go where he wanna go, like to see him do wad he likes to do...
i becomes someone i never knew i could become...i've became more selfish, while being aware tat i'm not suppose to be....but i juz wan his attention, even once in awhile is fine if he's busy....
guess it's time to let go....b4 it becomes an obsession instead....and even remaining as frens becomes impposible.....
......... ....... ...........
suddenly thinks this post makes me seems like a psycho stalker or something similar.....=.=
when u're behaving like everything u were not??
guess there's no answer to such Q, is there??
i'm usually loud, violent at time, not exactly the social type, thick skin (not shy), and not the type to joke ard.........
but when i'm ard him....somehow EVERYTHING is beyond my control......
mayb tat's wad's causing him to drift further and further frm me, even as a fren as well...
on top of this, he's busy wif sch and band stuff.........
guess when u really like someone, everything u thought u would be when u fall in love, doesn't come true....
i tot i would still be very cool, even when i fall in love wif someone..i wouldn't mind even if tat person have no time for me...
tot i would be as independent as i were....tat i wouldn't be a trouble/burden to him....
tot i would still be the hack-care me, whereby i won't be bothered by anything he does....
but everything i tot, i tot wrong.......
guess it's true...my love's a burden, which carries the weight of the world, enough to crush one into ashes........
bcuz of my past, bcuz of my character, it becomes hard for ppl to accept me, as lover.....
as a fren, i am still me, all of me....still independent, ppl sometime rely on me when they need someone's company..still sorta the "leader"....
but i lost all that now...
i tend to wanna fawn around him, (and trust me....i'm NOT the type to fawn normally, even my family and close frens dun usually see tat side of me)...like to get his attention...like to go where he wanna go, like to see him do wad he likes to do...
i becomes someone i never knew i could become...i've became more selfish, while being aware tat i'm not suppose to be....but i juz wan his attention, even once in awhile is fine if he's busy....
guess it's time to let go....b4 it becomes an obsession instead....and even remaining as frens becomes impposible.....
......... ....... ...........
suddenly thinks this post makes me seems like a psycho stalker or something similar.....=.=
Chitose Hajime - 春のかたみ/Haru no Katami, Sound Novel
one of the ending song for a very old anime...
think the anime is "ayakashi.." something something..
Saturday, February 26, 2011
hmmmmmmm.....
will it be weird if i suddenly called him, for nothing??
(and the real reason being i miss hearing his voice??)
... ... ... ... ...
think it'll most likely freak him out..(he did say tat he likes me, as juz a fren)
and i'll become like a stalker or something similar....=.=
think better dun!!
not a gd move to take...might end up not being able to be even juz frens if i do so.....
gotta keep it all in!!!
at the very most go look for him on his performence day lor...
juz about 1 more mth, not tat long~
............. ............. ..............
=.=""""""
sigh~
watashi baka!!!!
will it be weird if i suddenly called him, for nothing??
(and the real reason being i miss hearing his voice??)
... ... ... ... ...
think it'll most likely freak him out..(he did say tat he likes me, as juz a fren)
and i'll become like a stalker or something similar....=.=
think better dun!!
not a gd move to take...might end up not being able to be even juz frens if i do so.....
gotta keep it all in!!!
at the very most go look for him on his performence day lor...
juz about 1 more mth, not tat long~
............. ............. ..............
=.=""""""
sigh~
watashi baka!!!!
yay~
manage to complete jac's present here @ work w/o her noticing!!!
quite ok lah~~ she seems to like it!! ^^
but like kinda funny..she's like "aiyo~ y u go buy?" i told her not exactly buy one..
then she went "i mean like, no need to give lah~~ can save money!! no need spend $$ buy..."
LOL..xDDDD
she's like very scared i spend too much money, than b4 get pay no money again bah~~ =p
manage to complete jac's present here @ work w/o her noticing!!!
quite ok lah~~ she seems to like it!! ^^
but like kinda funny..she's like "aiyo~ y u go buy?" i told her not exactly buy one..
then she went "i mean like, no need to give lah~~ can save money!! no need spend $$ buy..."
LOL..xDDDD
she's like very scared i spend too much money, than b4 get pay no money again bah~~ =p
goin to bed in few min time~~
doin jac's Bday present, but not done yet....=((
making hp accessory for her..hope she'll like it..
(cuz she like's more of cute stuff..and it seems tat our defination of cute are quite diff...)
sigh~
mayb should pick-up painting as my new hobby~~
~Self-Expression~
Fighto~~ OOHH~~!!
yoshi~
Oyasumi~~ ^^
doin jac's Bday present, but not done yet....=((
making hp accessory for her..hope she'll like it..
(cuz she like's more of cute stuff..and it seems tat our defination of cute are quite diff...)
sigh~
mayb should pick-up painting as my new hobby~~
~Self-Expression~
Fighto~~ OOHH~~!!
yoshi~
Oyasumi~~ ^^
Friday, February 25, 2011
ohhohohohohoh...
slack till forgot i have stuff to do actually..
lucky not stilll not tooo late to leave my house for those errands....
weee~~
gotta remember to bring my "zombie desu ka" necromancer's dress sketch to show tailor aunty~~ ^^
bye~~
since interview over liao, confirm starting on 1st march, no need "fighto~ ohh~~" liao~~ ;p
LOL...
but gotta do it for cosplay spirit!!
for my Aoi Kunieda coat (for tailor aunty as well)
fighto~~ OHH~~!!
XDDDDD
slack till forgot i have stuff to do actually..
lucky not stilll not tooo late to leave my house for those errands....
weee~~
gotta remember to bring my "zombie desu ka" necromancer's dress sketch to show tailor aunty~~ ^^
bye~~
since interview over liao, confirm starting on 1st march, no need "fighto~ ohh~~" liao~~ ;p
LOL...
but gotta do it for cosplay spirit!!
for my Aoi Kunieda coat (for tailor aunty as well)
fighto~~ OHH~~!!
XDDDDD
STARTING NEW JOB 1st march!!!!!
yep yep~ right after my current job's last day....straight away start new job!!!!!
no need to rest~ cuz new job 10am-7pm only...got 1hour lunch break somemore~~
^^
and seriously no need rest, cuz rest = free time = nothing to do = miss someone even more...
i was thinking like dun force myself to forget/dun like him within short while...
tot mayb let everything go naturally will be better..like when i miss him, juz blog about it, or things like tat....
but come to think of it....think it might work better if i avert my tots...even is i start to miss him, divert my brain to something else...cuz it appears tat i still feels the same (i guess).....i get pissed off much more easily when he's kinda like ignoring me....
guess it's more like the usual me when he's not ard: *Usami (aka Usagi-san) mode
the me when he's ard : *Misaki mode..
*note: for more info on these terms, go google "junjo romantica", or better yet, go watch the anime~~
oh ya~
one more thing....my phone is being very weird now...i plug-in the charger, it starts charging..
i put it on the table, it stops, while i'm holding it, it starts charging again, puts in table, stops again......
put it beside me now while i use my laptop, it's charging nicely....not stoping anymore.....
yep yep~ right after my current job's last day....straight away start new job!!!!!
no need to rest~ cuz new job 10am-7pm only...got 1hour lunch break somemore~~
^^
and seriously no need rest, cuz rest = free time = nothing to do = miss someone even more...
i was thinking like dun force myself to forget/dun like him within short while...
tot mayb let everything go naturally will be better..like when i miss him, juz blog about it, or things like tat....
but come to think of it....think it might work better if i avert my tots...even is i start to miss him, divert my brain to something else...cuz it appears tat i still feels the same (i guess).....i get pissed off much more easily when he's kinda like ignoring me....
guess it's more like the usual me when he's not ard: *Usami (aka Usagi-san) mode
the me when he's ard : *Misaki mode..
*note: for more info on these terms, go google "junjo romantica", or better yet, go watch the anime~~
oh ya~
one more thing....my phone is being very weird now...i plug-in the charger, it starts charging..
i put it on the table, it stops, while i'm holding it, it starts charging again, puts in table, stops again......
put it beside me now while i use my laptop, it's charging nicely....not stoping anymore.....
Ohaiyo~!!!!
morning!!!!!
awake at this timing ON MY OFFDAY!!!!
yay..cuz (i'll repeat once again, like a broken radio) i've got an interview @ 11am..!!!!!! ^^
and juz found out last nite, tat the younger sis of my fren who's working in the office now, is oso gonna b working there....!!!!!!
sooooo...but still dun dare to pin too much hope...cuz it seem tat office job interviewer have something against me...even they dun quite know wad it is, but they juz dun wan me working there....-.-
still...gonna try my best~!!!!
FIGHTO~~ OOHH~~!!!!
yoshi~
awake at this timing ON MY OFFDAY!!!!
yay..cuz (i'll repeat once again, like a broken radio) i've got an interview @ 11am..!!!!!! ^^
and juz found out last nite, tat the younger sis of my fren who's working in the office now, is oso gonna b working there....!!!!!!
sooooo...but still dun dare to pin too much hope...cuz it seem tat office job interviewer have something against me...even they dun quite know wad it is, but they juz dun wan me working there....-.-
still...gonna try my best~!!!!
FIGHTO~~ OOHH~~!!!!
yoshi~
Thursday, February 24, 2011
juz now got a call frm a house/offiice number....
and the best part is, the person never even make a single sound lor..
than i'm like "hello~ hello???"
still nothing, check phone's connection, full connection, "hello?"..
no reply........
so..i juz hang up lor~
ppl these days...are they soooo bored till have to do these stupid stuff??
wondering if it's tat 28yr old Andy.......he's the 1st on my suspect list!!
and the best part is, the person never even make a single sound lor..
than i'm like "hello~ hello???"
still nothing, check phone's connection, full connection, "hello?"..
no reply........
so..i juz hang up lor~
ppl these days...are they soooo bored till have to do these stupid stuff??
wondering if it's tat 28yr old Andy.......he's the 1st on my suspect list!!
4 more days!!!!!
and i'll be out of this huge walking freezer for gd~!!!!
things like these, can countdown...
other things (which u have no idea wad-0so-eva when it's gonna happen), can't do countdown..
all i can do is try not to think about it too much...
which in turn end up me having super weird+wacky+random dreams at nite...-.-
(cuz i'll distract myself wif almost anything and everything = in dream juz about anything and everything as well)
and i'll be out of this huge walking freezer for gd~!!!!
things like these, can countdown...
other things (which u have no idea wad-0so-eva when it's gonna happen), can't do countdown..
all i can do is try not to think about it too much...
which in turn end up me having super weird+wacky+random dreams at nite...-.-
(cuz i'll distract myself wif almost anything and everything = in dream juz about anything and everything as well)
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
kinda miss someone rite now...
(am i an idiot!?)
when was the last time i sms him..... hmmm..oh ya!
it was this mth, 16th....
when was the last time i saw him and hear his voice....lets see.......
....on the 10th this mth.....
even though i did like interact wif him via fb and formspring, but tat's like super minimum...
lao san still dare to say things...
at least her's sms her whenever possible, get to noe wad he's doin..etc etc....
and best of all....it's obvious he likes her....
unlike mine......i'm juz a one-sided idiot...
but wad can i do....being frens is the best option isn't it?
as compare to lovers, i'd rather things remain like this...
dun wanna lose him, even as fren, juz so can meet up for lunch, movie, or dinner frm time to time, is gd enough..........
shall try to be natural when wif him, dun wan him to feel uneasy...
and i'll have lots of time to work on tat...
cuz god noes how long it'll be till we meet up again...
even if i were to go back to who i once was, matter of the heart juz can't change as easy as my attitude towards things......
i miss him, i wanna see him, but all these feeling i cannot tell anyone..
sigh~
come to think of it.... i have many ppl telling me my life's pathetic, no frens, family as gd as dun have..quite true....
i have frens, even have close frens.....but can't remember since when, i can't talk tat much wif them anymore...can't share my woes wif anyone...not really....
end of the day....mayb, juz mayb, i'm a loner destined to have noone ard me.....and those who loves me the most, might be those animals who never fails to cheer me up whenever i'm down...
(am i an idiot!?)
when was the last time i sms him..... hmmm..oh ya!
it was this mth, 16th....
when was the last time i saw him and hear his voice....lets see.......
....on the 10th this mth.....
even though i did like interact wif him via fb and formspring, but tat's like super minimum...
lao san still dare to say things...
at least her's sms her whenever possible, get to noe wad he's doin..etc etc....
and best of all....it's obvious he likes her....
unlike mine......i'm juz a one-sided idiot...
but wad can i do....being frens is the best option isn't it?
as compare to lovers, i'd rather things remain like this...
dun wanna lose him, even as fren, juz so can meet up for lunch, movie, or dinner frm time to time, is gd enough..........
shall try to be natural when wif him, dun wan him to feel uneasy...
and i'll have lots of time to work on tat...
cuz god noes how long it'll be till we meet up again...
even if i were to go back to who i once was, matter of the heart juz can't change as easy as my attitude towards things......
i miss him, i wanna see him, but all these feeling i cannot tell anyone..
sigh~
come to think of it.... i have many ppl telling me my life's pathetic, no frens, family as gd as dun have..quite true....
i have frens, even have close frens.....but can't remember since when, i can't talk tat much wif them anymore...can't share my woes wif anyone...not really....
end of the day....mayb, juz mayb, i'm a loner destined to have noone ard me.....and those who loves me the most, might be those animals who never fails to cheer me up whenever i'm down...
wad da hell is wrong wif ppl these days!!!!
different shop, ofcuz different pricing lah!!
even it it's similar items, but still not the same wad!!!!
even if she insist me and the shop opp are the same shop, but the fact that we ARE NOT remains unchanged....
u wanna buy things frm tat shop, buy lah~
dun come asy wad "if i buy frm ur shop instead, got discount not?"
go die lah!!!!!
pissed off!!
different shop, ofcuz different pricing lah!!
even it it's similar items, but still not the same wad!!!!
even if she insist me and the shop opp are the same shop, but the fact that we ARE NOT remains unchanged....
u wanna buy things frm tat shop, buy lah~
dun come asy wad "if i buy frm ur shop instead, got discount not?"
go die lah!!!!!
pissed off!!
manager juz called..
ask me if i wan to get back another offday or get paid for the 16th (which was my supposed-to-be offday but end up have to work)...
than i chose to get paid lor...
since work till 28th only...take extra offday oso no use..
and than she ask how's the sales....
told her $10.80...but got alot of ppl looking at hallmark cards (in case u're wondering y, cuz hallmark cards are kinda ex = if people buy, our sales will look at least tiny bit better)
than she mumbled "aiya, if u die die dun wanna push sale there's oso nothing i can do liao"...
she think i deaf of she thinks her voice soft till only mice can hear!?
after mumblling to herself, she like "ok la ok la" than hang the phone....
sales gd, take for-granted.....sales not gd, all MY fault.....
this kinda boss and manager best sia~
still wanna always say they how gd how gd.........all i see is they're gd in playing "tai chi" only..
ask me if i wan to get back another offday or get paid for the 16th (which was my supposed-to-be offday but end up have to work)...
than i chose to get paid lor...
since work till 28th only...take extra offday oso no use..
and than she ask how's the sales....
told her $10.80...but got alot of ppl looking at hallmark cards (in case u're wondering y, cuz hallmark cards are kinda ex = if people buy, our sales will look at least tiny bit better)
than she mumbled "aiya, if u die die dun wanna push sale there's oso nothing i can do liao"...
she think i deaf of she thinks her voice soft till only mice can hear!?
after mumblling to herself, she like "ok la ok la" than hang the phone....
sales gd, take for-granted.....sales not gd, all MY fault.....
this kinda boss and manager best sia~
still wanna always say they how gd how gd.........all i see is they're gd in playing "tai chi" only..
Junjo Romantica Opening
the anime i'm currently watching~~
Usagi-sama~!!!!! ;p
*fangal mode to cool myself down*
Ohaiyo!!
not in good mood still..
sigh~
dun care oso..since working till end of this mth only....
i do houskeeping, they say i never do, might as well do it as and when i like..
i arrange display stock nicely, they wanna go rearrange, and say i never arrange display..
might as well dun touch at all...since my "tidy" and "presentable" is as good as nothing to them..
sianzzzzzz ah!!!!!
not in good mood still..
sigh~
dun care oso..since working till end of this mth only....
i do houskeeping, they say i never do, might as well do it as and when i like..
i arrange display stock nicely, they wanna go rearrange, and say i never arrange display..
might as well dun touch at all...since my "tidy" and "presentable" is as good as nothing to them..
sianzzzzzz ah!!!!!
guy: "wad jobs u looking for"
me: "admin/office lor. or flexible hours de"
guy: "how much u wan"
me: "1.5k lor. ard tat range"
guy: "lol, u be my gf, i support u lor, lol"
me: "-.-"" y u so despo for gf? and for me to be ur gf somemore!? we dun even noe each other"
guy: "lol, exciting mah. not despo, just sian about e routine life style.."
me: "-.-"" sorry to disappoint u.. i'm a super boring person"
guy: "it's ok de. wanna try it out?"
WTF!?
me: "admin/office lor. or flexible hours de"
guy: "how much u wan"
me: "1.5k lor. ard tat range"
guy: "lol, u be my gf, i support u lor, lol"
me: "-.-"" y u so despo for gf? and for me to be ur gf somemore!? we dun even noe each other"
guy: "lol, exciting mah. not despo, just sian about e routine life style.."
me: "-.-"" sorry to disappoint u.. i'm a super boring person"
guy: "it's ok de. wanna try it out?"
WTF!?
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
seriously....
rant on fb quite abit juz now...
but really cannot take it liao...
and i HAVE TO post those things on fb, juz so those people who are included can see it!!
Alice have always been telling me tat i've been too gd to people...and people only wanna use and bully be....most aren't even thankful for wad i did...
it's like i should really stop being so kind.....should juz go back to my hack-care attitude i had back when i was in sec sch.....
rant on fb quite abit juz now...
but really cannot take it liao...
and i HAVE TO post those things on fb, juz so those people who are included can see it!!
Alice have always been telling me tat i've been too gd to people...and people only wanna use and bully be....most aren't even thankful for wad i did...
it's like i should really stop being so kind.....should juz go back to my hack-care attitude i had back when i was in sec sch.....
ok..i failed...
i messed up!!
phone batt died = cant contact ppl = cant contact fren who works in the office = dunno which unit to go in for interview = i messed up = spend over $100 on decent office wear for nothing = waste $$
and the best part is, phone batt actually wont die so fast de.....cuz some idiot who wan free stuff keep sms-ing me, cuz not only she wan me to make a pouch for her free, she wanna b damn picky as well.....
sigh~
keep bumping into gd strangers today, tot finally gd signs showing...ended up this way.....
wad is wrong wif GOD!!?
the last time i got a office job offer, i ended up in hospital for 3day, which made me miss my interview.....
today, phone batt died, cuz charger suddenly died = cant charge phone........
damn~!!!!!
i messed up!!
phone batt died = cant contact ppl = cant contact fren who works in the office = dunno which unit to go in for interview = i messed up = spend over $100 on decent office wear for nothing = waste $$
and the best part is, phone batt actually wont die so fast de.....cuz some idiot who wan free stuff keep sms-ing me, cuz not only she wan me to make a pouch for her free, she wanna b damn picky as well.....
sigh~
keep bumping into gd strangers today, tot finally gd signs showing...ended up this way.....
wad is wrong wif GOD!!?
the last time i got a office job offer, i ended up in hospital for 3day, which made me miss my interview.....
today, phone batt died, cuz charger suddenly died = cant charge phone........
damn~!!!!!
my phone's charger juz died....sooo...need to get new one TODAY!!!
cuz phone's batt's dying as well....
juz got back frm 1hour in the pool (wouldn't say swimming, cuz only swim 2 laps..;p)
later meeting moses again at 12.30 for lunch @ northpoint...than go hunting together~
since he oso wanna go bugis get somethings.....
interview for later.....fighto~ OHH~~!!
if the only issue they have is wif my hair, than might be back to all black hair soon, in march....
muahahahahahahaahaha....
ok~
done wif my yogurt....time for breakfast~
nitez~
yep yep~~
goin to bed soon~~
like super early...
wad to do~~i only swim in the morning, or late at night..
night time will have many ppl @ swimming pool
so early morning is the best timing..normally 1st one in the pool~~ ;p
goin to bed soon~~
like super early...
wad to do~~i only swim in the morning, or late at night..
night time will have many ppl @ swimming pool
so early morning is the best timing..normally 1st one in the pool~~ ;p
Monday, February 21, 2011
tml one more appointment added~~
INTERVIEW!!!!!!!
yes~ intervew~~ for admin job @ woodlands civic center!!!!
so tml i'll be buying pants frm G2000 as well...
need to wear formal for interview...and frm past exp, jeans are a big NO NO!!
soooo...manga will have to wait for my offday after tml, which is 25th~
hope i get the job!!!!
1.4k!!!!!
5day/week!!!!!!
office hours!!!!!!!!!!!!
INTERVIEW!!!!!!!
yes~ intervew~~ for admin job @ woodlands civic center!!!!
so tml i'll be buying pants frm G2000 as well...
need to wear formal for interview...and frm past exp, jeans are a big NO NO!!
soooo...manga will have to wait for my offday after tml, which is 25th~
hope i get the job!!!!
1.4k!!!!!
5day/week!!!!!!
office hours!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!
9in1 game table was SGD988 when it's on PROMOTION!!!
actual price SGD1288, and tat's the price it's goin at now..
dun fucking hell complain and say i cheat $$, i anyhow mark-up price...
ccb.....knnbccb!!!!!!!
couple: "how much is this 9in1 table?"
me: "1288"
couple: "1288!! but it's 988 right?"
me: "988 was tat time when it's on promotion, all along is 1288"
couple: "sure not? tat time we weren't told it's on promotion noe"
me: "..." "but it is. and now the promotion's over, so it's 1288"
couple: *walked away murmuring* "surely anyhow say price one lor..where got so expensive all of a sudden"
... -.-
_l_
9in1 game table was SGD988 when it's on PROMOTION!!!
actual price SGD1288, and tat's the price it's goin at now..
dun fucking hell complain and say i cheat $$, i anyhow mark-up price...
ccb.....knnbccb!!!!!!!
couple: "how much is this 9in1 table?"
me: "1288"
couple: "1288!! but it's 988 right?"
me: "988 was tat time when it's on promotion, all along is 1288"
couple: "sure not? tat time we weren't told it's on promotion noe"
me: "..." "but it is. and now the promotion's over, so it's 1288"
couple: *walked away murmuring* "surely anyhow say price one lor..where got so expensive all of a sudden"
... -.-
_l_
^^
well.....
wif all these ppl pissing me off like this....
lucky there's a lighter side to life...
baka finally free to reply liao....
so now at least not sooooooo angry liao~~
and ya..i noe...i'm the biggest baka of all..
but tat's me~
and tat all it takes to make me feel better actually... =p
wif all these ppl pissing me off like this....
lucky there's a lighter side to life...
baka finally free to reply liao....
so now at least not sooooooo angry liao~~
and ya..i noe...i'm the biggest baka of all..
but tat's me~
and tat all it takes to make me feel better actually... =p
WTF!!!
dunno wad the hell the planning......
1st is say i've been late every single day ever since my 1st day of work...
(yes i'm late 3-10min quite often...but there are days which i reach early too...so unfair to say i'm late since day1 of work...my very 1st day i wasn't late mind them!)
now..trying to say i ditch work for no reason at days which i'm suppose to b working...
SINCE WHEN DID I NOT WORK WHEN I'm SUPPOSE TO!!?
other than the day i was sick......and tat's the ONE AND ONLY day.....
FML...
dun work better....
everytime suay like shit....
1st is say i've been late every single day ever since my 1st day of work...
(yes i'm late 3-10min quite often...but there are days which i reach early too...so unfair to say i'm late since day1 of work...my very 1st day i wasn't late mind them!)
now..trying to say i ditch work for no reason at days which i'm suppose to b working...
SINCE WHEN DID I NOT WORK WHEN I'm SUPPOSE TO!!?
other than the day i was sick......and tat's the ONE AND ONLY day.....
FML...
dun work better....
everytime suay like shit....
dunno y these few days i've been like eating non stop...
but the weird thing is....i didn't gain weight!!!!?
i'll behave like this when i'm not in a gd mood (ie. pissed off, emo, or P.M.S etc)..
and i do not kknow which is which now...
annyways~
gonna go buy my lunch liao~~
Baby Clam Maggi Mee!!!!!!!!
all lao san's fault lah!! recommend tat instant noodle....now i hooked on it already!! (cuz i like to eat the clam~ ;p)
TONITE!!! is the nite!!! i shall give my manager 1 week notice later tonite~~ ^^
but the weird thing is....i didn't gain weight!!!!?
i'll behave like this when i'm not in a gd mood (ie. pissed off, emo, or P.M.S etc)..
and i do not kknow which is which now...
annyways~
gonna go buy my lunch liao~~
Baby Clam Maggi Mee!!!!!!!!
all lao san's fault lah!! recommend tat instant noodle....now i hooked on it already!! (cuz i like to eat the clam~ ;p)
TONITE!!! is the nite!!! i shall give my manager 1 week notice later tonite~~ ^^
MORNING!!!!!!!
tml my offday!!!!!
i wanna go swiming in the morning~ (8.30am!!)
after tat, go back home rest for awhile....than go many places....
go plaza sing, Spotlight find yarn (for neko mimi *cat ear*) oso see if the have the fabric i need..
if not tooo ex think i buy frm there as well...after which, go bugis~~
(oh ya! if the yarns @ spotlight like not suitable, might go down to chinatown as well)
go bugis~~~ find boots, find socks, if moses tagging along, go find his croset/under buster thingy...
after all tat, go home, put things, bring my manga, go BigOrange to store my manga, and take my dress & other set yukata...and my sewing machine as well...lending it to one of my fren....
oh ya...take art book as well!!!!!!
.. .. .....-.-
like alot of things to do!!!!!!!
hope i can remember EVERYTHING...best not to leave out anything.....cuz dun wanna waste another offday juz to do these again.....
*one more thingy.....baka not replying.........think he either super busy....or.......he's ignoring me....mayb........................if end of this mth (his exams should have already ended by then) still not gonna reply me..........than think tat's it bah...........this is the reason i dun like to be the one contacting other ppl, be it fren or wad...once they dun reply, after few times, i'll totally let it go...take it as tat person hate me so much as to not even wanna reply my sms or wadeva.........i'll take it as he/she dun even wanna be frens.......only few ppl knows this...one of those few is my dear lao san, ShiHui............the rest mayb simply dun bother bah.....need me than remember me....dun need me, hack care even if i die, cuz they dun even remember they know me when they dun need me..............
sigh~
(go watch the 2nd season of tat jap drama to chill)
tml my offday!!!!!
i wanna go swiming in the morning~ (8.30am!!)
after tat, go back home rest for awhile....than go many places....
go plaza sing, Spotlight find yarn (for neko mimi *cat ear*) oso see if the have the fabric i need..
if not tooo ex think i buy frm there as well...after which, go bugis~~
(oh ya! if the yarns @ spotlight like not suitable, might go down to chinatown as well)
go bugis~~~ find boots, find socks, if moses tagging along, go find his croset/under buster thingy...
after all tat, go home, put things, bring my manga, go BigOrange to store my manga, and take my dress & other set yukata...and my sewing machine as well...lending it to one of my fren....
oh ya...take art book as well!!!!!!
.. .. .....-.-
like alot of things to do!!!!!!!
hope i can remember EVERYTHING...best not to leave out anything.....cuz dun wanna waste another offday juz to do these again.....
*one more thingy.....baka not replying.........think he either super busy....or.......he's ignoring me....mayb........................if end of this mth (his exams should have already ended by then) still not gonna reply me..........than think tat's it bah...........this is the reason i dun like to be the one contacting other ppl, be it fren or wad...once they dun reply, after few times, i'll totally let it go...take it as tat person hate me so much as to not even wanna reply my sms or wadeva.........i'll take it as he/she dun even wanna be frens.......only few ppl knows this...one of those few is my dear lao san, ShiHui............the rest mayb simply dun bother bah.....need me than remember me....dun need me, hack care even if i die, cuz they dun even remember they know me when they dun need me..............
sigh~
(go watch the 2nd season of tat jap drama to chill)
goin to bed liao~~
juz finish watching japanese drama..
quite old drama, but still one of the best so far~~ ^^
it's about the grand-daughter of the 3rd gen yukuza leader being a teacher..
and juz so happen, her class is the most infamous class of the sch...
tml, or rather, later, gonna start watching the 2nd season~~!!!
NITEZ~!!
juz finish watching japanese drama..
quite old drama, but still one of the best so far~~ ^^
it's about the grand-daughter of the 3rd gen yukuza leader being a teacher..
and juz so happen, her class is the most infamous class of the sch...
tml, or rather, later, gonna start watching the 2nd season~~!!!
NITEZ~!!
Sunday, February 20, 2011
sigh~
think his exam starts tml!!!
can only wish him best of luck...
hope everything swee swee for him as well..
dun dare to sms or fb him...only posted in his formspring...
so he'll see it when he log in (and i dun think he'll log in to his formspring every single day..)
........ ........ ........
... .. ...sigh~
think his exam starts tml!!!
can only wish him best of luck...
hope everything swee swee for him as well..
dun dare to sms or fb him...only posted in his formspring...
so he'll see it when he log in (and i dun think he'll log in to his formspring every single day..)
........ ........ ........
... .. ...sigh~
Saturday, February 19, 2011
tired~~!!!!!!
yes!!! very VERY tired!!!
feet aching like dunno wad, toes damn pain due to toe nails too long...
and.. ....NOT ENOUGH EXPOSURE!!!!!!!!!!!
not much ppl take photo of me lor....sadddddd....
but i'm in the video lah~~ (cuz i'm like the most out going cos-er there~ i danced wif a bapok!!)
think i'm gonna juz cos as some random gal in blue hair when i go back....NO MORE BLACK WIG FOR EVENT!!!!!!!!!
everyone tot it was my own real hair...=.=
i actually wanna post some photo i have in my phone, but can't find my card reader....so.........
ya....need to ask my mom later when she comes back...
ok~
shall end this here...
i really damn shagggggggg.....legs + arms (cuz holding weapon) + back ALL ACHING!!!!!!!!
*pain~ pain~ PAIN~~!!!!*
even hurt my knee..(play too rough)
oh ya....1 more thing i wanna complain~~
AKIRA BULLY ME!!!!!!!!!!
keep pokking me...make me fall and hurt my knee!!! (think got up skirt oso, but dun think anyone saw~~ ;p)
feet aching like dunno wad, toes damn pain due to toe nails too long...
and.. ....NOT ENOUGH EXPOSURE!!!!!!!!!!!
not much ppl take photo of me lor....sadddddd....
but i'm in the video lah~~ (cuz i'm like the most out going cos-er there~ i danced wif a bapok!!)
think i'm gonna juz cos as some random gal in blue hair when i go back....NO MORE BLACK WIG FOR EVENT!!!!!!!!!
everyone tot it was my own real hair...=.=
i actually wanna post some photo i have in my phone, but can't find my card reader....so.........
ya....need to ask my mom later when she comes back...
ok~
shall end this here...
i really damn shagggggggg.....legs + arms (cuz holding weapon) + back ALL ACHING!!!!!!!!
*pain~ pain~ PAIN~~!!!!*
even hurt my knee..(play too rough)
oh ya....1 more thing i wanna complain~~
AKIRA BULLY ME!!!!!!!!!!
keep pokking me...make me fall and hurt my knee!!! (think got up skirt oso, but dun think anyone saw~~ ;p)
Gd Morning~!!!!
set my alarm @ 9.15am....woke up @ 10.15am!!!!!
tat's how much i miss my sleep....still wanna sleep more actually...
(CONTROL!! cuz tooooo much sleep will not look gd oso...)
tat's y 1st thing i did was on laptop~ (cuz once i online, wont be so sleepy liao~~ ;p)
and goin out to get stuff for my cosplay later..
and here're the list of stuff:
-white Cloth shoe (those which is like sch shoes, but not wif shoe lace ones)
-black Knee High socks (used to have 2 pairs...but both went missing..sigh)
-some makeup stuff, dunno wad is lacking yet..(cuz havent go check my pouch, if lucky enough, i'll have everything i need = no need to buy)
-mayb getting airbrush spray for leg...to cover the tattoo on my left tight (cuz still incomplete, dun wan later ppl take photo frem the wrong angle, than will not look very nice liao)
hmmmmmm...think tat's all bah~
gotta run~
stomach not feeling so gd now...=.=
set my alarm @ 9.15am....woke up @ 10.15am!!!!!
tat's how much i miss my sleep....still wanna sleep more actually...
(CONTROL!! cuz tooooo much sleep will not look gd oso...)
tat's y 1st thing i did was on laptop~ (cuz once i online, wont be so sleepy liao~~ ;p)
and goin out to get stuff for my cosplay later..
and here're the list of stuff:
-white Cloth shoe (those which is like sch shoes, but not wif shoe lace ones)
-black Knee High socks (used to have 2 pairs...but both went missing..sigh)
-some makeup stuff, dunno wad is lacking yet..(cuz havent go check my pouch, if lucky enough, i'll have everything i need = no need to buy)
-mayb getting airbrush spray for leg...to cover the tattoo on my left tight (cuz still incomplete, dun wan later ppl take photo frem the wrong angle, than will not look very nice liao)
hmmmmmm...think tat's all bah~
gotta run~
stomach not feeling so gd now...=.=
ok lah~
goin to bed le~
hoping for a smooth sailing cosplay event later~~
gotta wake early to prepare, have few more stuff to buy...
oh ya~
and need to wear croset early in the morning, till reach location, than can take out..(so my stomach wont be soo big)
and finger crossed, NO UPSKIRT PHOTO PLS!!!!!!
pray no hentai jiji there...
Nitez~!!!
goin to bed le~
hoping for a smooth sailing cosplay event later~~
gotta wake early to prepare, have few more stuff to buy...
oh ya~
and need to wear croset early in the morning, till reach location, than can take out..(so my stomach wont be soo big)
and finger crossed, NO UPSKIRT PHOTO PLS!!!!!!
pray no hentai jiji there...
Nitez~!!!
"it's all ready, hope it's ok"
wondering wad's ready....??
he finish his assignments le mah???
or done studying for his exams..????
... .. ...... . .. . . ....
nvm....shouldn't ask....said i'll leave him alone till after his exams......
sigh~
i dun miss him
i dun miss him
I DUN MISS HIM!!!!!
who am i trying to bluff...=.=
wondering wad's ready....??
he finish his assignments le mah???
or done studying for his exams..????
... .. ...... . .. . . ....
nvm....shouldn't ask....said i'll leave him alone till after his exams......
sigh~
i dun miss him
i dun miss him
I DUN MISS HIM!!!!!
who am i trying to bluff...=.=
Friday, February 18, 2011
seriously, wad's wrong wif couple these days!?
y is it tat most of the time when couple step into the shop, the gf will give me pissed off stares and show F face???
greeting them is part of my job, not as if i'm flirting wif her bf or anything...
if they think i'm out to steal their bf, pls lah~
they're not my taste...and another thing is, i dun steal frm ppl, even if i've someone i like, who's already attached, i'll not go after tat guy....
and another thing is.....i dun dress-up like as if goin party/dating when i'm working...i can't even be bothered to put in make-up....
if such a 'manly' me can snatch their bf frm them, than they should do some self reflection....
sigh......
all thx to this character of mine, i can't even go after the guy i like now.......
dun like to trouble ppl....dun like to force ppl.....
baka..!!
watashi baka!!!!
y is it tat most of the time when couple step into the shop, the gf will give me pissed off stares and show F face???
greeting them is part of my job, not as if i'm flirting wif her bf or anything...
if they think i'm out to steal their bf, pls lah~
they're not my taste...and another thing is, i dun steal frm ppl, even if i've someone i like, who's already attached, i'll not go after tat guy....
and another thing is.....i dun dress-up like as if goin party/dating when i'm working...i can't even be bothered to put in make-up....
if such a 'manly' me can snatch their bf frm them, than they should do some self reflection....
sigh......
all thx to this character of mine, i can't even go after the guy i like now.......
dun like to trouble ppl....dun like to force ppl.....
baka..!!
watashi baka!!!!
sigh
GOD must hate me ttm!!!
juz when i'm feeling better...suddenly this guy walks into the shop...
best of all, he reminds me of one of my mom's bf, the one which i HATE to the core!!!
y the hell i hate him, i do not wish to post here...cuz it's something which i NEVER EVER wanna remember.......
damn!
now i'm less emo....but very pissed off!!!!!!!
GOD must hate me ttm!!!
juz when i'm feeling better...suddenly this guy walks into the shop...
best of all, he reminds me of one of my mom's bf, the one which i HATE to the core!!!
y the hell i hate him, i do not wish to post here...cuz it's something which i NEVER EVER wanna remember.......
damn!
now i'm less emo....but very pissed off!!!!!!!
morning..
(dun even noe why am i blogging when my mind is still pretty much blank)
but i'll juz blog anyways....keep record of thing which has been happening in my life...all those gd & bad which i would wanna remember in the future....
so even if i lost my memory one day, hope someone can let me now i have this blog...
(noe i'm sounding kinda weird...but it's normal)
someone asked me in my formspring "will u ever cry"
in places where i will be seen? hardly...
but i can be a cry baby when i'm alone....
used to cry myself to sleep for few years, think tat habit might be coming back...
(tat was when i was down wif depression, and it was tat period when i tried to end everything dunno how many times)
it may seems i've gotten way over tat period.....did i really?
this feeling of ZERO selfworth, low energy lvl.....it all seems so deja vu....
the head-strong surface can only last for so long, than it's all over again.....
the wall ard me need to be re-built........
but it's always a pain to decide if i should keep everyone out, or keep some by my side.....
Thursday, February 17, 2011
waiting list
NANA, NANA2, Crow Zero, Crow Zero2...
the yakuza teacher thingy movie (cant remember it's title)
these are some of the movies in te waiting list....
got few more....
once i get better, i'll have lots of movie to watch~
once i get better, tat is..(could be later today, could take days, weeks, or even mths...noone knows)
anyways...sat i will be cos-ing @ orchard area...not sure exactly where yet...will noe on the day itself....but sure it's gonna be somewhere along orchard road...
Aoi Kunieda, sch gal version (as i haven't get the coat done yet..-.-)
dun think i could mess it up, even when i'm like this....gd thing i chose someone who isn't very social to cos as...so i dun have to smile much..like my ame-warashi (which i cant smile at all actually).......
the yakuza teacher thingy movie (cant remember it's title)
these are some of the movies in te waiting list....
got few more....
once i get better, i'll have lots of movie to watch~
once i get better, tat is..(could be later today, could take days, weeks, or even mths...noone knows)
anyways...sat i will be cos-ing @ orchard area...not sure exactly where yet...will noe on the day itself....but sure it's gonna be somewhere along orchard road...
Aoi Kunieda, sch gal version (as i haven't get the coat done yet..-.-)
dun think i could mess it up, even when i'm like this....gd thing i chose someone who isn't very social to cos as...so i dun have to smile much..like my ame-warashi (which i cant smile at all actually).......
dun like this feeling..
dun like it at all....
feels like need to talk wif someone..
but i dun wanna talk to anyone now....
in a state of contradiction.....
my brain itself is Mind.F-ing me...
need someone to keep me distracted....
keep my brain frm wondering into dangerous places.....
but than again.......who do i have other than my bolg to pour my hearts out to??
everyone have their own problems and issues........there's no need for them to listen to someone else's shit.....
'the burden is mine alone, and noone else's...i shall not ask for happiness, i shall not be greedy...if suffer is my fate, i will no longer go against it...for now i noe, the more i harder i try, the more pain i'll feel...'
dun like it at all....
feels like need to talk wif someone..
but i dun wanna talk to anyone now....
in a state of contradiction.....
my brain itself is Mind.F-ing me...
need someone to keep me distracted....
keep my brain frm wondering into dangerous places.....
but than again.......who do i have other than my bolg to pour my hearts out to??
everyone have their own problems and issues........there's no need for them to listen to someone else's shit.....
'the burden is mine alone, and noone else's...i shall not ask for happiness, i shall not be greedy...if suffer is my fate, i will no longer go against it...for now i noe, the more i harder i try, the more pain i'll feel...'
OMG!!!
http://www.tenkai-japan.com/2011/02/17/checkmate-namie-amuro-collaborates-with-anna-tsuchiya-after-school-tomohisa-yamashita-kaname-kawabata/
!!!!!!!
hope it's gonna be avail in sg toooo~~~~!!!!!!
namie amuro + anna tsuchiya~~!!!!
and many many more!!!!!!!!!
i wan~~~~
.... ... .....
stone again....=.=
!!!!!!!
hope it's gonna be avail in sg toooo~~~~!!!!!!
namie amuro + anna tsuchiya~~!!!!
and many many more!!!!!!!!!
i wan~~~~
.... ... .....
stone again....=.=
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
bored~!!!! (as usual)
SIANZ AH!!!!!!!!!!
darn boring...
no crowd at all...sales worst than yesterday.....not even $40 now lor......
sigh~ (ouch! my nails juz scretch my neck hard, by accident)
oh ya~
talking about nails~~
juz remembered i forgot to do something!!
yay~!!! have things to do till closing time le!!!! ^^
darn boring...
no crowd at all...sales worst than yesterday.....not even $40 now lor......
sigh~ (ouch! my nails juz scretch my neck hard, by accident)
oh ya~
talking about nails~~
juz remembered i forgot to do something!!
yay~!!! have things to do till closing time le!!!! ^^
=.="""
aiyo!!!!
fed up lah!!!!!
load soooooo long still cannot watch....cuz always halfway than stuck.......-_-
I WANNA WATCH FARY TAIL EP66!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and Kore wa Zombie Desu ka? oso!!!!!!!!!
sadddddd....=(((((
fed up lah!!!!!
load soooooo long still cannot watch....cuz always halfway than stuck.......-_-
I WANNA WATCH FARY TAIL EP66!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and Kore wa Zombie Desu ka? oso!!!!!!!!!
sadddddd....=(((((
YaY!!!!
beelzebub ep6
OnePiece ep 487
Bleach ep309
FairyTail ep66
Kore wa Zombie Desu ka? ep6
!!!!!!!!!
Anime Marathon!!!!!!!!! ^^
OnePiece ep 487
Bleach ep309
FairyTail ep66
Kore wa Zombie Desu ka? ep6
!!!!!!!!!
Anime Marathon!!!!!!!!! ^^
gd MorninG~!!!!
(Theme of the Day: BoiBoi!!)
Ohaiyo minna~!!!!
Ohaiyo minna~!!!!
but it's afternoon already~!!
nvm lah~~
cuz i'm having my 'Brunch' now (breakfast + lunch)..^^
by right my offday today...
by left i'm stuck here in the shop now...=.=
suppose to meet deehell7 to collect ring, and accomany her go get something....but cuz of my manager's 'hospital' matter.....i cant meet her today....=.=
sigh~
lucky not meeting baka today....if not think i'll be even more pissed off.....
ehh....shit......mentioned him again....
ok lah~
i shall stop here, and go finish up my 'brunch'!!
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
sigh~~
offday fly~~~~
where got ppl 'last minute' need to go hospital tml....=.=
manager anyhow........
anyways.....gonna stop myself frm sms-ing him, or posting on his fb and formspring...
leave him alone...let him focus on his studies, or finish up his projects....
cuz it's like everytime i chat, 90% of the time it's about him....=.=
i NEED to focus on something else!!!!!!
offday fly~~~~
where got ppl 'last minute' need to go hospital tml....=.=
manager anyhow........
anyways.....gonna stop myself frm sms-ing him, or posting on his fb and formspring...
leave him alone...let him focus on his studies, or finish up his projects....
cuz it's like everytime i chat, 90% of the time it's about him....=.=
i NEED to focus on something else!!!!!!
hmmm...it seems to have becomed a habit for me to want to meet him n my off day...=.=
told myself to wait for him to finish exam, but somehow, think i juz sent him a sms asking wd time his sch ends tml....-.-
and did i mention about i dreamt of him last nite?
think i didn't...
but it's not anything bad or naughty...;p
juz me nagging/ranting about something..
and the name 'akira' appeared...and he said 'which akira?? i noe so many akira....'
than the rest unclear...think i woke up after tat......
sigh....
told myself to wait for him to finish exam, but somehow, think i juz sent him a sms asking wd time his sch ends tml....-.-
and did i mention about i dreamt of him last nite?
think i didn't...
but it's not anything bad or naughty...;p
juz me nagging/ranting about something..
and the name 'akira' appeared...and he said 'which akira?? i noe so many akira....'
than the rest unclear...think i woke up after tat......
sigh....
nitez~~
yep yep~~
goin to bed liao~~~
sigh....y make things soooo complicated..o.O
got misunderstanding, than clear the air face to face!!
dun talk bad about ppl, than when the person who's taking all the online attacks takes action, than all those ppl who has been doin all the attacking wanna get upset...=.=
sigh~
ok lah~
nitez!!!
goin to bed liao~~~
sigh....y make things soooo complicated..o.O
got misunderstanding, than clear the air face to face!!
dun talk bad about ppl, than when the person who's taking all the online attacks takes action, than all those ppl who has been doin all the attacking wanna get upset...=.=
sigh~
ok lah~
nitez!!!
Monday, February 14, 2011
peace~~
why cant people juz bloody hell clear things up and make peace !?!?
it's not as if they do not have each other's contact numbers....and for goodness sake..
the ones doin all the attacking online IS the one who refuse to answer her phone, and refuse to meet face to face to clear things up....saying she is busy wif her studies.....
(but if it is truely so, why is she spending sooooo much time online attacking other people?? o.O)
oh ya~
juz went to check on my formspring..surprisingly there's someone other than my lao san asking me Qs there.....
lol....
ok lah~
shall (mayb) blog again later........
stonning time~!!! ;p
it's not as if they do not have each other's contact numbers....and for goodness sake..
the ones doin all the attacking online IS the one who refuse to answer her phone, and refuse to meet face to face to clear things up....saying she is busy wif her studies.....
(but if it is truely so, why is she spending sooooo much time online attacking other people?? o.O)
oh ya~
juz went to check on my formspring..surprisingly there's someone other than my lao san asking me Qs there.....
lol....
ok lah~
shall (mayb) blog again later........
stonning time~!!! ;p
Sunday, February 13, 2011
actually wanna give my manager 1week notice today...
but than again....jac told me to juz stay till end of feb...more worthy...
soooo....i'll have to go hunt for my Aoi Kunieda cosplay stuff on the 19th, sat.....
cuz i'm not sure if the tailor can finish my outfit within 2week.....=.=
need to chiong ah~!!!!!
oh ya.......one more thing....
tml's V day........cannot spend V day wif baka....sadddd..=((((((
not only baka.....it's like another normal day, alone.......
*~lonely~ ~i am so lonely~*
寂しい!!!!!!
but than again....jac told me to juz stay till end of feb...more worthy...
soooo....i'll have to go hunt for my Aoi Kunieda cosplay stuff on the 19th, sat.....
cuz i'm not sure if the tailor can finish my outfit within 2week.....=.=
need to chiong ah~!!!!!
oh ya.......one more thing....
tml's V day........cannot spend V day wif baka....sadddd..=((((((
not only baka.....it's like another normal day, alone.......
*~lonely~ ~i am so lonely~*
寂しい!!!!!!
Saturday, February 12, 2011
tat guy contacted me already..
it seems he's another person whose $$ was 'borrowed' by the A**hole kenny, but never got it back...
it appears A**hole is really in the navy....and borrowed $$ frm almost everyone ard him there...
sigh~
if the police had believed me tat time, and pursue the matter, take action against him, then there wont be so many ppl who can't get their $$ back now......
it seems he's another person whose $$ was 'borrowed' by the A**hole kenny, but never got it back...
it appears A**hole is really in the navy....and borrowed $$ frm almost everyone ard him there...
sigh~
if the police had believed me tat time, and pursue the matter, take action against him, then there wont be so many ppl who can't get their $$ back now......
hmmmm.....
looks like another person found my blog by searching tat A**hole's name...
but this time round..this person msg me through facebook.....
asked me to call him and tell him everything i noe regarding tat kenny.....
here's a problem...
i reply him through fb, he didn't get back to me..
sms him, no reply...
called him, he rejected my call.....=.=
mayb this person's busy, mayb it's kenny up to his usual tricks again.....
so i sms this person telling him wad time i finish work today, and ask him to call me back when he's avail...
requested for me to keep it hush, so i'm not gonna post his name here....
shall see how things goes later after i finish work...
if he haven't call even after i've long reached home......
high chances he's juz here to waste my time...
though i'm hoping he would have some gd news for me..
but than again...even the police aren't being very helpful....
but this time round..this person msg me through facebook.....
asked me to call him and tell him everything i noe regarding tat kenny.....
here's a problem...
i reply him through fb, he didn't get back to me..
sms him, no reply...
called him, he rejected my call.....=.=
mayb this person's busy, mayb it's kenny up to his usual tricks again.....
so i sms this person telling him wad time i finish work today, and ask him to call me back when he's avail...
requested for me to keep it hush, so i'm not gonna post his name here....
shall see how things goes later after i finish work...
if he haven't call even after i've long reached home......
high chances he's juz here to waste my time...
though i'm hoping he would have some gd news for me..
but than again...even the police aren't being very helpful....
doin sketch of my 'kore wa zombie desu ka' cosplay dress/armor...
and trying to figure out wad are the wordings at the back of Beelzebub's Aoi Kunieda's coat...
(didn't manage to find pic wif the full wordings...)
so now i'm juz left wif blue contact lense, the outfit, and to trim my black wig's fringe...
boken got it yesterday already~~ ^^
and trying to figure out wad are the wordings at the back of Beelzebub's Aoi Kunieda's coat...
(didn't manage to find pic wif the full wordings...)
so now i'm juz left wif blue contact lense, the outfit, and to trim my black wig's fringe...
boken got it yesterday already~~ ^^
morning~!!!!!
yes~
i'm awake and bloggng already..!!
and nope~
i'm not blogging @ my workplace ;p
still at home..leaving after i get changed~~
xp
i'm awake and bloggng already..!!
and nope~
i'm not blogging @ my workplace ;p
still at home..leaving after i get changed~~
xp
yay~
done watching the 1973 version of 'the exorcist'!!
it was alrite (considering the fact tat they yet to have digital editing for the effects)
the ending was kinda random...
makes u feel like it's not the end yet, someting's gonna happen again (tat kinda feeling)..
and juz look at the time now~~
it's 1.35 am!!!!!
(i'm still blogging..=.=)
ok...
gotta go~~
my bed is nagging at me already~~ ;p
done watching the 1973 version of 'the exorcist'!!
it was alrite (considering the fact tat they yet to have digital editing for the effects)
the ending was kinda random...
makes u feel like it's not the end yet, someting's gonna happen again (tat kinda feeling)..
and juz look at the time now~~
it's 1.35 am!!!!!
(i'm still blogging..=.=)
ok...
gotta go~~
my bed is nagging at me already~~ ;p
Friday, February 11, 2011
Bored Ah!!!!!
yep~
darn bored!!!
ended up watching "hannibal rising" and "hannibal" most of the time, instead of 'working'...
but today not so bad, considering now sales already over $150 already~~ ;p
quick toilet break~
and it's back to "Hannibal"~~ ;p
(tat's y i LUV watching movie on laptop/dvd, can stop for break, and continue later~~ ^^)
darn bored!!!
ended up watching "hannibal rising" and "hannibal" most of the time, instead of 'working'...
but today not so bad, considering now sales already over $150 already~~ ;p
quick toilet break~
and it's back to "Hannibal"~~ ;p
(tat's y i LUV watching movie on laptop/dvd, can stop for break, and continue later~~ ^^)
Bed!!!! I NEED U NOW!!!!!!!! =.=
yea..
juz as the heading says....I NEED MY BED NOW!!!!!!!!! =.=
dun feel like eating...or doin anything...
juz stone my day away today, is wad i'm most likely gonna do....
sigh~
juz as the heading says....I NEED MY BED NOW!!!!!!!!! =.=
dun feel like eating...or doin anything...
juz stone my day away today, is wad i'm most likely gonna do....
sigh~
today went dhoby ghaut meet him~~
ate japanese food~~
and guess wad?
ATE Sea Urchine!!!!!! (pardon my spelling)
damn nice!!!!!
now i noe y japanese ppl luv to eat those soooo much!!! ^^
but darn ex oso..=((
lol...and dragged him to yishun to meet my lao san and watch movie wif us!!
kinda felt bad cuz while waiting for the door to open, he was like dozzing off...(which shows tat he should be quite tired today actually)
but lucky the movie 'Homecoming" was a worthy movie~~ ^^
kinda post late cuz reach came back, wif them, rested for awhile, send them to bus-stop..
came back again, watch tv, watch movie on lappy wif mom, now than got time to blog~~ =p
heheheeee...^^
ok~~
gonna go bavk to watching tv liao~~ xp
ate japanese food~~
and guess wad?
ATE Sea Urchine!!!!!! (pardon my spelling)
damn nice!!!!!
now i noe y japanese ppl luv to eat those soooo much!!! ^^
but darn ex oso..=((
lol...and dragged him to yishun to meet my lao san and watch movie wif us!!
kinda felt bad cuz while waiting for the door to open, he was like dozzing off...(which shows tat he should be quite tired today actually)
but lucky the movie 'Homecoming" was a worthy movie~~ ^^
kinda post late cuz reach came back, wif them, rested for awhile, send them to bus-stop..
came back again, watch tv, watch movie on lappy wif mom, now than got time to blog~~ =p
heheheeee...^^
ok~~
gonna go bavk to watching tv liao~~ xp
Thursday, February 10, 2011
lol...
i can be rather hard to handle??
hell yeah!
i am hard to handle...;p
but fren's who noe me well knows a few tricks as to how to manage me and my often random (and at times, extreme) mood swings issues~~ ^^
once they know the trick, i'm as easy to handle as a baby~~~ xDDDD
yep~
it's my OFFDAY!!!!!
but not meeting him today...juz my lao san and her fren for movie later at nite...
(cuz he say dun feel like watching movie, as there are like no gd movies...=.=)
anything lah~
and y am i up soooooo early if i'm not meeting him??
cuz i have to wait for delivery (lucky it's here already)..
and might be goin chinatown for a short while b4 comin back to slack, till ard 5pm...
go there see fabric, find crochet needle for fren.... .. ...think tat's about it~
hell yeah!
i am hard to handle...;p
but fren's who noe me well knows a few tricks as to how to manage me and my often random (and at times, extreme) mood swings issues~~ ^^
once they know the trick, i'm as easy to handle as a baby~~~ xDDDD
yep~
it's my OFFDAY!!!!!
but not meeting him today...juz my lao san and her fren for movie later at nite...
(cuz he say dun feel like watching movie, as there are like no gd movies...=.=)
anything lah~
and y am i up soooooo early if i'm not meeting him??
cuz i have to wait for delivery (lucky it's here already)..
and might be goin chinatown for a short while b4 comin back to slack, till ard 5pm...
go there see fabric, find crochet needle for fren.... .. ...think tat's about it~
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Bleach ep308~
ICHIGO!!!!!!
omg omg!!!!
he become damn powerful~~
damn SIN (hokkien for god)~
side note~
i can start singing by now (even though it juz a short while)
but still cant hit those high notes i could b4....
damn u cough!
damn u sore throat!!
return me my high pitch voice!!!!!!!
omg omg!!!!
he become damn powerful~~
damn SIN (hokkien for god)~
side note~
i can start singing by now (even though it juz a short while)
but still cant hit those high notes i could b4....
damn u cough!
damn u sore throat!!
return me my high pitch voice!!!!!!!
TML!!!!!!!
YES!!!!
it's TML!!!!!!!!
finally.....feels like i've been waiting my whole life for this day to come~~
it's.. ... ......it's.. .. .....
IT'S MY OFFDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol....sounded like i'm gonna get married or something...
(tat shows i'm darn bored working till i days felt like weeks, which felt like mths, which felt like years...etc etc lah)
dunno if he can meet us or not....(hope he can)
like long never see him liao...even though now things have been made clear between us, he's still a close fren whom i like to hang out wif~~ ^^
so by today my cough should stop...IT's An Order!!!!!
cannot imagine tml halfway through movie, i start coughing non stop.....=.=
tat's soo...sooooo.....sooooooooooo.....not very nice to everyone else in there......
so yea~
lotsa H2O, lotsa slacking today.......(the slacking part's gonna be the same as every other day actually...cuz there's no ppl for me to serve anyways~ ;p)
it's TML!!!!!!!!
finally.....feels like i've been waiting my whole life for this day to come~~
it's.. ... ......it's.. .. .....
IT'S MY OFFDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol....sounded like i'm gonna get married or something...
(tat shows i'm darn bored working till i days felt like weeks, which felt like mths, which felt like years...etc etc lah)
dunno if he can meet us or not....(hope he can)
like long never see him liao...even though now things have been made clear between us, he's still a close fren whom i like to hang out wif~~ ^^
so by today my cough should stop...IT's An Order!!!!!
cannot imagine tml halfway through movie, i start coughing non stop.....=.=
tat's soo...sooooo.....sooooooooooo.....not very nice to everyone else in there......
so yea~
lotsa H2O, lotsa slacking today.......(the slacking part's gonna be the same as every other day actually...cuz there's no ppl for me to serve anyways~ ;p)
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
zzzzzzzzzzz...
juz now manager came down to shop...in a super bad mood...
scolded me like as if the i'm the one and only person giving her trouble...=.=
and the check she pass me.... .....wrong surname AGAIN!!!!!!
they seriously remembered my surname as 'Tan".....i'm "Tay" for goodness sake!!!!
sigh~
after $$ credit into my bank..gonna give her one week notice only....
dun see the point in staying through the mth of feb.......
scolded me like as if the i'm the one and only person giving her trouble...=.=
and the check she pass me.... .....wrong surname AGAIN!!!!!!
they seriously remembered my surname as 'Tan".....i'm "Tay" for goodness sake!!!!
sigh~
after $$ credit into my bank..gonna give her one week notice only....
dun see the point in staying through the mth of feb.......
finally!!!juz have to work one more day tml, and it'll be my OFFDAY!!!!!!!! \m/
but offday = half day of rest = meet up wif frens (most of the time it's juz my lao san lah)
goin movie wif lao san on the 10th...praying not GreenHornet...=.=
i kinda wanna watch 'home coming' or something like tat...the local flim....got jack neo as the mother of ah niu de.......
(oh ya....the pic here is how i look like for work for today....and till 15th, i'll be wearing my wig for work.....hmmmm....for 'lol' sake~~ ;p)
cleared~!!!!
it's all juz a HUGE misunderstanding...
he didn't tell me he like me as a fren only is cuz....
he scared later i go emo.......
lol...
ok~
so everything shall go back to how they were once...
we're still frens....close like mad, but juz frens.....
fine by me~
it's gd enough to know tat he cares for me still...even as juz a fren..oso can lah~~
better than some guy....here say w/o me will die, next thing u noe they dun bother already....
guess there won't be any awkward silence when we get the chance to meet up again...
he didn't tell me he like me as a fren only is cuz....
he scared later i go emo.......
lol...
ok~
so everything shall go back to how they were once...
we're still frens....close like mad, but juz frens.....
fine by me~
it's gd enough to know tat he cares for me still...even as juz a fren..oso can lah~~
better than some guy....here say w/o me will die, next thing u noe they dun bother already....
guess there won't be any awkward silence when we get the chance to meet up again...
Monday, February 7, 2011
diaoz....
my lao san cute lor...
she like damn scared i will like tat ignore tat baka forever...
and she's like explaining to me now over msn...
she like damn scared i will like tat ignore tat baka forever...
and she's like explaining to me now over msn...
need to chilllll~~~~~~~~~
need to recover!!!!!!!!!
need to... .. .......... .. . ......... ...-.-
forgot wad comes next.....
oh ya~
and need to remember to draw a rough sketch of my "kore ga zombie desu ka?" cosplay outfit......
after tat, need to go hunt for fabric...
and to look for sources as to how to make armor for cosplay....
need to recover!!!!!!!!!
need to... .. .......... .. . ......... ...-.-
forgot wad comes next.....
oh ya~
and need to remember to draw a rough sketch of my "kore ga zombie desu ka?" cosplay outfit......
after tat, need to go hunt for fabric...
and to look for sources as to how to make armor for cosplay....
i'm kinda wondering y the hell am i getting soooo worked up??
if he dun wan me to noe he's back in sg, than so be it!
y am i so angry about it for?????
damn this sickness.....it's worst than PMS......
and i actually blocked his post frm showing up in news feed....
cuz seeing his name somehow makes me behave weirdly, lucky it's only for a short while.....
but still can go hiz profile to check out new status updates....
and saw "you are the only exception..." and oso a post on it being a pain to go sch today or something like tat...
wondering if it's another song again...
or he have someone else he likes already....
which makes sense y he would avoid me at all cost.....
it's time i step down, back away....
i'll let my feelings for him slowly fade...
cuz now i noe i'm not the one...
gd bye my smiles, my happy self.........
till this heartache fades away...
i shall hide both of u in a corner of my heart...
so that u will not get broken by me...
if he dun wan me to noe he's back in sg, than so be it!
y am i so angry about it for?????
damn this sickness.....it's worst than PMS......
and i actually blocked his post frm showing up in news feed....
cuz seeing his name somehow makes me behave weirdly, lucky it's only for a short while.....
but still can go hiz profile to check out new status updates....
and saw "you are the only exception..." and oso a post on it being a pain to go sch today or something like tat...
wondering if it's another song again...
or he have someone else he likes already....
which makes sense y he would avoid me at all cost.....
it's time i step down, back away....
i'll let my feelings for him slowly fade...
cuz now i noe i'm not the one...
gd bye my smiles, my happy self.........
till this heartache fades away...
i shall hide both of u in a corner of my heart...
so that u will not get broken by me...
......
pool table fell on the back of my head earlier on....
and juz few sec ago....it landed on my pinky toe!!!!!
*pain pain*
nothing is goin rite.....everything's in a mess....
but it's ok.....i'll manage somehow....as i always do....
guess tat's y it's hard to find a living human guy who will like me, for the rite reasons...
(and not cuz they're despo, or think i can make lotsa babies, or think i'll be great in bed....these are the reasons i've been getting so far..-.-)
sigh.....i cannot afford to be weak.......not ever again.....
for no matter wad happens...i only have myself to depend on.....
no one's gonna ever step up if i'm in serious need of help........and i do mean NOONE!!
not my family, not my frens..........and surely no so-called 'loved ones' to be there when i'm in trouble....
emo!?
me???
hell yea....so wad if i'm freaking emo or freaking mad.....
tat's juz me, i'm as raw as a sashimi gets....
pool table fell on the back of my head earlier on....
and juz few sec ago....it landed on my pinky toe!!!!!
*pain pain*
nothing is goin rite.....everything's in a mess....
but it's ok.....i'll manage somehow....as i always do....
guess tat's y it's hard to find a living human guy who will like me, for the rite reasons...
(and not cuz they're despo, or think i can make lotsa babies, or think i'll be great in bed....these are the reasons i've been getting so far..-.-)
sigh.....i cannot afford to be weak.......not ever again.....
for no matter wad happens...i only have myself to depend on.....
no one's gonna ever step up if i'm in serious need of help........and i do mean NOONE!!
not my family, not my frens..........and surely no so-called 'loved ones' to be there when i'm in trouble....
emo!?
me???
hell yea....so wad if i'm freaking emo or freaking mad.....
tat's juz me, i'm as raw as a sashimi gets....
song
*
i'm wasting my time....thinking bout you
wondering where you are, wad cha doin
i'm staring blankly into the sky now,
wondering if you ever think of me
(x2)
if anyone were to snap a picture
when i'm in the middle of my day-dreaming session
wonder how it would look like
do i look happy, or do i look like a retard
... ...
cont later...
now busy already...
i'm wasting my time....thinking bout you
wondering where you are, wad cha doin
i'm staring blankly into the sky now,
wondering if you ever think of me
(x2)
if anyone were to snap a picture
when i'm in the middle of my day-dreaming session
wonder how it would look like
do i look happy, or do i look like a retard
... ...
cont later...
now busy already...
Sunday, February 6, 2011
i dun even noe where to start.....
he told me he's stuck in viet.....
and i noe he did not bring his phone to viet....
and the only reason i can think of for my sms to him being delivered (yes, sent & delivered) is tat his phone has been switched on back...
another thing is....he's online on fb way toooo often........
and the only reason i can think of y he told me he's not comin back is tat he didn't wanna see me...mayb cuz.. ... ....i dunno......
if he knows tat i like him, But he's juz treating me as a fren, can jolly well tell me...
i noe myself well enough to step back when the other party is simply not interested....
i would rather he do tat, than telling me he's in viet when he already back here in sg....
can't believe i got so sad till.. ... ...................
nvm.....
i'm an idiot.....
he told me he's stuck in viet.....
and i noe he did not bring his phone to viet....
and the only reason i can think of for my sms to him being delivered (yes, sent & delivered) is tat his phone has been switched on back...
another thing is....he's online on fb way toooo often........
and the only reason i can think of y he told me he's not comin back is tat he didn't wanna see me...mayb cuz.. ... ....i dunno......
if he knows tat i like him, But he's juz treating me as a fren, can jolly well tell me...
i noe myself well enough to step back when the other party is simply not interested....
i would rather he do tat, than telling me he's in viet when he already back here in sg....
can't believe i got so sad till.. ... ...................
nvm.....
i'm an idiot.....
for goodness sake !!!!
cant stand those gf who stares at female retail/ sales asst once they step into a shop!!!!!
if they're afraid their bf will get stolen, than dun bring bf out!!!!
and on top of everything else.. .. ....she stares at ME..(!?)
my hair is not long, and neither do i go saloon for treatment like every mth...
i dun put on fake lashes and/or put on make-up every single time i step outta my house..
my nails are not those of a mani-padi nails....
i dun wear a dress (unless rare occaissions)....
and on top of everything else... ... ......i look more 'man' than most avg guy these days..
sooooooo....if any gf thinks tat I am out to steal anyone's guy, she's either blind, or mad...
cant stand those gf who stares at female retail/ sales asst once they step into a shop!!!!!
if they're afraid their bf will get stolen, than dun bring bf out!!!!
and on top of everything else.. .. ....she stares at ME..(!?)
my hair is not long, and neither do i go saloon for treatment like every mth...
i dun put on fake lashes and/or put on make-up every single time i step outta my house..
my nails are not those of a mani-padi nails....
i dun wear a dress (unless rare occaissions)....
and on top of everything else... ... ......i look more 'man' than most avg guy these days..
sooooooo....if any gf thinks tat I am out to steal anyone's guy, she's either blind, or mad...
freezing already....
it's only 8min past 2pm.....
I'm Freezing Already!!!!!!!!
at least 7 more hours to go till close shop, go home lor.....
how to survive this winter-like working environment???????
I'm Freezing Already!!!!!!!!
at least 7 more hours to go till close shop, go home lor.....
how to survive this winter-like working environment???????
hungry~~~~~~~
yep~
i'm hungry!!!!!!
but.... .. .........
totally have no idea wad to eat...=.=
feel like having some soup, but the soups ard this area are too oily....which i dun like now....
feel like having tomyum instant noodle....but i'll be dead shortly after if i were to eat tat...(surely will cough like mad)
kinda feel like eating fried chicken!!!!!
hmmmmm...
mayb later go buy KFC snackers thingy.....
see this time round "yi du gong du" works not~
i'm hungry!!!!!!
but.... .. .........
totally have no idea wad to eat...=.=
feel like having some soup, but the soups ard this area are too oily....which i dun like now....
feel like having tomyum instant noodle....but i'll be dead shortly after if i were to eat tat...(surely will cough like mad)
kinda feel like eating fried chicken!!!!!
hmmmmm...
mayb later go buy KFC snackers thingy.....
see this time round "yi du gong du" works not~
shag.....(and the day haven't really start yet) =((
today's train trip to work felt like forever!!!!
imagine every few station i've to alight frm the train cuz i was coughing super badly?
after alighting, i'll be coughing there for few min, and when it finally stops, rest for few min, than board the next train......and reapeat everything once my cough starts....=_=
(ok...it's not tat bad...i got down at yeo chu kang, got back on...cough starts shortly after i board train...i alight at amk, where i decided to take a cab instead)
oh ya, while at this, i really wanna say 97% of ppl here should juz die...yea..and no one would give any shit about it.....
while i was coughing so badly at the train station, guess wad the other ppl were doin??
standing one corner, stearing at me, mummering, laughing, making jokes outta me.....=.=
hello!! i'm not coughing blood yet ya noe....
*shit! my cough is starting again.....gd thing i really got no more strength left to cough as badly as juz now.......but stillll....it feels damn uncomfortable....*
and my workplace simply sucks to the core....no matter wad, i can't take MC, cuz on the 30th jan, they already making fuss.....
others ard, they are oso making noise...saying wad my manager she's sick but still come cover for me, wad i should be more responsible.......
yet the person saying these things can't come work today, cuz she's sick (but actually my condition is worst than her)........
sigh~
her side can find ppl to take over...so ofcuz can rest....
my side, unless i faint and die in the shop....if not never will they allow.....
FML....almost all places i work b4 all like tat.....
do i look tat much like a robot????
imagine every few station i've to alight frm the train cuz i was coughing super badly?
after alighting, i'll be coughing there for few min, and when it finally stops, rest for few min, than board the next train......and reapeat everything once my cough starts....=_=
(ok...it's not tat bad...i got down at yeo chu kang, got back on...cough starts shortly after i board train...i alight at amk, where i decided to take a cab instead)
oh ya, while at this, i really wanna say 97% of ppl here should juz die...yea..and no one would give any shit about it.....
while i was coughing so badly at the train station, guess wad the other ppl were doin??
standing one corner, stearing at me, mummering, laughing, making jokes outta me.....=.=
hello!! i'm not coughing blood yet ya noe....
*shit! my cough is starting again.....gd thing i really got no more strength left to cough as badly as juz now.......but stillll....it feels damn uncomfortable....*
and my workplace simply sucks to the core....no matter wad, i can't take MC, cuz on the 30th jan, they already making fuss.....
others ard, they are oso making noise...saying wad my manager she's sick but still come cover for me, wad i should be more responsible.......
yet the person saying these things can't come work today, cuz she's sick (but actually my condition is worst than her)........
sigh~
her side can find ppl to take over...so ofcuz can rest....
my side, unless i faint and die in the shop....if not never will they allow.....
FML....almost all places i work b4 all like tat.....
do i look tat much like a robot????
goin to sleep liao!!!!!
cough till wanna die ah!!!!!! =.=
should say cough till stomach become weak liao..
now become like dun feel like eating at all....
will feel hungry, but juz dun wanna eat...
.. .. .........now my bro giving me lecture...=.=
like HELLO!!!!
ok lah....
really gotta go sleep liao....
if not will only feel more uncomfortable........
nitez~~
cough till wanna die ah!!!!!! =.=
should say cough till stomach become weak liao..
now become like dun feel like eating at all....
will feel hungry, but juz dun wanna eat...
.. .. .........now my bro giving me lecture...=.=
like HELLO!!!!
ok lah....
really gotta go sleep liao....
if not will only feel more uncomfortable........
nitez~~
pink bag (pt1) done~
was kniting a small pouch, now pt1 done~~
so pt2 is to sew it up..
pt3 is to do the edge thingy for it's flap thingy & sew button on~~
pt4 is it's sling~~~ ^^
and once i'm feeling better, i shall continue the baby blanket!!
(cuz i scared the bug/virus will stay on the blanket, than not gd for the baby who'll be using it)
so ya...
so pt2 is to sew it up..
pt3 is to do the edge thingy for it's flap thingy & sew button on~~
pt4 is it's sling~~~ ^^
and once i'm feeling better, i shall continue the baby blanket!!
(cuz i scared the bug/virus will stay on the blanket, than not gd for the baby who'll be using it)
so ya...
Saturday, February 5, 2011
"goin silent, goin cold...
lost in thoughts, wif nowhere to go.....
slipping sands, ticking time....
my feelings for u have been made known...
if it's juz me, i can't take wad's said back...
only hope it'll fade along wif the passing time...
but still, a small corner of my heart, i hope u feel the same as i do for u......."
posted this on fb.....hoping he'll somehow read this....
and juz in case he read it, but cant catch it's meaning....
i added
"i'll wait for ur answer..
be it gd or bad, hope u let me noe....
so tat i could adjust my feelings..
so as to not trouble anyone..."
actually tot i would be complaining non-stop here.......
but i'm very speechless somehow...
it's like i've got nothing to say, or rather, i dun wish to say anything...
juz wanna be left alone.....
sent my last S.O.S to my lao san....but she cant come...
wonder will i return back to normal when i wake up tml morning?
or will it be another long frightening silent period for my other frens...........
lost in thoughts, wif nowhere to go.....
slipping sands, ticking time....
my feelings for u have been made known...
if it's juz me, i can't take wad's said back...
only hope it'll fade along wif the passing time...
but still, a small corner of my heart, i hope u feel the same as i do for u......."
posted this on fb.....hoping he'll somehow read this....
and juz in case he read it, but cant catch it's meaning....
i added
"i'll wait for ur answer..
be it gd or bad, hope u let me noe....
so tat i could adjust my feelings..
so as to not trouble anyone..."
actually tot i would be complaining non-stop here.......
but i'm very speechless somehow...
it's like i've got nothing to say, or rather, i dun wish to say anything...
juz wanna be left alone.....
sent my last S.O.S to my lao san....but she cant come...
wonder will i return back to normal when i wake up tml morning?
or will it be another long frightening silent period for my other frens...........
damn random confession.....frm me...=.=
damn..
think tat's the end for me.....
i bloody hell confess to the guy i like over fb chat!!! (fail TTM lah)
and the reply i got was "eh?" and "..........."
soooooooooo..........think tat was a "but i dun like u leh" but dunno how to put into words.......
guess he really treats everyone juz as gd as he treats me.........
... ......... .........
it's gonna hurt...(actually my heart already hurts like hell now already)
but i gotta get over........in order to remain as frens.........i gotta get over......
think tat's the end for me.....
i bloody hell confess to the guy i like over fb chat!!! (fail TTM lah)
and the reply i got was "eh?" and "..........."
soooooooooo..........think tat was a "but i dun like u leh" but dunno how to put into words.......
guess he really treats everyone juz as gd as he treats me.........
... ......... .........
it's gonna hurt...(actually my heart already hurts like hell now already)
but i gotta get over........in order to remain as frens.........i gotta get over......
=((((((((
ok...
even i dun believe it myself...
but i'm freaking crying now.....=.=
manage to catch him online on fb chat...
than i ask him he's back at sg or wad??
than he say cannot come back sg already, cuz ICA cancled his student pass........-.-
and dunno y..........tears juz fall........
i failed.....
watashi baka desu......
even i dun believe it myself...
but i'm freaking crying now.....=.=
manage to catch him online on fb chat...
than i ask him he's back at sg or wad??
than he say cannot come back sg already, cuz ICA cancled his student pass........-.-
and dunno y..........tears juz fall........
i failed.....
watashi baka desu......
found~ (safe~~)
found my inhalent this morning!!!!
meaning.. ....i wont die at my workplace today~~~
but still....i'm already at the shop........ ....
= wont get to go airport.............
sigh~
now see him oso cannot talk...cuz my sore throat got sooooo bad.......my voice is hardly coming out!!!! =.=
i shall try not to talk, unless 120% have to.......
meaning.. ....i wont die at my workplace today~~~
but still....i'm already at the shop........ ....
= wont get to go airport.............
sigh~
now see him oso cannot talk...cuz my sore throat got sooooo bad.......my voice is hardly coming out!!!! =.=
i shall try not to talk, unless 120% have to.......
waiting waiting
waiting for him to tell me he like me seems soooo hard
but everytime i meet up wif him....the happiness comes soooo naturally till it dun matter...
than when we part ways and go back home.......i feel like an idiot...-.-
are we juz frens, or something more??
sigh~
guess i'm the real baka, not him...............
may he's wad i 1st tot he is, being juz as gd to EVERY fren of his....
damn it!
hate it when i'm not feeling well for long.....my brain starts to think in some weird logic......=.=
better go bed NOW!!!
inhalent wise...if cannot find, than go buy 1 !!!!!
lack of O2 makes brain function weirdly as well.........
but everytime i meet up wif him....the happiness comes soooo naturally till it dun matter...
than when we part ways and go back home.......i feel like an idiot...-.-
are we juz frens, or something more??
sigh~
guess i'm the real baka, not him...............
may he's wad i 1st tot he is, being juz as gd to EVERY fren of his....
damn it!
hate it when i'm not feeling well for long.....my brain starts to think in some weird logic......=.=
better go bed NOW!!!
inhalent wise...if cannot find, than go buy 1 !!!!!
lack of O2 makes brain function weirdly as well.........
die!!!!
CANT FIND MY INHALENT!!!!!!!!!!!!
later in the morning i'll try to look for it again..
but if still cannot find.. .. ....than i'll die at workplace later liao...............
later in the morning i'll try to look for it again..
but if still cannot find.. .. ....than i'll die at workplace later liao...............
Friday, February 4, 2011
home~~~~ at last!!!
omg!!!
guess who i bump into at the steamboat place??
MY Boss!!!! (tat bimbo..)
and spring by the river was damn bring as well...=.=
tonnes of ppl, nothing much to see......
and juz checked online...
think he flight will be arriving ard 15:05 tml.......
(...it's like i noe i cant go fatch him...dun even noe y i go check the timing oso.....)
sigh.......... ... ........
y do i miss him when he like dun even miss me!???
me baka!!
guess who i bump into at the steamboat place??
MY Boss!!!! (tat bimbo..)
and spring by the river was damn bring as well...=.=
tonnes of ppl, nothing much to see......
and juz checked online...
think he flight will be arriving ard 15:05 tml.......
(...it's like i noe i cant go fatch him...dun even noe y i go check the timing oso.....)
sigh.......... ... ........
y do i miss him when he like dun even miss me!???
me baka!!
cont. .....
leaving my house in few min...
shall blog about how wuhan steamboat is later tonite when i come back....
and oso the 'chun dao he pan' (spring by the river) walk after the steamboat dinner....
shall blog about how wuhan steamboat is later tonite when i come back....
and oso the 'chun dao he pan' (spring by the river) walk after the steamboat dinner....
goin out *again* =.=
yes!!! again!!!!! =.=""""""
sigh~
damn bored + constantly goin out & comin back, rest for short while, out again + nothing to do when outside = SIANZZZZZZZZ zzzzzzz..........
dunno he got miss me while he's there not..o.O
hmmmmmmm.......
nvm....think most likely answer is no!!
humph!!
sigh~
damn bored + constantly goin out & comin back, rest for short while, out again + nothing to do when outside = SIANZZZZZZZZ zzzzzzz..........
dunno he got miss me while he's there not..o.O
hmmmmmmm.......
nvm....think most likely answer is no!!
humph!!
dizzy dizzy dizzy.....
end up never meet lao san for breakfast...cuz she say meet me 10:10 instead..but i've got other plans for the rest of the day...so 10:10 is abit too late already....=.=
than cuz waiting to go meet her, my mom and bro all diaoz when noe timing change to so late.....
ate at northpoint instead.....
and juz now went cousin house, chill for few hours, went cwp's coldstorage to buy stuff...
my mom's side ok lah~
my bro wanna get something frm another Q line de....and up tat china gal close counter W/O prior notice!!! -.-
oh ya...talk about cwp... .. ....
went wash room 1st (and my mom went coldstorage)...when i came out, near homefix tat side, got a group china guy BLOCK MY WAY!!!!!!!!
gu yi dun let me pass.....=.=
give them a stare~
than they make way liao......
it's like i got wear tank top inside my shirt, got wear legging inside my skirt......if they wanna find trouble by disturbing me, by all means bring it on!
so the stare is juz a warning...
bloody hell china ppl come here earn our $$, still wanna disturb local gals ah??
pick the wrong gal to bully liao lor...
than cuz waiting to go meet her, my mom and bro all diaoz when noe timing change to so late.....
ate at northpoint instead.....
and juz now went cousin house, chill for few hours, went cwp's coldstorage to buy stuff...
my mom's side ok lah~
my bro wanna get something frm another Q line de....and up tat china gal close counter W/O prior notice!!! -.-
oh ya...talk about cwp... .. ....
went wash room 1st (and my mom went coldstorage)...when i came out, near homefix tat side, got a group china guy BLOCK MY WAY!!!!!!!!
gu yi dun let me pass.....=.=
give them a stare~
than they make way liao......
it's like i got wear tank top inside my shirt, got wear legging inside my skirt......if they wanna find trouble by disturbing me, by all means bring it on!
so the stare is juz a warning...
bloody hell china ppl come here earn our $$, still wanna disturb local gals ah??
pick the wrong gal to bully liao lor...
morning!!!!!!!
ohayo everyone~!!!!!!
tml is the daY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i'm working......sad TTM!!!!! =(((((((((
sigh~
anyways~
goin out to meet my lao san for mac breakfast!!!!
(see, see! Mac breakfast some more....my voice gonna be sexy to the max!!!)
tml go work i'm not gonna talk (hopefully)~
i kinda wish to record my voice now and post online, let my frens listen~~ xDDD
;p
tml is the daY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i'm working......sad TTM!!!!! =(((((((((
sigh~
anyways~
goin out to meet my lao san for mac breakfast!!!!
(see, see! Mac breakfast some more....my voice gonna be sexy to the max!!!)
tml go work i'm not gonna talk (hopefully)~
i kinda wish to record my voice now and post online, let my frens listen~~ xDDD
;p
Thursday, February 3, 2011
think i'm only gonna sound more sexy for the next few days....
cuz there's like nothing other than fast food to eat during first few days of cny...
so it's gonna be more fast food = more fried food + more chicken + less veg = worst sore throat!!!
but than again~
i like to tease ppl when i sound like this~~ ;p
but than than again.........
whenever i'm happily enjoying teasing ppl, my voice will suddenly return to normal + no more sore throat = no more low sexy voice..=.=
wonder if it'll remain till i at least get to tease him once, Juz Once, b4 voice goes back to normal....o.O
cuz there's like nothing other than fast food to eat during first few days of cny...
so it's gonna be more fast food = more fried food + more chicken + less veg = worst sore throat!!!
but than again~
i like to tease ppl when i sound like this~~ ;p
but than than again.........
whenever i'm happily enjoying teasing ppl, my voice will suddenly return to normal + no more sore throat = no more low sexy voice..=.=
wonder if it'll remain till i at least get to tease him once, Juz Once, b4 voice goes back to normal....o.O
sexy~~ i'm tooooo sexy~~~ ;p
yep~
i'm wayyyy tooooo sexy this CNY~~
my voice is very sexy (due to my cough & sore throat)
and my CNY shirt.. ...^^
and today i went out wif my cat tail on!!!!!
(yes~ i celebrate viet style~~ it's year of the cat this year~~ ^^)
he'll be back the day after tml....but... ... ......
i cannot meet him!!!! =((((((
i'm wayyyy tooooo sexy this CNY~~
my voice is very sexy (due to my cough & sore throat)
and my CNY shirt.. ...^^
and today i went out wif my cat tail on!!!!!
(yes~ i celebrate viet style~~ it's year of the cat this year~~ ^^)
he'll be back the day after tml....but... ... ......
i cannot meet him!!!! =((((((
the Great World (movie)
juz came home from movie~~
it's a really worthy $10 spent!!!
the story was great, actors were very into their charactors~~
a very worthy movie to watch~~ ^^
it's a really worthy $10 spent!!!
the story was great, actors were very into their charactors~~
a very worthy movie to watch~~ ^^
1st day of cny~
MORNING!!!!!
normally ppl go house visiting during the 1st few days of CNY...
but my case, go movie, go ktv pub.. .. ......
tat's all the plan for today, REALLY!!!
and as for tml....my family plans to go for steamboat.......and tat's the plan so far for tml......if day3 of CNY no need to work, than will be goin airport, and mayb dinner @ a japanese restaurant after tat.........
but, sigh~
sat working for the WHOLE DAY!!!!!! =.=
ok...
once again~
Happy CNY everyone~!!! ^^
normally ppl go house visiting during the 1st few days of CNY...
but my case, go movie, go ktv pub.. .. ......
tat's all the plan for today, REALLY!!!
and as for tml....my family plans to go for steamboat.......and tat's the plan so far for tml......if day3 of CNY no need to work, than will be goin airport, and mayb dinner @ a japanese restaurant after tat.........
but, sigh~
sat working for the WHOLE DAY!!!!!! =.=
ok...
once again~
Happy CNY everyone~!!! ^^
Bed Time~~!!!!!!
Yes~
goin to bed already (and it's only almost 1am ON Chinese New Year!!!!)...
tat shows juz how boring the nite is....
sigh~
and yea~
my dad is OFFICIALLY outta my family's life!!!!
(guess all he wanted was the $..after the house is sold, he really disappeared into thin air)
gd thing oso~~
sigh~~
ang bao count so far: 1...=.=
goin to bed already (and it's only almost 1am ON Chinese New Year!!!!)...
tat shows juz how boring the nite is....
sigh~
and yea~
my dad is OFFICIALLY outta my family's life!!!!
(guess all he wanted was the $..after the house is sold, he really disappeared into thin air)
gd thing oso~~
sigh~~
ang bao count so far: 1...=.=
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
*cough cough*
starting to feel really bored and sleepy.......
this yr's cny really sucks.....-.-
nothing to do = bored to the core!!!!!!
shows on the TV now are bored like hell as well...=.=
sigh~
kinda miss hearing his voice, or juz seeing his sms oso can...
ARGH!!!!!!
i dun miss him
i dun miss him
I DUN MISS HIM!!!!!!!
... .. ......=_=
this yr's cny really sucks.....-.-
nothing to do = bored to the core!!!!!!
shows on the TV now are bored like hell as well...=.=
sigh~
kinda miss hearing his voice, or juz seeing his sms oso can...
ARGH!!!!!!
i dun miss him
i dun miss him
I DUN MISS HIM!!!!!!!
... .. ......=_=
Happy ChineseNewYear !!!!!!!!!!
countdown countdown!!!!
less than 3hour to CNY!!!!!!!!
and my phone is darn quiet...-.-
i know i anti-social....
now i can confirm it runs in my blood.......
cuz all my relatives anti my family = me anti-social..........
yay~ =.=
less than 3hour to CNY!!!!!!!!
and my phone is darn quiet...-.-
i know i anti-social....
now i can confirm it runs in my blood.......
cuz all my relatives anti my family = me anti-social..........
yay~ =.=
Liang Shan Bo Zhu Ying Tai- Gary Cao & Genie Zhou
LOL..xDDDDDDD
kinda wanna dedicate this song to tat baka-dono.....
hahahahahaha.....but dun think he'll catch the meaning behind it anyways....
soooooo~
nvm lah~~
Weeeee~~~
feeling better already~
at least fever is gone!! ^^
heheheeeee~ ^^
he should be having a great time wif his family rite now.........
simply sadddddd tat i can't go airport fetch him when he's comin back in few days time.....=((((
looking forword to tonite's 'mini' dinner thingy~~~~~~
at least fever is gone!! ^^
heheheeeee~ ^^
he should be having a great time wif his family rite now.........
simply sadddddd tat i can't go airport fetch him when he's comin back in few days time.....=((((
looking forword to tonite's 'mini' dinner thingy~~~~~~
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
fever AGAIN...-.-
ok...i've already lost count juz how many times my fever has gone and came back...
but tonite.....it's a high fever.........my face slightly pinkish...ear loop numbed...neck itchy.....=.=
guess they happy now liao lor...like almost everywhere i work....i'm not being regarded as a human...Humans/People fall sick, regardless how strong u think he/she is......and somehow...i'm NOT allowed to fall sick........
(gonna upload photo of how i look now....cuz the lights made my hair colour not obvious)
i look soooo much fairer and and wif a pinkish glow...-.-
thinkn nthe only time i can look sick is when my face actually turned green......(which happened b4)
but tonite.....it's a high fever.........my face slightly pinkish...ear loop numbed...neck itchy.....=.=
guess they happy now liao lor...like almost everywhere i work....i'm not being regarded as a human...Humans/People fall sick, regardless how strong u think he/she is......and somehow...i'm NOT allowed to fall sick........
(gonna upload photo of how i look now....cuz the lights made my hair colour not obvious)
i look soooo much fairer and and wif a pinkish glow...-.-
thinkn nthe only time i can look sick is when my face actually turned green......(which happened b4)
freezing!!!!!!!
omg...
think it might be raining AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm freezing once again @ my workplace....(sadly, i cannot request for the shopping center's air-con to change it's temp...)
... ...cannot imagine if i go other countries, during their winter season... .. ......most likely i'll freez over~
.. .. ...... =.=
think it might be raining AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm freezing once again @ my workplace....(sadly, i cannot request for the shopping center's air-con to change it's temp...)
... ...cannot imagine if i go other countries, during their winter season... .. ......most likely i'll freez over~
.. .. ...... =.=
sigh~
think i really got conned!!
my current job (retail line), got no bonus, no commission, when i work on a public holiday, they give neither double pay, nor count as double hours (= give u back 1 more offday)...
and when i have urgent matter last min, i still have to work..
manager last min have something urgent, i have to cover for her, despite it being my offday...-.-
my current job (retail line), got no bonus, no commission, when i work on a public holiday, they give neither double pay, nor count as double hours (= give u back 1 more offday)...
and when i have urgent matter last min, i still have to work..
manager last min have something urgent, i have to cover for her, despite it being my offday...-.-
1st Feb!!!!!
YAY!!!!
finally another month has passed~~
it's feb now!!!!
\m/
here's a little sneak preview on my new hair colour~
(yes, as in juz a tiny tip of my hair~ ;p)
the whole look shall be revealed after he has seen it LIVE~!!
Muahahahahahhahhaha..xDDDDD
gd nite~!!!
i'm goin to bed now~~
looking forward to chinese new year's 2days of rest!!!!!!!!!
wondering wad's he doin rite now......
*cough cough*
NITE~~ ^^
looking forward to chinese new year's 2days of rest!!!!!!!!!
wondering wad's he doin rite now......
*cough cough*
NITE~~ ^^
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